Liu Xue sat next to me, she had already drunk a lot, there was a lot of drunkenness in her eyebrows and eyes, and when she spoke, her tongue was a little curled: "Lu Yanchen, I think Chen Yiyao's song is sung to you." ”

Her voice was a little slurred, and I saw that her hand holding the cup was trembling a little, so I reached over to help her put the cup back on the table: "You drank too much, Liu Xue." ”

"What's more, I can still drink two bottles." She blocked my hand and took the beer bottle next to her, "Here, let's have a toast." ”

The second song was ordered by Chen Yiyao, she glanced at us, and just saw Liu Xue holding my arm and toasting me. I quietly pulled my arm out of her arms and moved it to the side, the corners of Chen Yiyao's mouth turned up, turned around, and began to sing.

"Don't drink it, Liu Xue." Someone next to her had already begun to persuade her, "It's time to go back, it's midnight." ”

"I don't want to go back, I'm annoyed when I see my husband." Liu Xue tried to shake off the people next to her, but she was weak and had no strength, "How good it is to drink and sing here, Lu Yanchen, you say, are you very happy to see Chen Yiyao?" ”

"You've drunk too much." Just when someone was leaving, Ah B greeted and came over to set Liu Xue up, "Come on, I'll send you home, who else is strict at home and wants to go back?" Several people responded, and those who didn't plan to leave also got up when they saw that most of them were leaving.

Before leaving the private room, Ah B gave me a meaningful look.

The door closed, and the private room suddenly became very quiet, and only Chen Yiyao and I were left.

"It's finally all gone." I let out a long sigh of relief and half-lay myself on the couch.

She sat down next to me, with a smile in her eyes, and she looked at me for a few seconds, and I was looking at her, and after a while, she said, "The surname is Lu, you haven't changed at all." ”

I felt a pang in my heart, in this world, only she called me that.

I suddenly felt an inexplicable sadness in my heart, I was sitting here, but we were far, far away. She didn't know what was churning in my heart at the moment, she didn't know how much I longed to sit by her side all the time, and she didn't know how ashamed I was in front of her now.

"How have you been abroad all these years?" After a moment of silence, I asked.

"Everything else is fine, just want to eat crayfish, I want to dream about it." She smiled, "I still want to sing, but foreigners rarely go to KTV, they only like to go to bars and open Pa."

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"Well, you can sing all night if you want, and I'll be with you......" I said.

"The family won't urge you to go back?" She used a vague word, but I understood what she meant.

"I'm free." I also replied with an ambiguous word, but the attitude was already laid out.

She laughed.

I'm so familiar with her smile that I look at you deeply every time, and I look like I can see through my heart. After all these years, we have never been in touch, but now that we have met suddenly, we don't feel silent even if we don't have words between us.

It's a very natural feeling, occasionally our eyes make contact, but it doesn't feel like we haven't seen each other in years, as if I can be very transparent in front of her, a very safe feeling that doesn't need to be touched.

She was wearing a small white off-the-shoulder cheongsam, her hair just above her ears, her eyes were large, her nose was straight but delicate, and her lips were thin. When singing, there is no such charming look in her eyes, it is very pure, or a little elegant sadness.

She didn't seem to pay attention to me when she sang, but I was deeply attracted by her current temperament, I think she is very much like the kind of girl who grew up in an old courtyard, and I even thought, if it were those scenes in the movie, she was sitting on a bed, wearing a small cheongsam, and behind her was an old-fashioned checkered wooden window, and there was a little moonlight, it must be very suitable and beautiful.

When she sang "Goodbye! My Love", I picked up the microphone and sang along with her. Our bodies are very close, and our hands are also very close, no one deliberately holds whose hand first, but the two hands are slowly held together, and a layer of ripples ripples in my heart, there is a feeling of unreality.

Her hands were warm, just like they were in high school, and mine was cold. She sensed a little cold in my hand and held it bigger, just like she did to me in high school.

When she reached the last line, she looked back at me and scratched her fingers lightly on my palm. Her smile was very intoxicating, but there was more tiredness in her eyes, and we didn't hide anything in our eyes, and we could clearly see what the other person was thinking.

"How long will you be back?" I looked at her.

"I'm not sure yet, there are some formalities to go through." She said.

I'm actually curious about what formalities she has to do, but she doesn't say it, and I won't ask about it. We had this tacit understanding when we were in high school, and now we sit here and remember the calendar.

I suddenly wanted to kiss her, and I was a little overwhelmed by the thought, but I did feel the urge in my heart. At the end of the song, I squeezed her hand, she turned to look at me, I didn't speak, just approached her.

Her eyes were a little flustered, and she was still holding the microphone in one hand, looking at me in a daze. I looked into her eyes, very slowly approaching her, our faces were very close, her eyes were wide open, her face was a little red, but she didn't back down, she didn't reach out to stop me.

It was reason that stopped me.

I shook my head and stopped at the last minute. She burst out laughing, and I put my forehead against hers and laughed softly. We laughed together for a long time, she put her hand behind my back and hugged me from the waist, at this moment, we were like old friends for many years, this is a hug of love and concern.

"You're still the same as before, Ah Chen." She buried her head in my arms, as if she had once been on my chest and listened to my heartbeat.

When I heard her call me "Ah Chen", I couldn't help but reddened my eyes, which is also a name that only she can call. "The surname Lu" and "Ah Chen", she will only call me that when we are alone, or when we are with me and Ah B and Li Anbang.

"I'm sorry, I'm married." I say.

I don't know why I said it, but in my heart, I don't want to hide it from her. I wanted to kiss her so much, but I couldn't go any further.

"No need to say I'm sorry." She said, "Li'an Bang told me about you. ”

"What's the matter?" I asked.

"All of them." She said, "Your career, your family, your life. ”

"I have a lot to say to you." I said, "A belly of words." ”

"I know."

"I wonder if you've been doing well all these years."

"I'm fine, what about you?"

"My original answer was pretty good, but when I look into your eyes, I know I can't lie."

"Marriage is a matter for two people, and you should talk to her about it." She said, "I'm worried about you. ”

Officer Li told her everything. My heart is a little sour, I don't want her to see what I look like now, my lover cheating is the biggest harm to a man, right? But this kind of hurt, I would rather hide in the horns than let her see it.

"Your personality is too restrained, Ah Chen." She left my arms and looked up at me. She put her hand on my face, her eyes were a little distressed, this is the first time I have seen her look at me with such a gaze, just like looking at a beloved child, "Love someone must be brave to say it, and between the other half, two people must often communicate with each other's hearts, otherwise, time will make the two people more and more distant." ”

The girl I once loved deeply, the girl who had been separated for more than ten years because of my cowardice, after meeting today, actually cared about the happiness of my marriage with Xia Yun, and moreover, it was when Xia Yun betrayed me......

"Let's not talk about this, you are the protagonist, what do you have for tomorrow?" I say.

"I want to eat crayfish...... her eyes lit up, "super spicy kind." ”