Chapter 476: Cold Emotions
The lives of two people have become parallel lines without interlacing, and they take the initiative to avoid each other, because each has its own destiny.
In order to avoid suspicion, stay away from each other, hide their feelings, and the two of them are like familiar old friends, except for group activities, they have almost no intersection.
I don't know why, now even the speech is a little more embarrassing, in the past, there was nothing to talk about, but now there is no speculation for more than half a sentence.
How good it used to be, how embarrassing it is now, many things I want to say but can't say, but because these things block the road of communication, now they are more and more unable to understand each other, and they don't even know what kind of position and what kind of position they are in each other's hearts.
"Oh, you're here too, what a coincidence." Tian Xiaoxiao happened to meet Mu Yixuan.
"Hmm." Mu Yixuan nodded, polite and detached.
Isn't it that this little broken child can say something, except for some polite greetings, what else can be left?
"How are you doing?" Mu Yixuan began his polite greetings.
"I've been doing well, how are you?" Tian Xiaoxiao I thought it was not good, but she also had to say that she was doing well, how could anyone say that she was doing badly.
"I've been doing well lately." Mu Yixuan, anyway, I followed suit, in the end, is he really doing well, in fact, he is not very clear about this matter.
"There's a few things to say goodbye to, bye." Tian Xiaoxiao chose to say goodbye this time, instead of saying goodbye to Mu Yixuan, Tian Xiaoxiao felt that there should be no more such a meeting, because it would be embarrassing to stop.
"Okay." Mu Yixuan hurriedly left this place, he really felt that this was too embarrassing, there was nothing to express, there was nothing to say, and he didn't even say goodbye.
The two of them are walking in opposite directions, and both of them are deliberately avoiding themselves and hiding their emotions.
They all feel that there are already others around each other, and they shouldn't appear, so they may only have to stop their relationship to this point, no one dares to take a step forward, no one dares to take a step back.
If you go back, you're a stranger.
"Ah, this TV series is pretty good." Tian Xiaoxiao watched the idol drama starring Mu Yixuan in front of the TV, watching the people I like and the female stars I didn't know start to talk to me, I have mixed feelings in my heart, but I am just a silent spectator, and it is useless to say more.
"It's strange that you hide from other people's TV series every day, and you hide everything from me and don't tell me anything, you really annoy me." Bai He could see Tian Xiaoxiao's little Jiujiu, but the other party would never tell him what the situation was.
"I don't want to say that you don't have to ask, it's an agreement between the two of us." Tian Xiaoxiao leaned on Bai He's shoulder, it was really popcorn watching TV series was very comfortable, Tian Xiaoxiao really liked to watch Mu Yixuan's idol dramas, Tian Xiaoxiao felt that his appearance should be acting in idol dramas.
"He's not as handsome as me, in fact, I think I'm more handsome than him, but every time you stare at him on someone's TV, don't you think it's okay Aren't you saying I'm your male god What's wrong with you now watching him all day long?" Bai He is naked jealous, obviously he is Tian Xiaoxiao's serious male god, but the stupid women in this group look at other boys in front of him all day long, and that boy is not very good-looking.
"He must look at him if he is good-looking, you are by my side every day, I don't get tired of watching it when I see it, sometimes I have to change my taste, I said that his face is really suitable for acting in idol dramas." Tian Xiaoxiao has no resistance to handsome guys, and if he is an ideal handsome guy, he should like it even more.
"I know all day long, look at the handsome guy, because I am now thin and handsome, but you always regard me as a goddess, I don't know what to do with you, I don't know how to be blessed in the blessing, and then I am so good-looking, handsome, and good friends to you, you can be content." Bai He frowned, but there was no way to take the person in front of him, probably if he was an ugly girl, he could only be spoiled until he was old.
In the dead of night, he lost sleep again and swiped the circle of friends with his mobile phone, and then now he found that the circle of friends was no longer visible, and it turned out that he didn't want people to spy on life.
Tian Xiaoxiao is a lot of self-excess, and he doesn't even show the circle of friends, what kind of friend is this, how good it is to be sincerely grateful, how hurt, how hate, how painful it is.
But Tian Xiaoxiao expressed any dissatisfaction, he was really bleeding in his heart, but she had to force herself to get used to it, and no one could accompany her until she was old, but she did something to make the other party unhappy, so now she can't even see the circle of friends.
Tian Xiaoxiao was a little sad and unhappy, but there seemed to be no way not to accept it.
Youth is always going to be lost and painful over and over again, becoming clearer and clearer, so that you can remember the words it once carved in your heart, and the stars that fell on your chest.
When I thought that everything had already been improved, I found that fate still liked to joke so much.
Try to take loneliness as a compulsory course in life, just survived loneliness is his difficulty and very sad thing, no one can experience your sadness along the way, your loneliness.
But your loneliness, how can there be someone with you, your current loneliness is just for your future growth, sit down, and the basic growth must be painful and sad, because you have to force yourself, and when you grow up, you will force yourself to be completely different from before.
If you just affirmed that your former self was bad, do you dare to say that the self I love is good? But people have to change, because the people around you are forcing you to change, forcing you to be different from before, so this is growth, growth is a kind of transformation, but also a kind of pain.
In the past, I could do nothing when I was tired in my comfort zone, and from time to time I looked at the variety show to see if I looked at the handsome little brother in front of the screen, and then slept a big night, which was the forefront of my student days, but when I grew up, I realized that I really didn't know how to deal with people.
"If you go to society like this, you will definitely be beaten to death."
"Don't you say that your personality is really weird; No one gets along with you at all.,Everyone is friends with you on the surface, but who doesn't really treat you as a friend.,When you're a girl like that, no one likes it.,No one cares.。 ”
Everyone thinks that Tian Xiaoxiao is used to being weird, doesn't like to talk much, and seems to have a very quirky personality, but Tian Xiaoxiao is actually just not good at expressing herself in front of strangers, but she actually talks a lot in front of acquaintances.
This time, the circle of friends was directly blocked and deleted, but it was sad but it didn't show it, because this little thing doesn't need Tian Xiaoxiao to show sadness and pain, because no one will care about such a trivial matter as you.
Everyone wants to be able to rise to the top and pursue their own broader sky, but if you make friends and fall in love, you have to pay the price of time and feelings, and if you are too immersed in these things, you will lose your chance.
Tian Xiaoxiao You are thinking, maybe Mu Yixuan just felt that the time and emotional costs spent on her were too high, and they were all details that did not need to be cared about.
I used to think that no matter how rusty I was, I wouldn't be unfamiliar and scatter on the side, but I didn't expect that there was no most rusty, only the most rusty, and the two of them parted ways, without any reason, just like that, they separated without a sound.
It seems that as a friend, there seems to be no way to do it, and people who can't even watch the circle of friends are called friends?
Tian Xiaoxiao's backhand was to directly block Mu Yixuan from the circle of friends, probably because of the legend of being able to return a tooth for a tooth.
But Tian Xiaoxiao didn't have the slightest joy, she always felt that these things came too suddenly, but these things were too normal.
Everyone's emotions are like villains suspended above Feiya, always changing infinitely and jumping repeatedly.
Don't just consume all the feelings in a casual moment, feelings are consumables, once you lose them, you won't come back, no one will love someone wholeheartedly forever.
If the time goes a little longer, two years later, three years later, four years or even ten years, you look back, you will find that the person may no longer love you.
Some people say that when you encounter an opportunity, you must fight for it, but many people don't even have the qualifications to hold the opportunity at the beginning, they can only watch other people's happiness, see other people's happiness, and the happiness that she once thought about was given by her, but she can only blame herself for fate, and you can only blame two people for not having fate, and you can only blame each other for not giving each other the best.
Tian Xiaoxiao has been thinking about whether she is a substitute, but it is clear that they are the first to meet, the previous Sister Sun may have just confessed her mistake to Mu Yixuan, but now Mu Yixuan and the people around him still have a similar face to Tian Xiaoxiao.
It's like telling him now that he likes you now, he used to like you just because you met him earlier, and in his heart there is no difference between you and the same type of girl with the same face.
Love can not be regretful, but when I know that I am a substitute, I am desperate, I once spared no effort to like him, but I love him, but what do you get?
Once the sea was difficult to water, except for Wushan, it is not a cloud.
Everything will have some changes, nothing is long-lasting, and then people's lives are limited, not to mention emotions, the sound of the water of the person who loves, because he gave all his love in a limited time and a limited life.
How many people can do that?
Tian Xiaoxiao once wanted to be such a person, but the reality gave her a very strong blow, no.