205. How far away is forever?

The two didn't talk, Pan Rui also listened to the song quietly, and the small glass room blocked the noise under their feet for them.

Xia Zhi felt his gaze fall on the side of her face, and she felt that the half of the face he was staring at was inexplicably tense.

"Wait a minute." He said suddenly.

When the summer solstice turned to him, he had already stood up and climbed down the small wooden ladder.

Pan Rui walked up to the musicians who were waiting on the side of the stage and said a few words to them, and the musicians nodded to him.

After the male singer on the stage came down, Pan Rui walked to the center of the stage, picked up the guitar and sat on the stool.

He blew into the microphone: "Hello everyone, I haven't played the guitar for a long time, and I may not play it well." I came here by chance today and wanted to sing a song for a special friend. ”

There was a round of applause, and some even whistled.

Pan Rui looked up at the summer solstice in the glass room, gently plucked the strings and tried the sound. After a few messy notes, her familiar prelude began to sound, and in the melodious string notes, his voice seemed to be more hoarse than before, but with a faint vicissitudes.

β€œβ€¦β€¦ They're all old, where are they, we're just like that, each going to the end of the world......"

She knew it.

The song is still good, it's just that she doesn't move anymore, on the contrary, she feels that the song sounds a bit harsh now.

Some things should be left in the memory, and when you dig it out again, you will find that too much beauty is because the memory is blurred and involuntarily made up.

Maybe seven years ago, he didn't sing this song on the welcome stage in the first place, what amazed her was the years when she could love someone wholeheartedly, the years when she could squander on love.

How much she loved him then.

The more he sang, the more her heart sank, and when the song was over, he looked up into her gaze, and she sighed faintly.

Such a sudden amateur performance is easier to win the favor of the audience than the fixed performance on the schedule, of course, Pan Rui sang well, and he won a full house.

He walked past the cheering crowd and climbed up to the glass house.

The dishes have been delivered, and the summer solstice has not moved.

"Are you alright?" He smiled softly, probably because of the candlesticks on the table, and his eyes were particularly bright.

"Well, the sword is not old." Xia Zhi tore a wet paper towel and wiped his hands, put up his chopsticks at the bottom of the bowl, and said, "I'm hungry, you're welcome." ”

Pan Rui watched her bow her head and eat violently, and the loss on her face flashed. Out of the corner of her eye, she could see his micro-expressions change, and she guessed that he wanted her to say more, about the song, about the past, but she didn't want to say anything.

"Okay." He also smiled and said, "I'm hungry too." ”

"When are you going to go?" Summer Solstice asked him between eating.

"The training will end tomorrow, and I plan to leave again on Sunday to meet my classmates in Nanzhou." Tomorrow is Friday, and this arrangement sounds normal on the summer solstice.

"Very good." Xia Solstice replied casually.

"It's good," Pan Rui repeated mechanically...... "On the weekend, can we still meet again?" ”

"Didn't we meet?" Xia Zhi put down his chopsticks and smiled at him, "You still have a lot of classmates in Nanzhou, let's go see others." ”

"Well......" he nodded, and after a while he added, "I want to see you more than anything else, to see how you're doing." ”

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A rapid jazz drum beat sounded on the stage, attracting Xia Zhi's attention, and she didn't listen to what he had to say, but joined in the audience's cheerful mood with great interest.

Pan Rui had already drunk all his beer, and he ordered another bottle. This time, he poured her a glass too, and she didn't refuse, and she didn't can't drink it, listening to the noisy rock music, and it doesn't seem like drinking some beer.

A man in a leather coat finished singing LinkinPark's "SomewhereIbelong", pushed the atmosphere to a climax, and then stepped down amid everyone's cheers, and Xia Solstice also yelled at him.

Then, the young singer who sang "Leaves" returned, this time singing "Highhopes" by PinkFloyd.

Xia Zhi thought that a boy like him would not be able to control this classic of psychedelic rock, but it turned out to bring her an unexpected surprise.

His voice re-calmed the restless crowd and pulled them to chase the confusion of their busy pace.

β€œThedaw*****dlessriver. Foreverandever.”

Hope is as far as it is forever, and when the day dawns, there must always be light.

The song called the end of tonight's show and it was time for them to go back.

"Let's go." Xia Zhi turned to Pan Rui and said.

They walked back to Nanshui Square, the night breeze was very cool, but the summer solstice was very hot, I don't know if it was because of the wine, or if the performance just now was too bloody.

She ripped open her scarf and let the wind pour into her neck, and she snorted the flowing air into her mouth.

"Is it hot? Sit and blow the whistle? Pan Rui pointed to a stone bench by the river and said.

"Okay."

They walked towards the stone bench, Xia Zhi waited for him to sit down, and she was half an arm's length away from him, almost sitting on the edge of the stone bench.

She didn't say a word, because there was nothing to say, and he stopped talking because there were too many words to find a gap. The two of them sat in silence.

Xia Zhi reached into the pocket of her coat and touched the little thing nested at the bottom of the bag, and this night, she was looking for an opportunity to return it to him. Now was a good opportunity, but she suddenly lost the desire.

Forget it, she thought she should go.

The slime on her neck had been dried, and she put her scarf on and said, "I'm going back, and I have to go to work tomorrow." ”

She didn't wait for him to respond before she stood up, and he followed her and called her.

"Hmm. You can go back too. She smiled at the floating river. She asked him to go back, not just to the hotel, but also to where he was supposed to be.

He shook his head slightly: "Are you still angry with me?" ”

"Why am I mad at you?" There was no question mark in her answer, and at the same time, a faint alarm sounded in her heart.

She should go, go right away, go as fast as possible, and don't listen to him again.

"I was really stressed. That...... All of a sudden, the whole family felt pressed on their shoulders...... I'm afraid that my father won't get better, and I don't have any savings at home, so I'm afraid I won't be able to give you anything. He took a heavy breath, "I never thought we'd be separated. ”

Xia Zhi lowered his eyes: "I know." I don't feel guilty about it, and neither should you. ”

"You don't need to have, I'm sorry for you."

"You don't."

"I have!" He suddenly amplified his voice, and his hand grabbed her wrist violently, forcing her to turn around and face him, "All the faults are caused by me, I obviously care about you, but I didn't do anything!" ”