Chapter 457: Let's Start Again

"Zhonghai, move my things back from Zhiwu Palace!"

Turning around and going back to the study, Mo Xuanyin sat directly in front of the table with a black face, provoking Zhonghai to dare to follow behind him and not even dare to gasp.

"Your Majesty, your ......" Zhonghai gritted his teeth, if he remembered correctly, these things seemed to have been moved in last night, why did they have to come back in one night!

This queen mother, could it be that she did something to make the emperor unhappy again?

"You don't understand what I'm saying?"

is not as calm and cold as before, Zhonghai seems to have never seen Mo Xuanyin on the verge of anger like this, and even his eyes are red.

"Yes!" Zhonghai blessed his body, and then raised his head: "Your Majesty, if the mother asks, how can I tell her this?" ”

"Just say it!" Mo Xuanyin glanced at him, and waved his sleeves to get up again: "Forget it, I'll go over by myself!" ”

"Yes!"

Seeing his master come in in a hurry and leave in a hurry, Zhonghai wiped the cold sweat on his forehead. Then he followed carefully behind him and walked all the way to Zhiwu Palace.

Entering Zhiwu Palace, it is not like any palace in the harem where the palace is full of people, there are only two big maids in charge of everything. And now, these two people are following Gu Xiwu, serving her to improve the prescription.

"Have you been to see Yao'er?"

The voice exploded in his ears, Gu Xiwu first stood up reflexively, and then sat down with peace of mind after finding out that it was Mo Xuanyin.

"I've seen it, it's much better than yesterday, and I'm willing to drink medicine by myself." Gu Xiwu said very naturally, and she didn't notice that Mo Xuanyin's face was as black as the bottom of a pot.

"That's good, if that's the case, then I don't have to stay here!"

After speaking, without waiting for Gu Xiwu's reaction, he took care of himself and instructed Zhonghai to move the things he took yesterday back as they were.

Having said that, coupled with the fact that Mo Xuanyin was exuding cold air all the time at that time, Rao is Gu Xiwu reacted slowly, and he understood the strength!

"What's the matter, it's not a good place!" Feeling that there was ambiguity in his words, Gu Xiwu got up: "I mean, although Yao'er has recovered temporarily, after all, no one knows what will become of tomorrow." In case Yao'er is no longer willing to drink medicine without you, is it possible that I will go to find you? ”

"Just let someone send Yao'er to me!"

Mo Xuanyin paused for a moment, and then replied lightly, without the slightest intention of clarifying what was going on.

"No, Mo Xuanyin, what's the matter with you?" Gu Xiwu put the pen in his hand on the table, then stood up and flashed directly in front of him: "What happened, I didn't do anything to make you angry, right?" If you're still ruining your good deeds because of me yesterday, then I'm sorry, feel free! ”

The clay figure still has three points of fire, not to mention that she is a proud person since childhood! She has already chosen to bow her head, and now Mo Xuanyin has played such a hand with her again, isn't this a clear slap in the face?

What's more, she didn't even know what was going on to bear his anger, and there was no such reason in the world!

"What does it have to do with yesterday! Gu Xiwu, you disappointed me too much! ”

"What did I do? I didn't go to bed early in the morning to make breakfast for you, I felt so sorry for you before and wanted to be good to you, all this is my fault? ”

"Yes, you were sorry for me before, so you want to make up for me?"

When she heard her say sorry, Mo Xuanyin pushed her away from her side as if she was a conditioned reflex, and then frowned, looking like she didn't want to continue to talk to Gu Xiwu.

"Shouldn't it?" Gu Xiwu still didn't understand why he was angry again.

In everyone's opinion, they have solved the misunderstanding and reconciled, and even she herself is trying to convince herself like this. The thought of returning to him because she was sorry had been buried deep in her heart, and she couldn't have known it without saying it.

"Yes, you are high, you are compassionate!" Mo Xuanyin's eyes were red: "But you remember, I Mo Xuanyin don't need such a charity for feelings, I didn't need it before, and I don't need it now!" ”

"Alms?"

Gu Xiwu seemed to be struck by lightning all of a sudden.

How did he know, how would he know? Is it true that he can't hide the slightest bit of his thoughts?

"Aren't you just giving to me? You feel sorry for me, you think Yao'er still needs me now, that's why you chose to come back to me, isn't that? It's a shame that I still stupidly think that you remembered everything! ”

"Me!" Gu Xiwu was speechless for a while: "You listen to my explanation!" ”

Anxious for a moment, Gu Xiwu rushed in his direction, and then grabbed his arm.

"What else do you want to explain?"

Coldly glanced at a pair of slender jade hands on his arms, Mo Xuanyin didn't have any excitement to give her arms, he just gently pulled her hand off his body and then subconsciously took a few steps back.

"Mo Xuanyin ......"

"I don't want to listen to your insincere explanations anymore, and I don't want to continue to be the person you call and go. Yao'er's affairs, I will send someone to keep an eye on it, and if there is something, I will directly ask him to send the child to me. You, just stay in Zhiwu Palace! If you still want to go back to South Vietnam, I won't stop you. ”

Mo Xuanyin explained word by word, he had never taken the initiative to let go of Gu Xiwu's hand, this time, it was the first time and it could be the last. The lies and pestering again and again had exhausted him physically and mentally, and he didn't want to continue this relationship anymore.

He is also dignified, he can bear Gu Xiwu running away from him because of everything, but he can't bear her to return to him because she pities him. If you didn't stay because of love in the first place, then you don't have to stay.

"What the hell do you want? I've already given you everything I can give you, why are you still unhappy? You tell me, what should I do to get you to accept me? ”

The conversation between the two seems to be a recreation of the conversation from a long time ago, but the positions of the two sides have changed dramatically.

"What do I want?" Mo Xuanyin snorted coldly: "How could you not know what I want?" What I want, what I ask, what I think about is you from beginning to end! You say, "What else do I want?" ”

"But I'm not already here!"

Gu Xiwu pointed to herself, she was already standing here, she had already made it clear that she would not leave again, what else did he want?

"People are here, but the heart is not there, what am I doing with your skin?" Mo Xuanyin's face was a little painful, he stood in place, and suddenly felt that Gu Xiwu, who was close to him, was so far away: "What I want is that you love me!" ”

"Love, you?"

Gu Xiwu read these two words with difficulty, and the expression on her face gradually became gray.

Zhonghai listened to Mo Xuanyin's tone that had already vented his anger, and the hanging heart was also put back in his stomach. Don't get angry, at least it proves that everything is going in a good direction.

Waving his hand to the two Qingshu Qingci who had retreated to the side, the three of them tiptoed out of Gu Xiwu's dormitory, and closed the door with their hands.

Forget it, these two people's own affairs still have to be solved by these two people.

"Is it that hard to love me?"

Mo Xuanyin unconsciously shed a tear on his face, this scene was something that Gu Xiwu had never thought of.

She doesn't know how to love, but that doesn't mean she doesn't understand the kind of sadness that emanates from Mo Xuanyin. It is a kind of sadness that is greater than the sadness of the heart, and she can even see from an outsider's perspective that Mo Xuanyin cares about her far more than he said.

And she couldn't give any response, and even hurt him again and again!

"I, I can't fall in love with you!" Gu Xiwu thought about it, tears also fell, and that sense of powerlessness made her desperate more than ever: "Mo Xuanyin, I'm sorry, I can't fall in love with you, I can't do it!" ”

Mo Xuanyin's expression was even more pathetic, even if Gu Xiwu was angry with him on the spot, it was more acceptable to him than such a reaction. She didn't love him, she couldn't love him, even though he knew all this in his own heart, but from her mouth, it was a different story.

He lowered his body, and then paced Gu Xiwu, who had collapsed to the ground: "After all, you still refuse to love me?" ”

"I can't do it!" Gu Xiwu shook her head desperately: "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry!" ”

"Even so, you've been rejecting me. Gu Xiwu, where am I sorry for you? Mo Xuanyin's eyes became more and more red, and they were already congested: "You say, I'm sorry for you when I go to you!" In that case, between you and me, so be it! We are dead and alive ...... no more."

"No, it's not what you think!"

Realizing what he wanted to say, Gu Xiwu panicked for a moment, she hurriedly stopped Mo Xuanyin who was about to say something, and then looked up at him.

"So what?"

"I'm not going to fall in love with you, and I'm not going to fall in love with anyone! You know, I'm not capable of loving someone anymore! She slowly raised her hand, and then put it in her heart: "Look, here, it won't beat anymore!" Mo Xuanyin, I don't know love, how do you want me to respond to you! ”

As he spoke, he couldn't cry anymore.

"What?"

Mo Xuanyin, who was already in a state of madness, suddenly froze in place with his original expression, like an eternal statue. It took him a long time to adjust his emotions: "What did you say? ”

"I said, I don't know how to love or not, do you understand? It's not that I deliberately failed you, it's me, there's really no way, I ......"

Without waiting for Gu Xiwu to finish speaking, Mo Xuanyin took Gu Xiwu in his arms, and the strength seemed to integrate this woman into his own blood.

"Sorry!" He buried his head between Gu Xiwu's neck, greedily inhaling the taste that belonged to her: "Let's start again!" ”