53, lonely (ask for it!) )

"I didn't do anything...... I'm at home. Xia Zhi felt that Pan Rui's voice was full of emptiness.

"Why should I turn it off at home?"

“…… Just had something to do and was inconvenient to answer the phone. ”

She just tentatively said this, and who knew that it would actually try, and she further asked, "What can't you do to answer the phone?" ”

"I'm in a meeting."

"What's your meeting on the big night?" She was sure that he was hiding something from her, and he didn't need to hide it like this, and it took him a long time to say that it was a meeting, so this meeting was definitely an excuse.

"Summer solstice, shall we talk about it tomorrow? I booked a ticket for tomorrow's morning bus. ”

"No, I'm going to say it now." If she doesn't make it clear, will she be able to sleep?

"Summer Solstice ......" Pan Rui sighed heavily, "You promise me first, don't be angry, okay?" ”

"It depends on what you say will make me angry."

"Yes, do you still want to listen?"

"Say." She probably just wanted to find abuse.

"My mom has a friend who introduced her to someone, and she told me many times that I was missing ......"

"So you released my pigeon on a blind date tonight?" Xia Zhi couldn't help but interrupt him and said, "It seems that you have a very happy conversation, after talking about this big night, your heart is big enough, and you can't finish talking." ”

"It's not...... My mom bought us movie tickets...... I have to take the girl to see ......."

"Oh, so you've watched the movie too, how about it, isn't the movie good? Did you take advantage of the black light to hold someone's hand? Kissed? ”

"Summer solstice!" Pan Rui screamed heavily, "Didn't you say that you wouldn't be angry?" ”

"Did I say yes and not be angry? Do you care if I'm angry? You went to watch movies with others, and I sat alone in the movie theater to watch people talk to me. ”

"Why are you like that? Didn't I say it, I don't want to go, my mother has bought all the movie tickets, the restaurant has booked a table, and I told people that I won't go, she won't be able to come down with her old face......"

"Yes, yes, your movie tickets can't be wasted, mine can, your mother can't miss the appointment with someone else, you can miss the appointment with me."

"I knew you'd be angry when you told you. What's there to be angry about? We had a meal together, my mom was there, the introducer was there, she watched the movie and I watched mine, and I didn't say a word to her. Here it is again, Pan Rui began to speak in that aggrieved tone again.

"Okay, it's my fault in the end anyway." Xia Zhi concluded, "Then you don't have to come over tomorrow, continue to ask people to go shopping, eat and watch movies, this relationship has not been cultivated well and can continue to be cultivated." ”

"Don't talk about it, okay? Count me wrong. ”

Count him wrong...... Isn't it his fault? Every time...... Xia Solstice almost bit his lip through. She didn't even say "goodbye", and immediately turned off the phone as soon as she hung up the phone.

Xia Zhi now knows that Pan's mother should be very dissatisfied with her. Otherwise, you will be so anxious to beat the mandarin ducks?

She was indeed angry with Pan Rui. If he was determined, nothing like this would have happened, and what could his mother do to him?

However, she couldn't be angry with Pan's mother. Seeing her son running back and forth like this every week, she must be very distressed. Wishing for the well-being of their children is the common wish of all parents.

Pan's mother didn't understand her, and she was not obligated to consider her feelings.

How she felt...... And what is it? Does she really enjoy such a migratory bird life? Is she happy? Where is their future?

Xiao Yiqing is right, if he comes back, they will still be together.

But she couldn't open it. Pan Rui can't say how much he likes his current job, nor how satisfied he is, but compared to his state in Nanzhou, he is much more confident, as if he is shining all over.

If she let him go back to Nanzhou, a city where competition is so fierce that people are like ants, she can't afford the loss he may encounter.

She couldn't afford his rejection either.

She walked lonely on the road to the subway station, looking up and seeing, everywhere was bright.

The street lamps on the side of the road were lit up with dim white halos, and the shop signs she passed by shone with highly saturated red, yellow, blue, green, and purple, and the tall buildings on both sides of the road occasionally had a warm yellow or white light......

But there is no starlight. It seems that in such a city that never goes out, the starlight is superfluous, and it seems that all the stars are eclipsed in front of this bright and prosperous city.

The city is so nice. It's so good that she works so hard, but she still doesn't deserve it.

In the past six months, Xia Zhi has been conscientious, diligent and diligent, and has a place in the company. Wang Boyi's evaluation of her is that she is not very smart and reliable.

She didn't know if she was complimenting her or belittling her.

She has her own department, as an acting manager, with three subordinates. One person is in charge of advertising, one or two artists are responsible for product design and publication layout, and one person is responsible for product promotion planning.

The company stopped the publicity business that was originally outsourced to the advertising company, and only retained the work of promotional video and poster design, which their department could not complete, and the rest of the publicity affairs were in their hands.

She didn't think she was successful. This is not her credit in the first place, it is completely Wang Boyi's plan. She didn't say that by sycophancy, and it was. She's just picked up a big bargain.

But this is her career after all......

She has a career that is faltering, why is it still so empty?

She took out her mobile phone again, turned it on, and saw Pan Rui's message:

[Don't be like this, okay? We'll talk about that tomorrow. You know, I love you. 】

She didn't reply, but called Xiao Yiqing: "Can you take me in for a weekend?" ”

"Huh? Absolutely. Come here. Xiao Yiqing didn't ask much.

Xia Zhi is very glad that she still has such a friend who can accept her regardless of the reason when she is in a low mood.

She couldn't stay a night, she didn't want to sleep alone in this rental house. She went back to pack two sets of clothes and took a taxi to Xiao Yiqing's dormitory.

"And what do you want?" Xiao Yiqing looked at her with her cheeks propped up, with a look of "I said it a long time ago".

The two sat cross-legged on the bed, one holding a fur doll, and Xia Zhi told her about Pan Rui's failure today.

"What do you think?" Summer Solstice asked rhetorically.

Xiao Yiqing put up two palms in front of his chest: "Don't, I don't dare to give you any more advice on this matter, lest Liang Lu scold me again." ”

"Okay. Let me think again......"

Career and love, fish and bear's paw, really can't have both?

Summer Solstice is in a dilemma. This weekend, she didn't want to see Pan Rui, and she didn't want to discuss with him. He must have thought that it was good to maintain the status quo, obviously he himself was also tired of running between the two cities, but he was such a person, as long as he could, he didn't want to change the status quo.

On Saturday morning, Pan Rui still came. He called her and she turned off the phone. Left a message on QQ, but she didn't reply. He also called Xiao Yiqing, and when Xiao Yiqing answered the phone, she stared and asked her what to do with her mouth, and she shook her hand.

"Summer solstice? She didn't come to me...... Why don't you ask Liang Lu? ”

Xia Zhi wrapped her coat tightly, she felt a little chilly, Nanzhou in December, it should be cold.