Chapter 257: Have You Ever Seen a Fool Who Gives His Life?
Qu Xiaobai stumbled, looking like he had something unspeakable, Yun Buxian had never been good at observing faces, so he was very confused: "Madam, is there any illness that cannot be told to others?" Why don't I take Madame's pulse? ”
"Not really." Qu Xiaobai was not embarrassed in the end, and whispered a few words.
After Yun Buxian listened, he was stunned.
Even in the world where Qu Xiaobai lives, it is natural for a woman to have children after getting married, let alone in this world where inheritance is the top priority in life?
A woman who is not willing to have children for a man, what does that mean? It means that the first of the seven is committed! If the husband's family investigates, it will be a parade to the pond!
Even if the woman in front of him helped him as a teacher and friend, Yun Buxian still couldn't accept it.
What's more, after getting along these days, he has completely recognized Yang Ling, and intends to follow him for the rest of his life, with him as the master.
Qu Xiaobai saw that his face was pale, and she knew that she had touched his bottom line, she wanted to explain, but she felt that it was not necessary, after all, it was her own business, "Doctor Yun, can you be worthy of it?" ”
"I ...... I'll try it as much as I can. Madame went back and waited. ”
Qu Xiaobai looked at him in a panic and wanted to ask for a few words, but he had already buried his head in his medicinal materials, she frowned, she couldn't say anything, and returned to her camp with a full stomach.
Yun Buxian was panicked, and after Qu Xiaobai left, he couldn't hold his breath and went to find Yang Ling.
Succession is a man's top priority, what ambition, what glory to the ancestors, in comparison, it is a trivial matter.
He couldn't watch the people he was bent on being deceived in this matter.
Although Yang Ling and Mu Nanyun went to the big tent of the Chinese army, such a major event as arranging troops and arranging formations was naturally discussed by Mu Cien's direct generals, and he also had the qualification to listen to it, and he did not have his share in making suggestions or anything.
He will not overstep his responsibilities and break ground on Tai Sui's head, so as not to provoke the hatred of those masters.
As soon as Yun Buxian's head appeared three feet away from the door, he saw it, nodded at Mu Nanyun, and dodged out of the tent.
Yun Buxian's face was solemn, which made him frown, "Is something wrong?" ”
Yun Buxian Nunu mouthed, motioned for him to go to a secluded place to talk, he looked back at the military tent in the eyes, and saw that no one noticed him, so he and Yun Buxian turned into a mountain rock together, "What happened?" ”
Yun Buxian took a deep breath, calmed his face, and explained in detail what Qu Xiaobai asked for today. It is true that in order not to make the little master and his wife awkward, he tried his best to be euphemistic, and added a lot of additional words to defend Qu Xiaobai, such as her young age, such as her weak body.
Yang Ling's hand shrunk in his sleeve had already been clenched into a fist, his nails were pinched into the flesh, blood flowed out, and his palms were full of slimy blood.
There was an indifferent look on his face, "This matter was discussed with Xiaobai a long time ago." Thank you for reminding her today, but whatever medicine she wants in the future, satisfying her is, she is not a person without proportion. ”
Yun Buxian's expression was even more shocked than when he learned that Qu Xiaobai wanted that kind of medicine, and he took several deep breaths before he could breathe smoothly, Yang Ling turned around and returned to the big tent, he stood in place for a while before leaving.
Although I don't understand what the little master and his wife are doing, but he can't say much about the affairs of other people's husbands and wives.
He understood it this time.
In the afternoon, Yun Buxian gave Qu Xiaobai the medicinal soup for pain relief, but the medicine for avoiding the child did not, these medicinal materials on the mountain are all medicines for treating external injuries, and there is a taste of saffron that can be used, but the medicine is harmful to the body, Yun Buxian is in charge and does not give it.
Qu Xiaobai's rhetoric is that there is no such medicine on the mountain, although Qu Xiaobai feels regretful, but there is no way, thinking in his heart that it will be too late to buy medicine after going down the mountain.
The corners of Yun Buxian's eyes were all on her face, knowing that she had no intention of giving up in her heart, and sighed, not knowing what to do.
Yang Ling didn't return to the small camp of the two until very late.
Qu Xiaobai greeted him and asked with concern, "Have you eaten dinner?" I'm a woman, and I won't show my face in the big tent, you have to take care of your body, and don't forget to eat as soon as you get up from work. ”
Yang Ling's face was pale, he couldn't see what he was thinking, and he didn't respond to her words, Qu Xiaobai was playing the drum in his heart, this is really not Yang Ling's style.
Could it be...... Yun Bu is not idle to look for him?
It seems that so!
This cloud is not idle, but it can really add to the chaos.
Although Qu Xiaobai didn't feel that she had anything wrong, but this matter was taboo, she knew in her heart that Yang Ling was unhappy, and she could also understand that since Yang Ling already knew, she had to say something to say, so she didn't have to leave him with a pimple in her heart.
"Yang Ling, do you know everything?" She asked tentatively, her tone soft.
Yang Ling was cold: "What do you know?" ”
Qu Xiaobai chuckled in his heart. From the first time she saw Yang Ling, he hadn't spoken to her in this tone. Even when he was pretending to be stupid, even when he couldn't love her, even when he was worried in his heart, he never spoke to her in such a tone.
Her face turned pale, and even her tone became uneasy: "That's it, that's it...... Did Yun Buxian go to look for you? ”
Under the dim candle fire, Yang Ling's flat face seemed to be a little more trance-like, like the water light under the moonlit night, even if it was very close, it was still very illusory, "Well, I've found it." ”
His voice seemed to be far away, and it didn't really feel real to the ears.
Qu Xiaobai couldn't tell whether his face was good or bad, so he had no way of knowing what he really thought in his heart, he had never been a person who was moody, which made Qu Xiaobai's heart even more anxious, "Yang Ling, listen to me, I'm just ......"
"No explanation." Yang Ling's tone was suddenly cold, revealing a little frosty coldness, and looking at Qu Xiaobai's eyes, his eyes suddenly became cold, "You have always said good things, I am often coaxed by you, I like to listen to you say nice things, I like to be coaxed by you, Qu Xiaobai, I depend on you for everything." But, in the future, I don't want to hear you talk about what you said today. ”
Qu Xiaobai was confused by what he said.
What does that mean? It looks like he's angry, but the words he says are so ambiguous that people can't figure out his thoughts.
"You make it clear. Yang Ling, I don't like this, what do you have in mind, don't hide it, tell me, I know what to do. Qu Xiaobai's heart was half apprehensive and half confused. She didn't mean to bother him, and she didn't like him to think too much about it.
But she still underestimated the damage caused to Yang Ling by this incident.
Yang Ling stood in front of the lamp and candle with his hands in his hands, not looking at her, the flickering candle flame printed mottled light and shadow on his face, shaking his expression even more inexplicably cold, but in the cold silence, it seemed to have some other colors.
Qu Xiaobai was even more apprehensive in his heart.
"Don't like that? Okay, I'll tell you what I have to say. ”
The tone was as cold as frost on the eaves, snow in the wind, Qu Xiaobai's eyebrows frowned deeply, and he looked at him in a panic.
"I'm a person whose parents are unknown. The people who raised me treated me badly, often beating, scolding and humiliating, and Master also asked me to pretend to be stupid, saying that that I could save my life in that way, and I had to worry about how to live since I was a child, and I was cautious and humiliated. No one was kind to me, and those who seemed to care about me had a purpose that I still don't understand. Yang Ling's tone was as light as if he was telling someone else's story, but the hearts of those who listened were tense.
He sighed softly at the flickering candle flame, "You're the first one to be nice to me." At that time, I was still playing the role of a fool, you were good to me, there was no purpose, there was no utilitarianism, you were just good to me. I am attached to the warmth you bring me, and I greedily want to live in the warmth you give me for the rest of my life. ”
He paused suddenly, with an inexplicable look on his face.
Qu Xiaobai's heart sank point by point. He seemed to speak softly, but it was so heavy that it seemed to weigh on her heart.
"Yang Ling ......"
Yang Ling interrupted her voice, "I have told you this trace before, you may have heard it so that your ears are calloused." But, Qu Xiaobai, do you know how humble I am for this little bit of warmth? ”
Yang Ling pursed his lips, because he was too hard, the corners of his mouth oozed blood, and he still didn't realize it, "Even if you just give to a fool out of kindness, I am so greedy that I never knew that it was charity, and I hugged it tightly and refused to let go." Even if it's just alms......"
Qu Xiaobai's face was pale, and these words were like a boulder smashing into her heart, making her dizzy and hurting to her bone marrow, "Yang Ling!" ”
Her deep tone startled Yang Ling, and she suddenly looked up at her.
"Did I give you face? Let you spoil my mind like this? ”
Yang Ling was stunned and looked at Qu Xiaobai suspiciously.
"You have experienced a special experience, so that your mental journey is different from others, and it is inevitable that you will think more, and I don't blame you. But if you dare to think too much in the future, don't blame me for being ruthless to you! ”
Yang Ling looked at Qu Xiaobai who was suddenly furious, he was obviously the one who should be angry, wasn't he? Why is she angry?
Qu Xiaobai couldn't say whether she was angry or distressed or annoyed, she only felt that the five were churning so badly, she really wanted to go up and slap this elm head awake, but she couldn't do it, she sighed, in the end, she couldn't do anything about him, and she couldn't watch him get into a dead end and ignore it, so she raised her hand and unbuttoned the placket of the clothes on her body.
Yang Ling looked at it inexplicably, she untied her outer clothes and took off her inner clothes, revealing dense skin full of wounds.
The light was cold, and the wounds were a little horrible.
"Yang Ling, have you ever seen a fool who gave his life to charity?"