90 being bullied
How could such a thing be said?
This palace has always been a place where people eat people and don't spit out bones. How did he suddenly become a reborn person.
It is not all wrong to change the face of a loved one.
My eldest brother treats me well, and my eldest brother is duplicitous and kind.
Recalling the past now is no less than a knife in the heart. The sorrow and loneliness of despair.
The doctor chattered incessantly in my ear and told me not to move. Qiao'er stood a little distance away from me.
The evening breeze outside the palace is urgent, and the birds are chirping. Dead leaves are piled up and withered all over the ground.
The doctor comforted me for a while. Seeing that I looked like I was out of the way, I shook my head and sighed, and pulled Qiao'er out to advise.
I stared out the window in a daze, and my heart was numb, and I grabbed the blood marks on my hand without much feeling. The sting of the flesh with the skin was better.
Qiao'er talked to the doctor for a while before coming in to feed me medicine.
She fed her gaze slightly, staring at the hibiscus brocade in a daze. Such rejection and alienation! I pushed the medicine bowl away along with her.
Furious, he scolded: "Get out! Does this palace need your pretense? Does this palace need your compromise? ”
"What are you! Get out of here! ”
The bowl of crushed soup was spilled all over the floor. Qiao'er cleaned up the broken bowl without saying a word, bowed slightly to me, and took his leave.
She walked neatly and cleanly.
The sound of the door closing and locking is also crisp.
After entering the palace for several years, unbelievable things happened one after another after I left the palace!
I covered my face, the tips of my fingers digging deep into the flesh of my forehead, my palms and abdomen pressed my eyes, my body trembled involuntarily, and I tried my best to restrain my snort and panting, and I tried my best to suppress the sorrow in my throat.
But in the end, in the silent tyrannical self-injury. I couldn't help crying and mourning. I wish I had shed all my tears for eighteen years.
I can't wait to make myself a Meng Jiangnu who cries to the Great Wall. Destroy the imperial city of Kyoto, which has trapped me.
Before I knew it, I fell asleep. When I woke up, my throat hurt and I couldn't make a sound. The face that I cherished before was dug out a few bloody holes by me, and the flesh and blood were exposed to the emanation.
Qiao'er was reprimanded by me last night. This morning, like Xinlai, he is nowhere to be found.
I pushed open the door and went out, and suddenly I found that the door of the temple, which had been closed for several days, was wide open today. The door was empty, and there were no more forbidden troops around it.
Walking out of the temple gate step by step, wandering aimlessly.
But I suddenly found out. At some point, festive red lanterns and ever-bright candles were hung in the palace.
It has always been a dress only when the whole world celebrates a happy event.
I was even more depressed. I want to grin and laugh at myself and laugh at myself. How ridiculous. Compare with me more. The celebration of the whole world is my most desperate moment.
But all that can be said is a "hea" dying sound.
According to the memory, Jiangnan doesn't want to face reality even if he escapes. But I can't suppress the doubts that I miss and exist in my heart. Rush to the guest hall where the eldest brother lives.
Along the way, there were almost no guards and palace maids.
Only one. Or the servant who competed with me before.
Ning Guifei fell and collapsed, and he was not happy. The new inner ministry is now filthy.
When they met me, they knelt down and bowed to the ground without saying a word.
I skipped him and dragged on.
He shouted after him, "Concubine Niangniang." Don't go any further. ”
I turned a deaf ear and kept walking. He hurried a few steps inexplicably, blocked in front of me, and stretched out his hands to stop me: "Concubine Niangniang." Listen to my advice, don't go forward. Don't go any further! ”
Xu is because of the repeated trivial blows to urge losses. I'm a little angry. The listener speaks of anxiety and kindness.
But he still pushed away the people who stood in his way. Then the path you want to go.
He came up and hugged my legs. With a stubbornness I didn't even expect. persuaded again: "Concubine Niangniang, I know that you are depressed in your heart. In the past, my mother was a hundred times more painful than you. But she survived. Listen to my advice, don't go forward, don't go forward! ”
What is the difference between the front and back journeys? I don't know why he stopped me and pushed him to the ground again.
Keep walking, keep walking.
The devil's nightmare generally enveloped his own thoughts. I can't discern what I'm doing now.
Looking for an answer? See the eldest brother again and let him explain clearly? Let the eldest brother admit that I am his sister? It was a slip of the tongue or the ridiculous thing that happened yesterday because he didn't recognize me.
I don't know how long it has been.
Finally arrived at the guest hall where the eldest brother was. But the guards at the door stopped me. With a smile, he pointed in the direction of Zhengyang Palace.
"Concubine Niangniang. You still have the leisure to come to Kunijo-sama. People are accompanying the emperor to do a happy event in Zhengyang Palace. Who doesn't know that the sister of the lord of the country has entered the palace to face the saint and wants to be the queen of our dynasty. ”
I grabbed him by the arm. Forced to ask, "What country?" What Queen? I'm his sister, I don't know anything about it. Are you lying to me! Isn't it! ”
He pulled his arm away from my hand. Shove my shoulders and take a few steps back. frowned and said disgustedly: "Concubine Niangniang, if you are in a bad mood today, don't go to the Zhengyang Palace to say something disgusting." Who in this world doesn't know that Lord Guozhang is a sister. You are a fake ......"
"Oh, it's all the minions' mouths." He seemed to realize that he was saying something he shouldn't have said. He took a few steps back and slapped his mouth with his palm.
Remorse: "The slave has a bad mouth. What the hell are you talking about! If you hear it, don't blame the slave for telling you in advance, anyway, this is something you have to face. You have to thank our emperor for his generosity and generosity, so that you can ......"
Didn't wait for him to finish. I clenched my fists with both hands and pounded him desperately. If you can't beat it, you will kick it with your feet and pick it with your hands. Pulling his hair and holding on.
The throat that was speechless was filled with a fishy sweet smell instantly. I moistened my throat because of the blessing of misfortune, and I had to scold and say, "Dead eunuch! Dead father-in-law. What is your identity to talk to Hongu like this! Dare to say that this palace is a fake? Are you my eldest brother's sister? Do you think you're worthy? Look at how many pounds and taels you have! Dead eunuch, give me death! ”
He screamed in pain. The chamberlain next to him rushed over to help. But it's not pulling the two of us. Instead, he kicked me in the waist and abdomen, and kicked me away. said coldly: "Where did the crazy woman come from, how many lives do you have to exchange for hurting someone?" ”
I was kicked to the ground by him. The situation at the gate of the city that day was present, but this time it was not Lin Jue, not the emperor. It's a lowly servant who has always been flattered by me.
The humiliation was greater than that day!
I gritted my teeth and looked up at their villainous aspirations. Hold back the tears that are about to overflow.
With his hands on the ground, he was about to get up. But suddenly he was kicked to the ground again.
The waiter who was arguing with me pointed at me with one hand tremblingly. "Good you crazy woman! Dare to scratch me. I see how you're alive today! ”