Zhu Feng hadn't seen Chen Yu for several days, two days ago he thought that Chen Yu finally knew that he was going to rest for two days, but he didn't expect that four or five days had passed and Chen Yu still hadn't come, Zhu Feng was a little worried, so he went to Chen Yu's house to see if something had happened to him.

Zhu Feng stood at the door of Chen Yu's house, and he could see that there was a light in the house in broad daylight, but he couldn't knock on the door for some reason, Zhu Feng was a little anxious, and slammed open the door of Chen Yu's house.

It was a very simple single room, cluttered, and it was evident that the owner of the room did not care about his quality of life at all, and the only decent furniture in the room was the bed, which took up half of the room. Chen Yu was lying on this bed, curled up in a ball, holding a photo frame in his arms motionless, I don't know if he was asleep or not.

Zhu Feng approached the side of the bed and called out twice tentatively: "Chen Yu, what's wrong with you?" Seeing Chen Yu's appearance, Zhu Feng was startled. I haven't seen him for a few days, Chen Yu's face and body are injured everywhere, the small incision has formed a thin layer of scabs, the big breach has not bled but it can be seen that it has not been treated, the eye sockets are deeply sunken, and the cheekbones are also protruding, just like that, he is lying on the bed with his eyes closed with his nose and face swollen, and his breathing cannot be heard in such a quiet room.

"Holy, am I dead?" Zhu Feng stretched out his hand to probe his snort, his breathing was steady, Zhu Feng was relieved, and the big lama sat on the edge of his bed and shook him, "What's wrong with you, you're still fighting with people when you're so old, look at you still losing the fight like this?" Ashamed and don't want to live? Zhu Feng patted him for comfort, then stood up again and began to look for things in the house, "Do you have a medicine box here?" I'll take care of it for you, it's almost time to play, don't go into battle with injuries......"

Hearing the game, Chen Yu finally moved, opened his eyes, and asked Zhu Feng, "What time is it?" The hoarse voice was terrifying, and Zhu Feng was a little puzzled: "It's the 25th." ”

Chen Yu sat up on the bed, lowered his head and stroked the girl in the photo, gently placed the photo frame on the head of the bed, and turned his head to look at Zhu Feng: "Lend me some money, I want to go home." ”

Zhu Feng said: "Why do you suddenly want to go home now, the finals will be in five days, can you come back in time?" ”

Chen Yu said: "If I don't fight, I want to go home." ”

Zhu Feng was anxious: "Why?" You trained so hard before, how can you say that if you don't fight, you won't fight? ”

Chen Yu got up and dragged out the box from under the bed and began to collect things, ignoring Zhu Feng's question, "I'll return you." ”

"It's not your situation, what were you doing so desperately before? What are you asking me to do as your assistant? Trick me" Zhu Feng saw that Chen Yu was deaf to his words, and came over and overturned his box, Chen Yu smashed at Zhu Feng with a punch, Zhu Feng was beaten to the point that his face was crooked, but he didn't fall, and he didn't hurt much, Chen Yu didn't eat the grain of rice for five days, and he had no strength for a long time, he punched Zhu Feng, but he staggered a few steps and sat on the bed, he smashed the thing in his hand to the ground and covered his face.

"There's no point in playing anymore."

Zhu Feng seemed to have an understanding, but before he could speak, Chen Yu's watch rang, and he clicked on the message, which turned out to be sent by Pan Yun's mother.

Ah Yu, I saw an email when I was packing up Xiao Yun's things, it was written to you by Xiao Yun, I have sent it to your mailbox, you can see for yourself, Ah Yu, play hard, Xiao Yun, I want to see you win the championship.

Chen Yu's eyes turned red again, and he immediately opened the mailbox and clicked on the last email from Xiao Yun.

He imagined Pan Yunqiao's smiling appearance, what she would have looked like when she wrote this email, she was so thin, her hospital gown was empty on her body, and her bony wrists would be exposed when she raised her hand to pull her hair.

"Ah Yu, when you read this email, you should have already won the championship, right? If it is, that's great, and if it's not, it's okay, there's another time. But I'm sorry, I won't be able to see you play anymore, and I won't be able to fulfill the promise to go through the rest of my life with you, I'm sorry, I'm going to go first, but I know you'll forgive me, right?

Actually, I'm afraid of death, I'm afraid of going to a world without you, and I think that world should be very gloomy.

But I've heard the theory that a person's real death is when they're forgotten, and I don't want to persuade you to remember me forever, but forgive me for my narcissistic thinking that you probably won't be able to forget me in your life, so at least while you're still alive, I'm still alive, just in another way.

I know you're going to be sad, but please don't be sad for too long, because our days together are so happy and happy, and I don't want to leave you with too many unpleasant memories.

I am so grateful that you have accompanied me through the best years of my life, and perhaps it is because of your company that those years have become so beautiful that I can't help but laugh every time I think of those bits and pieces.

Of course, after I was hospitalized, you left the country, this memory seems to be not so good, but I still thank you for everything, in fact, I also know that you are alone over there, you must not have a good time, every time you make a video call, you are forced to laugh, I see this, how can I not be heartbroken.

However, the other day I noticed that you seem to have become a little different, and when you talk about that new type of fight, your eyebrows are fluttering and your eyes are shining, just like you used to fight, and I think, you should like the new type of fight, right?

In my life, the greatest luck is to meet you, although it is very short, but I have also done a lot of things I like, there are regrets and satisfaction, the most important thing is that I do not regret coming to this world, I am not alone to leave, all good or bad memories, will accompany me.

So I hope that in the future, you can live without regrets, you still like martial arts, then please continue to persevere, remember what you said to me, you were born to win the championship, I will watch you win the championship in heaven.

If there is a next life, I still want to be with you.

Love your little Yun forever.

He looked at Pan Yun's email, as if he saw her talking to him with a smile, just like when she was still healthy, he stretched out his hand stupidly, but he couldn't touch Xiao Yun's face, he couldn't touch it anymore.

Zhu Feng looked at Chen Yu in pain, walked over and patted him on the shoulder.

After a long time, Chen Yu wiped away his tears, and his eyes, which were almost desperate and gloomy, became firm and bright again, as if he had finally made an important decision in his heart.

Of course, Chen Yu still likes martial arts, so he will continue to persevere according to what Pan Yun said, without regrets!

"Xiaofeng, let's go, go training."