Shang Lu only felt that his ears were buzzing, and then the person sighed again, and he couldn't listen to it, and said directly: "Thank you." He hurried to the airport.

On the way, Shang Lu was extremely anxious in his heart, and he couldn't wait to reach the airport immediately, but the originally very short time became extremely long in his heart, and he even secretly prayed in his heart that Xu Jingmo must still be at the airport now.

After arriving at the airport, Gu Liangsheng found that Xu Jingmo had been absent-minded all along, and he could almost tell at a glance what Xu Jingmo was thinking in his heart now.

If it was placed in normal times, or the person in front of him was not Xu Jingmo, but someone else, he would definitely be concerned about asking what was wrong. But now, Gu Liangsheng was reluctant to ask more and say more, because he was afraid that if Xu Jingmo really said something, it would change her current mind.

So the two waited quietly for the flight, seeing that there were still twenty minutes to get on the plane, Gu Liangsheng was faintly relieved in his heart, he really hoped that the time would pass quickly.

After waiting for a while, Gu Liangsheng stood up and said, "Let's prepare." Xu Jingmo had no opinion, and as he stood up, he planned to go in first.

At this moment, Shang Lu was out of breath, and finally saw the figure in the crowd that he was incomparably familiar with for four years, and said to her: "Jingmo, don't go!" ”

Xu Jingmo's figure froze, and his eyes turned a little uncontrollably red, but he still didn't turn around.

Seeing that she was unwilling to face herself, Shang Lu couldn't help but feel some pain in his heart, and walked up to her and said, "Jingmo, don't leave, okay to stay?" Let's go home together! ”

Xu Jingmo glanced at him, he was still panting slightly because he was in a hurry, and there was a thin layer of sweat on his forehead, but these did not move her, but said a little mockingly: "Go home?" Why can't I understand you? Where do I have a home? ”

It was just two short sentences, but it made Shang Lu's heart so sad that he was suffocated, he looked at Xu Jingmo and said: "Jingmo, I'm sorry, I was not good before, I didn't protect you well, don't you go, okay?" ”

Originally, Xu Jingmo had always warned herself in her heart, but now that she had nothing to do with Shang Lu, she absolutely couldn't mess with any emotions because of him.

But she had to admit that Shang Lu's appearance and what Shang Lu said made her feel extremely sad.

Xu Jingmo's hanging hand clenched, forcibly suppressed the emotions in his heart, raised his eyes and looked at Shang Lu indifferently: "I'm sorry, we're about to leave, please don't continue to delay our time." ”

Originally, at the moment when Shang Lu appeared and called Xu Jingmo, Gu Liangsheng was extremely flustered in his heart, he and Xu Jingmo stood together, and he could see the emotional changes on Xu Jingmo's face, and knew that this man meant a lot to her.

Gu Liangsheng even laughed in his heart that he had been deceiving himself for so long, but it was useless after all, if Xu Jingmo really wanted to leave, then he would go abroad alone to stay away from these.

He silently waited for the final result on the side, but he didn't expect that in the end, Xu Jingmo still firmly wanted to leave with him, and he was pleasantly surprised for a while.

Since Xu Jingmo had already made a decision, he naturally wouldn't let go, so Gu Liangsheng took a step forward and pulled Xu Jingmo to the other side of him to look at Shang Lu and said, "This gentleman, since Jingmo has made a decision, please don't stop it." ”

As he spoke, Gu Liangsheng said to Xu Jingmo: "It's not early, let's go." Xu Jingmo turned his gaze away from Shang Lu, nodded, and left with Gu Liangsheng.

Shang Lu's eyes were full of injuries, and he wanted to hold Xu Jingmo and talk about it again, but Gu Liangsheng intervened in the middle and didn't give him a chance at all. He knew that Xu Jingmo was already iron-hearted. could only watch Xu Jingmo leave in front of him.

Since getting Xu Jingmo's Weibo account, Shang Lu has been paying attention to the above dynamics every day, and as long as he has time, he will click on the dynamic page with the expectation in his heart, hoping to see Xu Jingmo's daily life.

But since that conversation between himself and her, Xu Jingmo has never updated his daily life on this Weibo.

But even so, Shang Lu still kept Xu Jingmo's Weibo account, and he tried to log in to Xu Jingmo's account, which was not difficult for him, and he quickly found the right password to log in.

Shang Lu will use her number to update his daily life every day, and he still has a little hope in his heart, will Xu Jingmo want to see his situation? Because of this glimmer of hope, he insists on updating every day.

But his health is getting worse and worse, and the treatment process is becoming more and more tedious and painful. Because of the pain in his heart and the deterioration of his condition, the body endured it, so that Shang Lu couldn't hold on.

Every time he was treated, it was extremely painful, and the merchant mother cried in distress in her eyes, but there was no way at all, and now it was only possible for her son to recover from the treatment.

At the end of each treatment, Shang Lu's eyes were very hollow, and his expression was numb like an emotionless puppet. When the merchant mother left the ward to bring him food.

Shang Lu fumbled with the fruit knife on the cabinet next to him, and numbly cut his wrist mercilessly. Immediately, blood rushed out.

He hung his hand on the side of the bed, letting the blood fall, his empty eyes without a trace of brilliance, thinking in his heart that maybe it would be a relief to die like this, and once he was done, he would never be sad about these things again.

When Shang's mother returned to the room with the food box, she saw Shang Lu lying on the white bed with a pale face, but it was bright red from her wrist to the tile floor.

The food box in her hand fell to the ground and said in shock: "Shang Lu! Then he immediately went to call Gong Yanyun over, and Gong Yanyun immediately prepared to start rescuing when he saw this situation

Shang's mother was distressed and sad, this was no longer known how many times Shang Lu had committed suicide, he had completely lost hope of living during this time, always looking for opportunities to commit suicide, and even deaf his left ear.

Gong Yanyun was busy for a long time before he finally pulled Shang Lu back from the hands of death again.

Shang Lu woke up quietly, looked at the people in front of him who were looking at him with worried faces, and said a little numbly: "Why do you want to save me back, it's better to let me die." ”

Shang's mother fell to the side of the bed and cried, "Son, how can you think like this? If you go, what will your mother do? How can you treat yourself like this! ”

Shang Lu closed his eyes and stopped talking, but a tear fell from the corner of his eye and fell on the pillow. Gong Yanyun's eyes were complicated, and he sighed faintly, and everyone began to take turns to accompany Shang Lu.

Because of Xu insisting on treatment, Shang Lu's spirit gradually improved, and his face slowly became ruddy from his original paleness. And he won't want to kill himself easily.

It was also very gratifying to see these changes in him. It's just that Shang Lu has also become different from before, in the face of Shang Mu and Gong Yanyun and others, his expression is still better, but in the face of others, Shang Lu is extremely indifferent, so that many people dare not easily approach Shang Lu.

Even the nurse who had been coming to deliver medicine to Shang Lu was instantly not afraid, and Shang Lu did not dare to approach.

His change was also seen by Shang's mother and Gong Yanyun, and Gong Yanyun sighed: "Shang Lu's original temperament was very good. ”

Shang's mother also looked sad, but said: "Now that he can live well is already my greatest comfort and wish, even if it is more difficult than before, it is better than him giving up his life." ”

One day, when Gong Yanyun was accompanying him in Shang Lu's ward, Shang Lu suddenly said, "Teacher, can you please do me a favor." Gong Yanyun was stunned for a moment, and then said, "Say, what's the busy?" ”

Shang Lu's face was flat, and he couldn't see his emotions: "I want to ask you to help me register a pharmaceutical company, it's inconvenient for me now, and I have to trouble you in this matter." ”

Although Gong Yanyun wondered why the good Shang Lu suddenly wanted to register a pharmaceutical company, he didn't ask anything, but agreed: "Okay, you just wait, I'll help you get it right." Shang Lu nodded and said, "Thank you, teacher." ”

After Xu Jingmo and Gu Liangsheng went abroad together, she watched Gu Liangsheng go out early and return late for work every day, and she, a person who eats and lives, is very leisurely every day, and she feels very sorry in her heart.

What's more, she followed Gu Liangsheng to a foreign country, not to eat, drink, and have fun, so Xu Jingmo asked Gu Liangsheng: "Doctor Gu, I want to go out and find a job." ”

Gu Liangsheng was a little surprised, but he didn't say anything, but asked, "Then have you found a suitable job again?" Xu Jingmo shook his head: "I'm just telling you first, this job is not easy to find, I plan to go out and see more in the next few days." ”

Gu Liangsheng said: "Since you want to work and you haven't found what you like for the time being, why don't you come to me?" Xu Jingmo was stunned for a moment, and didn't understand what he meant, and asked a little confused: "What are you going to do?" ”

Gu Liangsheng said: "You can come to my hospital to work first, anyway, if you have a job and stay in the same hospital with me, we can also take care of each other." ”

Xu Jingmo thought about it and felt that what he said made sense, so he nodded and agreed, Gu Liangsheng immediately arranged, and Xu Jingmo officially went to work in the hospital.

Every day, I do my best to do everything I should do, but I am still satisfied, but I suddenly heard two little nurses behind my back and said: "Alas, have you heard of that special case in the hospital?" ”

"How could I not have heard of it, he is so pitiful, he wants to commit suicide all the time in such a situation, and his spirit must be broken. Moreover, his spirit is also very weak and negative, and as soon as the treatment is over, he will take the opportunity to commit suicide......

Xu Jingmo silently listened to Shang Lu's case and was shocked.