Chapter 494: The Vortex of Memories

didn't answer Lin Xiaoxiao, Cheng Cheng just kept crying, from crying to crying silently, looking like he was going to dry his tears.

Lin Xiaoxiao was so panicked, but she didn't know what she could do, and she didn't dare to ask what Yan Yingchu had done just now. She was afraid that she would irritate Cheng Cheng again, so she only sat on the side with a bag of paper, and kept wiping Cheng Cheng's tears.

After crying like this, most of the time barely came back to life, Cheng Cheng's voice was so hoarse that he couldn't speak, his eyes were swollen into two walnuts, and he lay down on the hospital bed, and anyone who saw it was worried.

Cheng Cheng cried and fainted halfway, so frightened that Lin Xiaoxiao kept ringing the bell at the head of the bed, almost alarming the doctors and nurses on half the floor.

The attending doctor knew the bottom of his heart, and when he saw Cheng Cheng collapse like this, he could guess the reason, so he didn't ask any more superfluous words.

He immediately asked Qin Yan to be informed, because he thought it was because Lin Xiaoxiao was leaking, he didn't have a good face for her, and Lin Xiaoxiao, who was already confused, was even more confused, and thought that he had made a mistake in taking care of Cheng Cheng.

Cheng Cheng reluctantly endured the physical and mental pain and opened his mouth to relieve Lin Xiaoxiao: "Xiaoxiao, today's matter has nothing to do with you, go back and concentrate on doing a good job at work, I will rest assured, you don't have to wade through the troubled waters here." ”

Nodding blankly, Lin Xiaoxiao obediently walked out of the ward, she bumped into Qin Yan who rushed after leaving the meeting, she wanted to ask something, but she didn't think that Qin Yan was more excited than her, and greeted her as soon as she came out.

Qin Yan looked like he was about to collapse: "What happened again?" ”

"I don't know." Lin Xiaoxiao hurriedly waved his hand, recalling and said, "I just saw Yan Yingchu when I came."

There is no need to ask anymore about what happened, Qin Yan's heart skipped a beat, he pushed the door in with cold hands and feet, and almost didn't dare to look at Cheng Cheng on the hospital bed.

When he came, Qin Yan's right eyelid kept jumping, although he was mentally prepared for the truth to be exposed, but at this moment, he still felt that a big disaster was coming, he was afraid that Cheng Cheng would not be able to bear the blow of losing his child, and he was even more afraid that he would not be able to give Cheng Cheng an explanation.

In the ward, Cheng Cheng was lying helplessly, she had just fainted from crying, but when she was dead and alive, she saw her unborn hard-working child in a trance, although she knew that it was a hallucination, but it also made her slowly wake up.

It was a cute little child, with a white and chubby little face, dark eyes, and said to her with a smile: Goodbye, Mommy.

The hidden pain in her heart almost tore Cheng Cheng in half, she heard someone walk into the ward, raised her eyelids with difficulty and looked, and saw that it was Qin Yan, and her heart was even more on fire, and she supported her and said: "Qin Yan, I want you to kill Yan Yingchu and let her pay for our children's lives!" ”

The voice was shady and hoarse, and every word she said seemed to have blood in it, and Qin Yan hated to be able to take her place.

However, Qin Yan couldn't, he paused, and his voice was almost inaudible: "Cheng Cheng, you can blame me, but I really can't do this." We have no evidence after all. ”

"Huh." Cheng Cheng sneered: "Are you reluctant?" ”

In his heart, Cheng Cheng knew that Yan Yingchu must not have taken the risk to come to the door just to laugh at her, according to that woman's style, I am afraid that the whole thing was planned by her at all, and the visit in the afternoon was just to accept the results.

In the final analysis, this matter actually has nothing to do with Qin Yan, the child is gone, he is naturally very sad, but when Cheng Cheng thinks that Yan Yingchu will harm his child for Qin Yan, he will inevitably be angry with him, and he will naturally speak with a gun and a stick, which is very unpleasant.

Qin Yan felt ashamed, so he didn't resent Cheng Cheng at all, he let Cheng Cheng vent, and continued to comfort him gently: "I'm sorry, but we will have another child, and I will definitely risk my life to protect him." ”

Cheng Cheng closed her eyes and grabbed the pillow, indifferent to Qin Yan's apology, in her opinion, Qin Yan's refusal to avenge the child is a ghost in her heart, unworthy of being her husband, let alone the father of the child, all kinds of warmth yesterday have disappeared at this moment, and she even feels that her previous actions are a little ridiculous.

This emotion is extremely strong, and it is the product of Cheng Cheng's hatred of Yan Yingchu to the extreme, but he is helpless.

However, Qin Yan was immersed in the dilemma and ignored Cheng Cheng's emotional changes, and continued to add fuel to the fire: "I won't hold Yan Yingchu accountable this time, but if she has a next time"

"I'm afraid I'll be the one who dies next time." Cheng Cheng's voice was cold, it was cold, and even his tone was cold.

Qin Yan was stunned for a moment, not knowing whether he should speak or not, so he simply shut up and sat down beside Cheng Cheng to take her hand.

Pushing Qin Yan away with a look of annoyance, Cheng Cheng said, "You get out of me." ”

Naturally, he refused, Qin Yan hugged Cheng Cheng without refusal, his shoulders were broad and his arms were strong, no matter how Cheng Cheng pushed him, he refused to let go, only buried his face in the side of Cheng Cheng's neck and wept silently.

Qin Yan cried extremely quietly, not even a whimper, only tears slowly wet his sleeves.

Unaware of this, Cheng Cheng only thought that he was trying to coax himself again, so that he could ignore Yan Yingchu's past suspicions, and suddenly new hatreds were stacked on top of old hatreds, and the qi and blood all over his body surged.

The originally weak arm was full of strength because of anger, Cheng Cheng pushed Qin Yan away violently, and at the moment when her emotions collapsed visibly, she ignored the hoarseness when she spoke, and her hoarse voice made Qin Yan disappear in front of her eyes quickly, it was best to roll with Yan Yingchu and never appear again.

Unsuspectingly, Qin Yan was pushed by Cheng Cheng and stumbled, and was sitting on the ground at a loss, he knew that Cheng Cheng was talking angrily, so he kept telling himself not to take it to heart, Ren Cheng Cheng said nothing without a word of rebuttal.

But seeing that Cheng Cheng was about to get out of bed and leave despite his weak body, Qin Yan finally couldn't let her hurt herself like this anymore, knowing that Cheng Cheng was so excited that he didn't listen to persuasion, he reluctantly called the doctor and gave Cheng Cheng a tranquilizer.

The tranquilizer worked quickly, and it didn't take long for Cheng Cheng to stop his hysteria and fall into a deep sleep.

Sending the doctor away, Qin Yan carefully and thoughtfully combed Cheng Cheng's hair and covered the quilt, his fingers gently brushed Cheng Cheng's cheeks, and his movements were full of pity. He can give everything for Cheng Cheng, including his own life, but Yan Yingchu's life, he really can't make the decision.

In order not to stimulate Cheng Cheng anymore and let her have a good rest, Qin Yan walked out of the ward after confirming that she was sleeping peacefully. He didn't dare to go too far, for fear that when Cheng Cheng needed him for something, he wouldn't be able to take care of it.

Lighting a cigarette outside the door, Qin Yan looked at the familiar cigarette case, his eyes gradually empty, and he fell into the memories of many years ago.

Although Qin Yan was used to smoking this cigarette, it was not what he liked from the beginning, and he was slowly used to it by his good buddy who was like a brother back then. Later, his buddy died in the snowy mountains, and he couldn't quit this cigarette again.

Now that I think about it, the reason why that incident had such a tragic ending back then is inseparable from Qin Yan's youthful frivolity and conceit.

Back then, Qin Yan was very impatient with Yan Yingchu's pursuit, and he was bent on getting rid of Yan Yingchu by fulfilling his good buddy, but he whimsically thought of using the "drawbridge effect." ”

There are few enthusiastic young people who don't like extreme sports, especially Qin Yan is very good at mountaineering, he didn't discuss with anyone, he made a plan alone, prepared tools and luggage, and then told his good buddy about the conquest of the snow mountain as a surprise, and asked him to call Yan Yingchu.

Qin Yan's thought was very simple, he planned to break away from the team when he climbed the snow mountain, so that Yan Yingchu and his good buddies could spend more time alone, if it went well, he even wanted to create another chance for them to be heroes and save beauty, so as to kill two birds with one stone and make everyone happy.

However, the day did not follow people's wishes, and when it came to the day of the original departure, the weather suddenly changed, and there was a sense of snowfall. When it snows while climbing, it's not fun, and when the visibility is reduced, everyone is afraid that they will have to finish playing together.

Qin Yan's good buddy was a little hesitant, but Qin Yan was impatient and stubborn, and when he saw that the weather forecast did not say that it was going to snow, he still insisted on going. Yan Yingchu was pursuing Qin Yan, so naturally he was the only one who obeyed his words, and the result was two to one, and the three of them entered the mountain in a daze.

At the beginning, everything went smoothly, Qin Yan was very complacent because of this, he climbed according to the original plan, the speed was very fast, and he soon left his good buddy and Yan Yingchu behind, even if the good buddy repeatedly asked him not to leave the team, he didn't take it to heart.

As a result, they were so happy and sad that when they were halfway up the mountain, it suddenly snowed in the sky.

The cold wind mixed with snowflakes was menacing, Qin Yan only began to worry about visibility at that time, he finally knew what it meant to be afraid, but at this time there was no way to retreat, and there was a cliff behind him, so he had to continue to climb up, hoping to find a leeward place to breathe for a while.

However, the misfortune is not a one-way street, Qin Yan's negligence in preparing the tools finally caused a regretful consequence, and his mountaineering was cut off.

Hanging in mid-air and unable to move, Qin Yan's back was soaked with sweat, but he couldn't feel the cold anymore, and his whole person was shrouded in the shadow of death. The good buddy who was a big step behind him quickly caught up, he let Yan Yingchu continue to go up, and then made a difficult decision alone.

Thinking of this, Qin Yan's fingers couldn't stop trembling, and even the cigarette ash fell on his suit, and it was difficult to complete such a small action as reaching out to bounce off.

That day, Qin Yan's good buddy exchanged his intact mountaineering rope to Qin Yan, he said that he was not as fast as Qin Yan in mountaineering, and asked Qin Yan to hurry up and accompany Yan Yingchu, and then go to find someone to save him. Seeing Qin Yan's hesitation, he also specially added: You must help me take care of Yan Yingchu.

This is reasonable, the wind and snow on the mountain are so heavy that people can't even open their eyes, so that Qin Yan didn't realize that when he said the last sentence, he was simply explaining his last words.

Remember Qin Shao, you are too cute to have a permanent address