Zhang Mu was stunned by her kiss, "What's wrong?" ”

"It's good that you're here, I really don't dare to go out if you don't come, I'm afraid of meeting such a bad guy again, if I hadn't found out in advance that night, I might never see you in my life."

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have let you go back alone, I made you feel wronged, I'll send you home now, okay?"

"Okay." Luo Ruirui saw the vicissitudes and tiredness of Zhang Mu's eyes, I am afraid that he has not rested much in the past few days. "You can rest for the night before you go."

"It's fine." Zhang Mu is really tired, this mountain village is very difficult to find, and there are also the same name, which caused him to go to the wrong place before and run a lot of unjust roads.

When he didn't find Luo Ruirui, his heart was always in a tense state, but now when he saw Luo Ruirui, his whole body was relaxed.

"You haven't eaten or slept well all the way, just have a good rest today, are you hungry? I'll make you something to eat. Luo Ruirui was forcibly taught to cook on the ship.

Zhang Mu was a little flattered, although Luo Ruirui was not indifferent to him before, she was definitely not so enthusiastic.

"Let's do it with me, you're most afraid of killing and splashing oil." Zhang Mu smiled.

Luo Ruirui felt very embarrassed, the first time she went to kill fish, she was scared half to death, Zhang Mu happened to see clearly, now she is not on the boat, she doesn't have to listen to Wu Qi's words.

"You all sit down, I'll come." The old woman walked in with a smile.

Luo Ruirui introduced Zhang Mu: "This is Granny Zhao who took me in, if it weren't for her, I wouldn't know where I would be wandering." ”

"Mother-in-law, thank you." Zhang Mu sincerely thanked him.

"No thanks, I'll cook a bowl of noodles for you, don't dislike me for making it delicious." The old woman was very kind.

Luo Ruirui led him into the house, "Look at your tired appearance, you sleep for a while, and I'll tell you to get up and eat when you're ready." ”

"It's better to eat and sleep, or I'm afraid I won't wake up." Zhang Mu knew that he hadn't closed his eyes for a day and a night.

In the past few days, I was running around on the road and woke up after a while, and I didn't have a good rest at all, and now I am afraid that I will not wake up once I fall asleep.

Luo Ruirui gently stroked the beard on his face, she didn't think it was very good-looking when she got on the boat, but now it has become a symbol of steadfastness in her heart.

"You're suffering these days." Zhang Mu looked at her, and he didn't know why he always felt that Luo Ruirui had changed, and became more gentle, in short, it was not the same as in the past from the inside out.

Luo Ruirui shook her head, "It's not bitter, this is the retribution I deserve." ”

"How?"

Luo Ruirui suddenly looked at Zhang Mu seriously, "Brother Zhang, what you said that day still counts?" ”

"Which word?" Zhang Mu's heart beat faster when she was watched by her gentle eyes.

"You said that if he didn't want me, I could come to you at any time, and you said you loved me." Luo Ruirui was a little embarrassed to say this.

After the events of that night, Luo Ruirui found that Zhang Mu already had a deep place in her heart.

Amio is a perfect lover, but Zhang Mu really gives her a sense of security.

Maybe Amio is like a mirror for her, and Zhang Mu is three meals a day, although it is dull but indispensable.

I didn't realize his importance at first, and I only felt it after I lost it, and it turned out that he was so important.

A hint of joy appeared in Zhang Mu's eyes, "Of course, a man's words count, I speak my words, as long as you want to marry, I can marry at any time." ”

Luo Ruirui met his sincere eyes, this is a look full of love, not a perfect noble son like Amio.

"Brother Zhang, before that, I need to tell you what kind of person I used to be, after listening to my story, if you still love me, we will be together, if you don't love me and think I'm disgusting, I won't blame you."

"Say it." Zhang Mu didn't know what she was going to say, but this was a great opportunity for her to reveal her heart to herself and be willing to confide in her.

In the past, when she was with Amio, Luo Ruirui tried her best not to let him know about her unbearable past, for fear that he would feel disgusting.

She also wanted to always be at her best in front of him, even the night she was in bed and she didn't remove her makeup.

When I went to pick him up, I was also dressed neatly, for fear that he would see his unbearable side, he was so perfect.

When Luo Ruirui decided to date Zhang Mu, she didn't want to hide it, he was an honest man and shouldn't be deceived.

Luo Ruirui took a deep breath and told everything: "Actually, I'm not as good as you think, and I can be said to be a bad woman." ”

Zhang Mu was a little puzzled, "Rui Rui ......"

"I was born in a very wealthy family, and that family, as you know, is Luo Chu's family......"

Luo Ruirui told Zhang Mu all about her past, including the part where she was humiliated by the beggar, although she was laughing when she spoke, but with tears in her eyes, her fingers clutched the sheets.

Such an unbearable, such an ugly self.

also talked about how he dedicated himself to Lei Ye in order to save Liu Qing from prison, and then met Amio in Rome, and was fascinated by Amio's gentle offensive.

"I used to think that he was the greatest luck in my life, and I held this luck so carefully, for fear of breaking it.

He said that Luo Chu would become a threat to him, so I took the risk and got on the boat, trying to kill Luo Chu.

Ridiculous, right? I wanted to kill a person who didn't even dare to kill a fish, and that person was still someone who was related to me by some blood. ”

"Maybe you think I thought of you because I was dumped by him, Zhang Mu, that night in the tree hole in the mountain, I thought of only you.

That's when I realized that your kindness to me had been deeply rooted in my bones, and you were the first person I called after getting the phone.

After all these things, it dawned on me that I had done something stupid before, and this was me, a complete Luo Ruirui.

It's not as good as you think, it's even worse than the vast majority of women, so ugly me, will you still like it? ”

Tell everything Luo Ruirui suddenly felt a lot more relaxed, those secrets that had been hidden in her heart for a long time, and finally she told them all today.

"Both my body and my person are dirty and ugly, you are a good person, the best person for me in this life.

I don't want to lie to you, if we really want to go on, you should have the right to know all this.

My darkness, my viciousness, including my stupidity, my nothingness, now that I think about it, I don't even know how I lived to be so big, heh......" Luo Ruirui laughed to herself.

She had never thought about how crazy these things were when she did these things before, and now she knew what kind of person she really was.

Even she felt disgusting, what would Zhang Mu think of her?

Luo Ruirui kept a smile on her face, although she said it in a calm and breezy manner, how much pain she was carrying in her heart.

Zhang Mu didn't speak, Luo Ruirui smiled self-deprecatingly: "Also, even I hate me like this, and you think I'm ugly and disgusting......"

Before the words were finished, Zhang Mu had already hugged her into his arms, "I'm sorry." ”

Luo Ruirui was stunned, "Why are you telling me I'm sorry?" ”

"I'm sorry I didn't meet you earlier and let you suffer so much alone."

Luo Ruirui was completely stunned, "I hurt people, I am ugly, I am hypocritical, I am ......"

Her lips were gagged with fingers, "I don't want you to say that about yourself, in this story I only saw a spoiled child who was suddenly robbed of the helplessness of a toy child." ”

Luo Ruirui looked at Zhang Mu with wide eyes, this was probably the most unforgettable word she had ever heard in her life, she thought that Zhang Mu would attack her with the most vicious language.

However, he just hugged her gently, "What kind of family you are born in is not something you can choose, since you were a child, your mother taught not to let others take your things, and you will target Luo Chu everywhere."

In your heart she is the superfluous, you are not wrong, the fault is all with her, you use those little tricks on her is a child's prank.

It's a matter of education, and it's your mother who instilled the wrong ideas in you, and as for your arrogance and willfulness, it was also a habit that adults formed when you didn't realize it.

You went from being a high-ranking daughter to an illegitimate daughter, kicked out of a wealthy family, and ridiculed by everyone.

Even if you are not dissatisfied, it is normal, you said that you were looking for Lei Ye, but that was not to save your mother?

I don't say this to say that you are right, you have indeed done a lot of things wrong, people should have good thoughts, even if you are dissatisfied, you should not use such means to deal with Luo Chu.

In the end, you should know how painful it is to be returned in the same way, and you shouldn't have used these things to deal with others in the first place. ”

"You...... Don't blame me? Luo Ruirui's heart was in a mess, she never thought that she had told him everything, he would have such a calm attitude.

"Why should I blame you, you didn't do such a thing to me, what you are most sorry for is Luo Chu, and I will apologize to her when I see her in the future."

Although Zhang Muren is honest, it doesn't mean that he is stupid, he still knows right and wrong very clearly.

"Then, then I was bullied, and I took the initiative to dedicate myself to Lei Ye, don't you think I'm disgusting?" Luo Ruirui's voice trembled when she said this.

"I just hate that I wasn't there for you at that time, that I didn't know you earlier and stop you from being wrong again and again.

As you said, you have done so many wrong things, but you have also suffered so much, I feel sorry for you before it's too late, how can I blame you? ”

He should have known that she was not a virgin on the night on the ship, and at that time, Luo Ruirui didn't think about what happened to him, and he wouldn't think much about it without any responsibility.

Now she really wants to be with him for the rest of her life, and she wants to be his wife, and many men have a virgin complex.

Zhang Mu is an honest and traditional person, he should care more about these things, Luo Ruirui really didn't expect him to be so tolerant.

"Are you willing to be humiliated by beggars?"

She shook her head violently, how could she be willing, her voice was hoarse that day, and no one came to save her.

"Are you looking for Lei Ye for glory and wealth?"

She also shook her head, at that time she begged a lot of people, but everyone was unwilling to save Liu Qing, she had no choice but to go sideways.

"Only Amio is willing, but he lied to you and made you one of his pawns." Zhang Mu said distressedly.

Luo Ruirui looked surprised, "What chess piece?" ”

"The authorities are obsessed with bystanders, and it seems that you still haven't doubted the purpose of his presence with you.

You say that you met him in Rome, and at that time he took the initiative to strike up a conversation and dance with you, and later took you to Rome for a visit, and the relationship was quickly established.

Have you never suspected that he was approaching your purpose? He is Luo Chu's cousin, and you and Luo Chu have so many entanglements.

What if he knew your identity from the beginning and wanted to use your hand against Luo Chu? ”

After being broken up, Luo Ruirui didn't think about that aspect at all, she only felt that she didn't do well enough, so he didn't like herself.

"Borrow my hand to deal with Luo Chu? Why is he in such trouble? ”

"As he himself said, he wants to become the head of the family, and Luo Chu will become his roadblock as long as he lives for one day, and he wants to eradicate Luo Chu.

I don't know why he's going to go to such lengths to take advantage of you, but I can sense from what you say that he doesn't mean to you.

He is guiding you step by step to do this, and the best proof of what I said is that you fell into the sea.

You said that you wanted to kill Luo Chu with a knife at that time, but Luo Chu fell from the railing into the sea, and you were also pushed into the sea when you were stunned on the spot.

Haven't you ever wondered who pushed you? The defense measures of the high-class cruise ship are so well done, how can it be so coincidental that there is a problem with the railing.

So someone moved the railing in advance, and also pushed you down after Luo Chu fell into the sea.

When the two of you die, what will the others think? You and Luo Chu have had a grudge for a long time, and everyone will say that you are sisters and quarrels, and even more will say that you killed her because of your previous grudge with Luo Chu.

There's nothing wrong with him from start to finish, and you can blame all the faults.

Silly Ruirui, do you know why he broke up with you all of a sudden? That's because you've lost the role of a pawn, and you've discarded useless pieces. ”

Zhang Mu has liked to read books since he was a child, and he was a nerd type in ancient times, and he methodically analyzed the absurd affair between Luo Ruirui and Amio, and Luo Ruirui tugged at his shirt tightly.

The feeling of being deceived and betrayed suddenly rose, and Luo Ruirui thought that Liu Qing had not been very optimistic about her and Amio before.

Liu Qing saw people very accurately, at that time she was immersed in the joy of love, and she didn't think much about it at all, but now when she thinks of Amio's smiling face, she only feels hypocritical.

"Rui Rui, your nature is not bad, but you were born in the wrong family, and you were turned into what you are now, promise me not to hurt others in the future, okay?"