Chapter Eighty-Nine: Laughter (Bai He's Perspective)
I looked at the sleeping person next to me and remembered the first time I met her, it was really very early.
My name is Bai He and I am a female painter. I don't usually have many friends, maybe it's because of my cold personality. For me, the truly innocent women in this world are long dead! If anything, she could only say that that person must be a fool, but she ......
Her name is Tian Xiaoxiao, in fact, I have seen her a long time ago, and I guess she has forgotten me now, but I will never forget her smile like a warm sun at that time......
It was a summer and I was out of love! Me and my first love, a senior. I was in a terrible mood that day......
"Don't show up in front of me again when you're separated, get out! May I? My eyes were full of anger, and there was no love for "him" at all, only anger.
"Good...... Good...... You calm down, okay? He said dryly, his voice not a little gentle, only fear of me, with an uncontrollable trembling.
Of course, I know why he is so afraid of me, it's just that he is afraid that I will beat him, and he won't even have scum left.
"Huh...... "......" I sneered, really disdainful of this hypocrisy. "Really?" I asked him coldly.
Cold sweat began to slowly fall on his face, and his face was full of weakness and fear that could not be concealed.
Scold...... Heh, I think ......, since he doesn't love me, he is still wantonly playing with my feelings. If you don't love me, then be afraid of me! I must let this "fear" penetrate into my bone marrow, and the thought of this is full of dangerous pleasure in my heart.
He subconsciously lowered his head and didn't dare to look at me, so he wiped his forehead in embarrassment, and his palms were full of puddles of water - cold sweat. It took a lot of courage to speak: "Bai He, the person I love has never been you. ”
I playfully squinted at his delicate face and slapped his face playfully, "Oh—really? The person you love isn't as ...... as I am."
Speaking of this, I deliberately paused, glared at him fiercely, and spoke again in a tyrannical voice: "The person you hate, the person you are afraid of must be me!" As he spoke, the pointed nails just embedded in his face, and he ...... fiercely ...... hard
I don't know why I was so impulsive at the time, I don't know how hard I pinched him at the time, but I remember that his face was almost disfigured.
As for 'he', he was 'ashamed' to transfer to another school because he was beaten by me.
When I got home from the fight, I rummaged through the cabinets, intending to pack up all the things that the bastard had given me. I took it and sold it, and bought a few packs of spicy strips to eat.
I didn't expect that bastard to give me quite a lot of things, such as: two LV limited edition handbags, ten bottles of Chanel perfume, five boxes of L'Oréal Paris light cushion BB cream, two pairs of 361 sneakers......
It's a pity that I'm not interested in any of this, I just want to find something that I can sell to collect rags, and then buy spicy strips to eat.
After searching for a long time, I finally found it, and I can throw away the same thing that I must throw away. - A dozen thick love letters he sent me back then.
Finally, this baby is carrying a bag of spicy strips and is back strong! I walked into a dark alley, a road that is usually rarely walked, because it is so dark that there is a "gloomy wind".
I did this on purpose.
Reason: 1. There are only two ways to go home, although this road is a little dark and scary, but it is very close. 2. If I don't go this way, I will pass by "him" my ex-boyfriend's house if I take the other way. You know why.
"Drunk!" I complained alone that this road was really a "divine road", why was it so dark in the daylight? From time to time, there was a gust of wind (maybe I was thinking too much.) If I can, I won't take this road for the rest of my life!
It's really creepy!
The cold wind blew for a while, and the stench emitted from the dark alley made me can't help but gause, and I was the only one who came and went.
It's not scientific! I stomped on the heel of my high heels and the whole person was going crazy!
I had a piece of gum on the heel of my high heels that I don't know who had chewed, and my facial expressions were all distorted, but luckily I didn't have a cleanliness fetish, otherwise I wouldn't know if I would have been disgusted to death.
Twisting like a funny clown, I picked up a piece of shredded paper from the overgrown ground.
Neatly knocked the disgusting gum off the heel of my shoe and wrapped it up. I threw it into a black bucket that looked like a trash can (in fact, the trash can was too broken to be seen at first), and I didn't want to touch the gum for a second.
I looked at it all, and my heart was about to pop out with fear. Sweat broke down my forehead, and suddenly I had a bad feeling.
How can I say that feeling?
It felt like I was followed by a Sadako, and I was on a hellish journey to death;
I suddenly recalled the Hong Kong ghost movies I watched behind my mother's back, a beautiful female ghost in a dark corner, quietly watching people passing by and singing those sultry tones from time to time.
The female ghost was revealed, and in less than a second, she strangled a "poor" monster to death!
It seems that this ghost movie is called "Ghost Police". But I don't think it's likely to happen to me, unless the ghost girl is gay!
But why does it seem to be ...... now? There is a personal ...... Gave me a pat on the shoulder? Not...... Not...... Fainted.
My brain was dizzy, and I vaguely heard a voice calling: "Wake up......" This is a clean, demonic, evil voice that makes people unable to distinguish between men and women.
I vaguely heard him or her say, "Get up, the floor is very cold." His or her words seemed to exude eager care and doting (perhaps my throbbing in adolescence). These inadvertent words made me feel warm when I had just fallen out of love, and an unknown warmth surged in my heart......
Then the strange man (her) said, "Sister, I'm sorry to blame ......", and he (she) seemed to cry because I heard a sobbing voice.
He (she) was still choking, and although my mind was dizzy and confused, I still heard his (her) distressing voice.
I slowly opened my eyes and saw a figure, because it was so dark that I couldn't see his or her face. I looked at him or her in the dark, hoping to see some slight outlines.
"You're finally awake! Great" Apparently he (she) was surprised to see me wake up, and it was hard to hide his (her) joy.
"You are?" I asked, I really don't know who he or she is now, and I don't really know how I fainted. It was as if someone tapped me on the shoulder and ......
"Me?" I seemed to see him or her in the dark, with a difficult outline on his or her face, and he or she was hiding it. After a long time, he (she) spoke:
"My name is Tian Xiaoxiao...... I'm sorry......" and gave me a sincere 180-degree bow, which contrasted sharply with my bewildered face.
Before I could figure out what was going on, he or she continued: "I just wanted to give this thing back to you......"
She pulled out a letter—one of the letters I had just lost. I glanced at the letter, and he or she said to himself, "I didn't mean to scare you......"
I felt like I was in a trance, and I was stunned for a long time when I saw the letter.
I glanced at him (her), and his (her) pair of starry eyes looked even more moving in the dark, and he (she) lowered his or her head like a child who had made a mistake waiting for my "punishment".
I didn't say anything, just snatched the letter, and when he (she) couldn't figure out the situation, he or she simply tore it, and the shredded paper drifted in the wind, and I left it with that love for youth as a memorial.
Turned around and left a back for him (her), and resolutely ran out of the alley. Walking out, what awaits me is a blue sky and a warm sun with hope!
I held the sides of my mouth with both hands and shouted to the sky: Ah! ——
But I didn't notice that the person behind me was - he (she).
No, she should be called.
I didn't expect her to be a girl. I really don't dare to compliment her neutral voice, I really can't guess whether it's a man or a woman.
She is not the kind of glamorous that falls into the city, but she gives people a kind of beauty of hibiscus out of the water; A pair of eyes that are not big or small and full of childishness, her eyes should be the most beautiful place on her whole face, very smart and dreamy, and the stars flashed from time to time in her dreamy eyes;
Her lips are pale rosy and beautiful, but her upper lip is on the thin side; This chick was born with a pair of half-moon eyebrows, and there will be no need for thrushes in the future; The bridge of her nose is not as delicate and flat as the beauties of the south, but with the perseverance and arrogance of the northerners.
This girl will definitely be a beautiful girl when she grows up!
"What are you doing with me?" I asked, squinting and playfully.
"Me?" , she pouted and said, "I'm afraid that you will fall out of love too much, so I'm afraid that something will happen to you." ”
I gave her a frown, but she wasn't afraid to look me in the eye - a look like, 'How about I just read your love letters?' 'Look.
"Huh...... Scold...... I was amused by her appearance, and reached out and took a bag of spicy strips from the bag and gave it to her.
She glanced at my hand and was stunned for a long time before taking it. When she took it, she smiled at me, revealing a row of white teeth......
Smile is like the warm sun, and the thoughts that cross the warm sun leave the most delicate touch......
I still remember that smile to this day.
Later, I fell in love with a female star who was not popular at all, just because her name was Tian Xiaoxiao and she looked as good as the girl I met when she smiled, I always felt that it was her.
A little later...... She has finally become my big cat, and I want to be her shovel officer for the rest of my life.