139. Possibility

The summer solstice did not stop and ran directly to the light rail station. Watermark Advertising TestingWatermark Advertising TestingAlong the way, she felt the pain in her body become more and more intense, and she endured it until she entered the apartment door and lifted her clothes.

The place where the left shoulder meets the arm is dark blue, and there is blood oozing under the skin, and the side of the left hip is a little better, but it is also black. She pressed her hand against the bruise on her shoulder, and it hurt her teeth.

She gasped and lay flat on the bed. She reminisced about her day and felt like a dream, not real at all.

She went out to return to Kangzhou at ten o'clock in the morning, and it was not yet ten o'clock in the evening. She didn't eat breakfast when she went out, she ate a bowl of noodles at a noodle restaurant downstairs before returning home, and she hasn't eaten anything until now. She didn't feel hungry either.

She doesn't have a sense of confusion about what happened, she makes it clear one by one, and she just feels blind about the road ahead now.

What's next? She's pushed away the pieces she doesn't want, how is she going to get what she wants? And what was she wanting?

The first thing she had to think about was survival. Even if she doesn't return to Kangzhou, it is not very difficult for her to continue to find a substitute teaching position in Nanzhou, and even if she can't find it, it is okay to work full-time in the training class.

But suddenly she didn't want to teach anymore.

She doesn't like the job much, and she doesn't hate it.

Working in school, the working environment is simple, and no matter how naughty students are, they are not as cheating as adults. In addition, she is a substitute teacher, even if she teaches well, it will not affect the evaluation of full-time teachers, so she will not be excluded by her colleagues, and her interpersonal relationship is very simple.

This saved her a lot of heart, and she only needed to work, and she kept working hard.

As a substitute teacher, she can move between several schools, but she will not have any opportunities for advancement, and there is no room for career development. If she is trying to sharpen her head and make it into the weaving, she has to stay in one place for a long time, looking at the flowers that are similar year after year.

She's tired of working in a flash-to-eye manner. This is the stability that the older generation admires immensely. The stability that the general public likes. On the narrow three-foot podium, holding a language book until he gets old.

The knowledge of the future made her lose all hope. She is a person who yearns for more possibilities in her bones.

Let's look for a job tomorrow. Try to pitch for more types of positions.

26 years old is not an age that you can't start over.

The next morning, she was woken up by Xia Yuan's phone call, and Xia Yuan took the initiative to report Xia Jianfeng's situation to her.

Angry, but when you wake up, you still have to do something.

"Sister, in fact, I support you. I also don't like Brother Wang, I think he is too stingy. If you don't like it, we won't get married, there are so many good men, you can definitely find a better one. Xia Yuan said.

Xia Zhi sat on the bed, grabbed the messy hair on his head and said, "Come on, what kind of man is not a man, I have to find a man to make my life complete?" I think it's easier to live alone, and you don't bother me. ”

"Well, sister, you're not planning to be celibate to the end, are you?"

"I don't know. I'm hanging, I'm still busy. ”

Summer Solstice gets up and turns on the computer to sort out resumes. In the fourth year of graduation, her peers are busy upgrading their quality of life, busy getting married and having children, and entering another stage of life, and she is still looking for a job.

After browsing through the recruitment head, she sent resumes to several companies that recruited editors and clerical staff. A personality like hers may still be more suitable for dealing with words, and it is too difficult to deal with people, even if the other party is a primary school student.

After that, she ran into the bathroom and took a careful shower, rubbing herself up and down until her skin was red. The place where she had been hit was still painful, and when her left hand was raised for the first time, she fell back in pain, almost thinking that her hand was useless.

But if it doesn't get in the way, it will get better, and if it hurts, I will remember it longer.

She looked in front of the mirror for half an hour and put on a delicate makeup for herself, anyway, for a handicap like her, it was delicate enough.

Looking at himself in the mirror, his skin is delicate and white and red, the corners of his eyes are also flat, and he purses his lips and smiles like a peach blossom.

Where is she old? It is the age of struggle.

Dressed neatly and went out, she first opened her stomach and ate to her heart's content, and then went to the Nanzhou Talent Market.

The recruitment season is coming to an end, and most of the companies with recruitment needs have been flattened under the offensive of fresh graduates.

The positions are not ideal, and the recruitment is mainly in labor-intensive industries. She only walked around before coming out, and bought two recruitment newspapers at the door.

In the short term, it may be better to go to the training course to find some part-time work, but don't rest on your laurels.

She felt that there was also an element of laziness in her personality, and sometimes when she settled in one place, she didn't want to run around anymore, even if she wasn't happy with the place. At that time, I was looking for a training class in Taicheng, and I originally wanted to do it first, but I ended up doing a full-time job.

When I first started as a substitute teacher, I didn't want to do it all the time. She almost forgot that she had tried to support herself with a pen in the first place.

It turned out that the training class she went to work had already started, and she also refused to be embarrassed, so she was embarrassed to lick her face and ask, so she went to another training class to submit her resume according to the notice found in the recruitment newspaper.

Because the training course is a long-term recruitment of part-time teachers, she immediately got an interview opportunity.

She emphasized that she only worked half a day in the morning, and that she didn't want to be idle in the afternoon, whether it was writing or looking for other jobs. If you are idle for a long time, people will be wasted.

The class fee is not very high, slightly lower than the original, but you can still make up the monthly rent, water and electricity, and save a little bit of three meals a day. It's very good.

When the interview came out, it was more than three o'clock in the afternoon, she called Liang Lu and Xiao Yiqing respectively, and took the subway to Xingda Garden.

She arrived one step ahead of Liang Lu, Cheng You went to work, and Xiao Yiqing was the only one at home.

When Liang Lu also came over, she told the two of them what had happened in the past few days.

Xiao Yiqing was so surprised that she couldn't close her mouth for a long time: "So you're not getting married?" ”

"It's not over." Xia Solstice said.

Liang Lu pushed the glasses that slipped off the bridge of his nose: "You just went a little too far this time." Marriage is really not a matter for you alone, there are too many involved. ”

Xia Zhi glared at her: "I didn't ask you to come over to train me to be my father again." ”

Xiao Yiqing squinted his eyes: "If you don't like it, you shouldn't have agreed in the first place." ”

"You didn't say that at first, at the beginning you said that you didn't like it, but you developed it first, maybe you liked it later, and you also said that feelings can be cultivated. I'm raising a fart! Xia Zhi also wondered that he actually remembered everyone's remarks so clearly.

"Then who knew you would be so strong? People don't all get married when they settle down, and you have a lot to do. But Xiao Yiqing didn't mean to blame in his words.

"Eh, where's your little brother?" Liang Lu said suddenly, looking at Xia Zhi's eyes a little serious.

Xia Zhi knew what she was going to say, she rolled her eyes and said, "Don't mention his name to me, it's all deleted." ”