The one hundred and thirty-eighth thought: Let's break up
Xue's parents were sleeping in the ancient hall wing on the first floor, and when they heard a faint cry in the courtyard, they suddenly turned on the light and shouted: "Xue, is it you?" ”
I hurriedly shouted to the light in the window and took the snow's head into my arms.
"Snow, don't cry! I beg you, don't do that, okay? ”
Xia Xue sobbed softly, rolled her eyes and looked up at me, biting her thin lip and nodding her head.
I found that Xia Xue was extremely fragile at this moment, and her thin body seemed to be blown away by a gust of wind. She is thin, smart, and smart, and her crying is very distressing, which makes your whole heart follow Su.
Seeing her like this, I can't ask any more questions, I just hope that she can get out of the hurt I have caused her as soon as possible. I even look forward to living a peaceful and happy life together as before.
But a lot of things, once they happen, can't go back. We can't turn back time, and we can't erase the memories we have had. What happened has been engraved and cannot be shaken!
I went back to my room and fell asleep, and hugged my delicate body into my arms, without any waves in my heart. Yes, just endless remorse and pity!
Second, under the watchful eyes of the snow parents, we drove away. Say goodbye to this quaint and heavy ancient village of Huizhou, farewell to the big pear tree and the black dog flower cat. However, the trip was so rushed, I didn't even have time to say goodbye to them.
As I drove along the highway, my parents were in the back seat talking about their feelings. Compared to their remaining excitement, the silence between me and Snow can be described as chilling.
I also want to break the silence, but I can't do it!
When passing by Wuhu City, Xue suddenly withdrew his gaze immersed in the window, and said coldly: "Lu Xia, I want to go to Wuhu to have fun, you get off the highway in front." ”
"Wuhu? What's the fun? I was surprised.
Seeing my blunt attitude, my mother reached out and pulled my hair: "Stinky son, tell you to get off the highway and get off the highway, there are more places to play in Wuhu!" ”
My dad wanted to save some face for me, so he glanced at his wife before he smiled at me: "Lu Xia, if you want to go down to play, go down!" It's still early anyway. …… I listen to Wuhu's Fangte is very good, and you can also go to Jiangxinzhou to see, listen to the delicious Yangtze River fish, lunch is just arranged on the ......"
According to Mushroom Snow's emotions, I didn't dare to rebel, so I drove the car out of the highway.
There are indeed a lot of places to play in Wuhu, so I won't repeat them here.
Later, I went to Jiangxinzhou to eat fish, my parents were old and couldn't stand the toss, so after lunch, I took the snow to go boating, and they found a place to rest.
The boat swayed and drifted away, and the air was filled with moisture.
It reminds me of the first time I took a boat ride in Chaohu Lake with snow, when she was fascinated by a mysterious myth. At that time, I felt that she was a simple and pure girl, like a clear spring that was not stained with dirt, rippling in the sun.
The boat swayed, and the snow walked to the bow of the boat, looked back at me, and smiled gracefully, the dimples on his face were particularly charming.
The water is sparkling, the breeze is light, and the hair on the temples is swaying in the air.
In the distance, a big ship sailed through the main road, the ripples rolled, and the whistle sounded as if it were ethereal!
The willows on the shallow island are gloomy, the water hooves are playing, from the shallows to the willow branches, the white wings sometimes glide, sometimes flutter, and the clouds in the sky are moist and colorful!
I was captured by the scenery of the Yiren people in front of me, and those reluctant, filthy, and rough moods also became fresh and bright under the washing of the Yangtze River water!
No wonder people try to travel when they're in a bad mood! The current situation has brought me a little comfort and confidence. Looking at Xia Xue again, there is no timidity before.
"You live at the head of the Yangtze River, I live at the end of the Yangtze River, I don't see you every night, and I drink a river of water. When will this water rest? When has this hatred ended? ……”
At this point, I sighed: "Xue, why did you know that the head and tail of the Yangtze River in ancient times were the same river?" ”
"Can you ask a more boring question?"
I stretched out my hand and picked up a handful of water and sprinkled it into the air: "I have been to Chongqing before, where the water of the Yangtze River is still clear and transparent, but when it flows here, it is yellow!" ”
Snow ignored me, sat on the bow of the boat and began to look at the river, his face reflected in the ripples.
Suddenly, she seemed to think of something happy and couldn't help laughing.
I saw that the snow trail laughed to itself, took off its life jacket, and opened its arms against the wind at the bow of the boat:
"If you don't swim the Yangtze River, you're not a hero!"
After Xia Xue finished speaking, her whole body leaned forward and plunged into the water......
I was terrified, staring at the scene in front of me with wide eyes, my head buzzing.
For a long, long time, I had a chaotic mind. It was as if my body was being put into a mould of concrete, and the mortar covered and buried me, and I could not move, allowing the world to be turned upside down, twisted, and swirled before my eyes......
In the chaos, I saw people running around me one after another, some of them threw themselves on the bow of the boat to look, some jumped into the water, and some stood on a high place and pointed fingers....... But I couldn't hear a sound, there was silence around me, as if I had pressed the mute button, except for the buzzing tinnitus, only my own pounding heartbeat and heavy gasps.
Xia Xue, if you die here today, how will you let me live?
Xia Xue, if your behavior today is because of me, how will you let me spend the rest of my life?
Xia Xue, if you don't come back today, I think I can only choose to accompany you......
……
If you haven't been here before
If I hadn't left
Does grief slow down?
It was only later that I realized that grief can be resurrected from the dead!
Your arrival puts an end to a period of my sorrow, and when you leave, a new sorrow is born and flourishes!
……
Wuhu City People's Hospital, Xia Xue leaned on the bed with white lips, her face was bloodless, and her big eyes stared out of the window, but it was pitch black outside the window, and there was not even a single star
I settled my parents in the hotel, said hello to the head nurse, and borrowed a bench.
Some things are really subtle! The first time I got in touch with Xia Xue, I stayed in front of the hospital bed and looked at the drip bottle. At that time, neither of us thought that there would be an unforgettable memory for each other.
Later, Xia Xue came to Feishi, and it was her turn to stay in front of the hospital bed, and since then our short and sweet love has begun.
In this relationship, we have all worked hard, sincerely, and given ......, but we don't want to give up, but why do we still have to drift apart?
Later, it was my turn to stay in front of the hospital bed, watching the little by little medicine in the drip bottle. It's like walking in a circle, and finally back to square one! This is how our story will come to an end.
Xia Xue's pale lips moved, and her face was expressionless:
"Lu Xia, let's break up!"