(64) No longer believe in Him
Jingrou suddenly heard Qin Junchi's explanation that surprised her like this, she was really shocked, and she was very willing to believe that these were the real facts, but as long as she thought of Wu Yuan's determined face in front of her in the clothing store that day, she was a little hesitant and didn't know whether to believe Qin Junchi's words or not.
Because the current Jingrou really couldn't believe Qin Junchi anymore, she was so afraid that after believing in this man again this time, she would still get a disappointing result in the end, so after thinking about it, she finally decided not to believe it anymore.
On the other end of the phone, Qin Junchi didn't hear any response from Jingrou for a long time, so he couldn't help but say a little eagerly: "Jingrou, are you listening?" What I say is really the truth, you must not doubt it, you must believe me! The reason why I haven't contacted you for so long is not only because of my work, but also because I want to find out the truth about this matter, and I don't want you to doubt me again like before. Actually, I just recently learned about this fact, so I was so anxious to explain it to you immediately! ”
Jing Rou, who had been listening silently, immediately asked coldly in a tone that sounded a little indifferent after Qin Junchi's excited words were finished, "Are you finished?" ”
As soon as he heard the soft tone, Qin Junchi's heart suddenly cooled half, he was a little helpless, and he replied very discouragedly: "Well, that's all I have found now." ”
Jing Rou's tone was still unwavering, as if what Qin Junchi said had nothing to do with her: "Okay, I heard it clearly, now you can hang up, I want to sleep." ”
Qin Junchi's expected reaction did not even appear at all in Jing Rou's words, although Jing Rou would be angry with him, which he expected, but when he really heard her cold voice, he still felt a little disappointed and even a little sad in his heart.
At this moment, Qin Junchi could only think helplessly in his heart: Now for the little woman who is angry with herself, she probably won't listen to anything she says, it seems that she can only wait for a few days when her anger subsides, and then explain and apologize to her well!
So Qin Junchi said listlessly: "Okay, you sleep, I'll call you in a few days." Then he just dropped the phone.
Jingrou said that she wanted to sleep was actually just an excuse, she just chose not to believe what Qin Junchi said, because she was afraid that she would be affected by the already turbulent emotions, so she wanted to end the conversation quickly. But suddenly after listening to Qin Junchi talk about so many things, after putting down her mobile phone, where could she sleep immediately!
Lying in the quilt, Jingrou pondered Qin Junchi's words over and over again, and always felt that what he said seemed like a fantasy, which made her really unable to believe that those were true, and she really couldn't be sure that Qin Junchi was really wronged.
Jingrou couldn't fall asleep over and over, but no matter how she thought about it, she felt that there was something wrong with what Qin Junchi said: how could there be so many coincidences, how could there be such a vicious woman? Even if Wu Yuan is pregnant with someone else's child, then she won't be for nothing, so easy to rely on Qin Junchi? If there was no emotion between them, nothing happened, with Qin Junchi's smart mind, he would never be led by Wu Yuan so easily, not to mention that he was made by Wu Yuan like now, his wife was separated so seriously, would he be so stupid?
Jingrou thought about it all night, and in the end, she still felt for sure that there must have been that kind of relationship between Qin Junchi and Wu Yuan, but whether there must be feelings between them, she was really not sure. As for whether Qin Junchi had feelings for herself, she felt that she must have had it in the past, but now she was also unsure.
In just two years of married life, too many things have happened that make Jingrou unbearable, and she feels that she is too sad and passive! Jingrou doesn't want to live in waiting and anticipation anymore, and she doesn't want to live in believing and not believing anymore, she feels that she is really tired, so tired, so want to be free, so want to restore a normal heart!
Seeing that it was dawning, Jingrou felt that her head was simply hurting terribly, and at this moment she heard her mother get up to make breakfast, so she endured the pain and immediately got up.
Jingrou slowly sat up and turned her head to look at her daughter who was still asleep, and the cute appearance of the little guy was like a painkiller for headaches, which made her feel that the headache seemed to be much lighter, and she couldn't help but kiss her daughter's chubby little face gently. The baby who was kissed by Jingrou in her sleep showed a sweet smile with her eyes closed, and Jingrou was immediately infected by that cute appearance, and her mood immediately turned from cloudy to sunny!
Jingrou thought silently in her heart: for the sake of her daughter, she must be a strong mother, a confident mother, and her own misfortune must not affect the healthy growth of her daughter. I must work hard to strive for a happy living environment for my daughter, and I must let her grow up carefree and happy like children from normal families.
Jingrou, who has made up her mind, will no longer hesitate and worry, she wants to accompany her parents and daughter well in the days before going abroad, and she also has to adjust her physical condition to meet the challenges with a hundred times more energy, and to face the strange world that she knows nothing about.
So from this day on, Jingrou adjusted her life well, not only did she get up early and go to bed early every day, but also ate three meals a day normally, even if she couldn't eat, she wouldn't stop eating. And at night, Jingrou also tries not to think cranky, and goes to bed as early as possible.
The daily work at home is Jingrou is to do what she can, buy vegetables, cook, do laundry and cleaning, and try not to use her mother's hands. The daughter's affairs are Jingrou is even more of a handbag, picking up and dropping off her daughter back and forth between kindergartens every day, accompanying her daughter to read books and play with toys at home, and not letting her mother bother a little from morning to night.
Yao Zhiwen and Shen Ru dreamed that their youngest daughter's mental outlook was refreshed and her body had improved, and they were really happy for her. The baby daughter revolves around her mother every day, and she keeps doing small programs every day, becoming like a little star in the family. Even Jingshu when she returned to her parents' house was positively affected, as long as she stayed at her parents' house, she went out for a walk and exercised with her sister and niece, so her weight began to grow less quickly, and she controlled it well.
On the Yao family's side, the family is actively preparing for the future of their two daughters, but the Qin family's side is completely different.
Since the second elder of the Qin family met his former daughter-in-law and granddaughter on that day, he has never seen Jingrou bring his granddaughter to see them, and he can't help but miss them very much. It's just that because something unpleasant happened in Qin's house last time, they were embarrassed to call Jingrou to bring their granddaughter to the house. But after a long time, the taste of missing their granddaughter made the two elders finally unable to bear it, so on this day, the second elder of the Qin family directly took the car to the Yao family in the town.
Because today is a rest day in the kindergarten, when the second elder of the Qin family came to Yao's house, it happened that Shen Rumeng took her granddaughter to buy vegetables, so Jingrou was the only one in the Yao family.
Hearing the sound of the door opening, and seeing that it was Qin Junchi's parents who came in, Jingrou was stunned for a moment, and then she immediately understood why the second elder came to the house. So Jing Rou hurriedly and enthusiastically asked the second elder of the Qin family to sit down in the house, and then told them that their precious granddaughter would be back in a while.
The second elder of the Qin family saw that Jing Rou's attitude towards them was still the same as before, and he didn't seem to have any intention of hating them, and he immediately felt a lot more comforted in his heart. So they quickly and happily handed over the snacks they bought for their granddaughter to Jingrou, and then sat on the stool together and chatted with Jingrou while waiting for their granddaughter to come back.
Qin's mother looked at her former daughter-in-law, and she found that Jingrou's mental outlook was much better than before, so she couldn't help but ask: "What has Jingrou been busy with lately, we passed by your clothing store when we came, and saw that the clothing store was closed, did it close today?" ”
Jingrou explained with a smile: "No, the clothing store has been closed for a long time. ”
Qin's mother immediately asked again in confusion: "Why, why do you say that if you don't do it, you won't do it, isn't it a good job?" ”
Jingrou continued to explain with a smile, "Oh, it's because I'm going abroad, so I have to end the clothing store first. ”
When Qin Mu heard this, she was a little surprised and asked loudly: "What, you are going abroad, when will you leave, does my family Junchi know?" ”
I was in a hurry to say something that shouldn't have been said, so as soon as the words came out, Qin Mu felt a little uncomfortable, so she quickly smiled awkwardly and said, "Jingrou, don't get me wrong, I just care about you." ”
Jing Rou also felt a little uncomfortable in her heart when she saw Qin's mother's embarrassed face, she hurriedly pretended to be strong and replied with a smile: "I haven't told him yet, I know he's busy so I don't want to disturb him, I want to wait until I want to leave before I tell him." ”
Father Qin, who had been sitting on the side and had been silent, couldn't help but speak at this time: "I think it's better to tell Junchi early, this child is really, I don't know what he's busy with all day long, and his wife and children don't know how to care about it!" ”
As soon as the words fell, Father Qin sighed again and again with some anger.
Qin Mu also hurriedly echoed and said, "That's it!" So Jingrou, where are you going abroad, and how long will it take to come back? ”
Jingrou listened to the words of the second elder of the Qin family who cared about her, and her heart felt warm, and her sad mood became much better: "I am preparing to go to Japan, the interview has been passed, and the materials have been handed in. I've only been there for half a year, after all, the baby is still young, and I can't bear to leave her for too long! ”