XXXIII. Worship is sinless
Fianna longs for light, she draws nourishment from electricity and gets life, but only by immersing herself in light can she be comfortable and happy, and she can't do without it like a drunkard who is deeply addicted.
But I turned the light into something that hurt her, into a weapon to destroy her, and the light was no longer comfortable, no longer considerate, no longer gentle, no longer healing, but stabbed her, cut her, made her miserable, and devastated her.
She embraced the light with all her heart, and she did not resist the damage. Her feathers were torn apart in the blades of light.
It's just not enough.
The Flower of Souls is still there.
On her black chest, a golden flower bloomed, and then, the flower dispersed, and her injured body healed quickly. Her roar is like the roar of thousands of dolphins under the deep sea.
She said, "How dare you..."
The effect of Heaven and Earth Yuanyi was still continuing, and the new round of light blades made her blood flow like a waterfall, and the real blood flowed like a waterfall, her blood turned into a downpour, and the ground was full of water.
I've only learned the moves that belong to the saints, but I don't have the power of the saints, and once the light is gone, I'm still no match for her.
She tried to get close to me, but the Lightblade was as dense as a flying locust, and the fire was so powerful that she blocked her eyes with her hand, but the Lightblade cut off her hand in a matter of seconds, blinding her again.
I immediately jumped on a blade of light and entered her mouth, deep into her throat.
It's a bit of a bad description, but that's the way it is, I used my fierce weapon to get through her mouth and into her body, in fact, if you look closely, this female living corpse is quite beautiful...
Ah, how terrible human language is, how bad human associations are.
I was also a little excited.
I pumped my mouth, which made me struggle out of the inferiority of the web of madness, and walked through the dark passages in the body of the female living corpse, which was filled with fire, but there was no smell, not even blood, unlike Lamia......
No, I must clarify, in fact, the goddess in every man's mind is afraid that the body is very smelly, and this female living corpse is a clear stream, and her fire kills all the bacteria and filth. Ah, how disgusting these living corpses are, yet they are so perfect in their bodies.
So, my Solese is actually the real Holy and Immaculate? What a bargain for that little bastard named Cherris, who took his their...
...... What the was I thinking? Can I be okay?
I'm focused on finding the Flower of the Soul.
Many tree cysts attached to the walls of her stomach, hatching at this point, clones of Mir and Borning, but I was a beam of light, and I killed them before they could strike.
Maybe it's going to bereave both of them, but whatever? Maybe they're dead, and Longinus doesn't even have his own mother......
The thought made my brain ache and completely stopped my distractions.
The Flower of the Soul stood in the center of her stomach like a drop in the soil, and in her stomach was the gastric juice of the fire, like a gift from God in this dark and terrifying place.
I grabbed it with my Mjonir glove, and the force field pulled it out, and it came back to me, and I immediately put it in my pocket, and at that moment, there was a muffled thunderous sound, and it was Fianna who screamed, and the blade continued, and I had to get out of it quickly.
But what about exports? The blade of light was gone, and she had to climb up the way she came, her esophagus slippery.
Can't go up, only down, do you want to come from behind her .... Ah, that's too much, too much! How can I endure this humiliation? Although the living corpse is not excreted, and the passage is not necessarily dirty, from a psychological point of view, how extreme is it for me?
If a man has gold under his knees, is he a thief with a rooster and a dog? I'm going to escape through the hole behind a living woman? This! This!
It's exciting.
I didn't hesitate any longer, and immediately found the right direction and moved downward.
Her abdomen was pierced by a blade of light, and a gash poured in the light from outside.
I was so disappointed that I had to get out of this opening.
Fianna fell to her knees, her body shattered, her blood rained down, and the light went out a lot, but she still hadn't found a way to turn off all the light bulbs, probably because she never thought that anyone would hurt her with the light, and she couldn't find the switch in her desperation.
She never thought about destroying the lighting, she loved the light too much.
Maybe she's been buried in the darkness for too long.
I have experienced her pain, her life has been very unfair, she has never been treated kindly, even if there has been a brief period of happiness, but then it has been a shameless betrayal.
Even the light she loves, betrays her.
One of her eyeballs could move, but everything else was crippled.
In her head is the Hellfire, the Ancestor of the Hellfire I have been looking for.
As soon as I take out this fire, Salotte will be able to perform a ritual to stop Yegari from attacking Cry.
But I understand what the price is.
The price is that Fianna is forever sober and sealed somewhere in the cry, and her soul, her memories, her suffering, her curse will continue.
She will never have a day of liberation, even if her soul completely collapses and goes crazy.
I jumped on her head and stabbed the Holy Spear with the tip downwards into her skull.
I unleashed my telekinesis and struck through her skull, and I could feel her flames extinguished.
Completely extinguished.
Her soul also ceased to exist.
I can't find a way to save you, Fianna, I'm sorry, but hopefully this will free you.
But what about crying? What should I do if I cry?
Crying and trying to find another way, that's all there is to it.
Alas, my life is not good, why can't there be a great god like Salot? The original Master Helsing was not bad, but unfortunately it was not enough. I always felt that at least Cain and Abel had to be of the same level to make me feel at ease.
But no.
I've learned that Heaven and Earth Yuanyi can't really kill Yegri, and I hope that when Yegeri comes, this trick will scare her away.
.....
Lamia said, "It hurts.... It hurts..."She cried out in pain, touched her head, and woke up from her coma.
I stood in front of Fianna's corpse with her in my arms, the warm light shining on both of us, the wind blowing, and the hem of my clothes fluttering gently with her long hair.
Lamia asked, "What are you doing here?" ”
I sighed, "I... Kill her. ”
Lamia let out an "um" and asked, "So what are you doing holding me and standing still?" ”
Because it's better to hold her pose with her back to someone else.
I cried out, "I didn't take her fire, I extinguished her soul, and she was in pain, so I freed her from the suffering of a lifetime." Lamia, I am powerful, but even if I am so powerful, I am not omniscient and omnipotent, and I cannot save a living corpse destined to perish! Oh, I'm guilty, and I sometimes feel like I'm being strong instead of being a sin. ”
Lamia seemed to understand something, and looked behind me, and saw Mandarogo, Elrez, Mir, Borning, and Kimpoli laid down on the ground in a row by me, and they all regained consciousness and could at least understand what I was saying.
And what I'm saying, I've been thinking about it for almost an hour.
I said, "Oh no, please don't worship me, and don't be grateful that I saved your lives!" Because my heart is not happy, it is not something to celebrate.
You may think that my strength is comparable to that of a god, but how can a god who cannot save everything be called a god? Alas, because of my great strength, I overlook all living beings in the world, but because I overlook all living beings in the world, I have a better understanding of the suffering of the world. Because I have experienced the suffering of the world, the more I feel a kind of powerlessness.
What a contradiction, but it's too cold to be high.
The ancients said: The sage is benevolent, so all things are destroyed, and all living beings are sad and happy, all of which are their own responsibility. I'm such a character, how hard is this, how stupid is that?
I'm such a stupid sage.
However, the benevolent are invincible. ”
Lamia said, "Yes, you are an idiot! ”
I couldn't help but feel angry in my heart - she didn't know what difficult choices and sacrifices I had made, so what could I do in front of outsiders at this moment?
Lamia said, "Your pants are rotten. ”
I turned my head to look behind me and burst into tears, and before I was paying attention, the fire burned a hole in my pants, and even the bottoms were gone, just right at my hips.
As soon as they opened their eyes, they could see my white skin, and the shadow of two balls looming.
I saw that Mir was about the same height and weight as me, and was going to put her pants on me, after all, I had saved her life, and that was not too much to ask. However, Mir kicked me in the leg and Lamia bit my hand, and I was depressed and felt the merciless revenge of the world, alas, it is because of this that God will give up this world.
Lamia said angrily: "Why are you taking off other girls' pants?" ”
I said, "No." ”
Lamia bit me again, and I couldn't speak, sad for this society full of sensitive words.
Mandarogo rolled over and sat up, and cast a spell on me, and my pants were intact and shining like a rock star, and I didn't know they had angels.
Mandarogo said, "I saw you fighting with a female living corpse, such a blade of light.... I've seen it. ”
I asked, "Really?" ”
Mandarogo said, "It belonged to Lucifer, and a long time ago he was the most powerful among us, and even Michael was defeated by Lucifer in the decisive battle. ”
Elrez interrupted him, "So, Longinus has Lucifer's unique spells, as well as the demonic power under Belier's command?" ”
I said, "This is the mystery of fate, it is erratic, it is elusive, and one day it will meet somewhere and produce a wonderful encounter." ”
"But Longinus did a good thing, and if it weren't for him, we would have died, our souls would have ended, and our mission would have failed, for which we must be grateful," Mandarogo said. ”
I said, "I've already said it, please don't be grateful to me, and don't worship me." ”
Mandarogo laughed, "I understand, I won't worship you. ”
This angel is so annoying, don't you understand that I'm just being humble?
Kim Poli asked, "What's next?" ”
Mandarogo said, "We return to the storage area, maybe Wu Ce can find some more artifacts, and we need to convince him to let us bring the ghouls to the surface, they are a valuable force against demons." ”