Chapter 16: Black and White Industry Chain
Xia Yun easily stepped into the depths of my life.
In my eyes, she is the kind of girl who is so frank that she is very arbitrary. Beautiful as water, her skin is very smooth, her long hair is tied in a ponytail at will, she likes to wear a floral cloth skirt in the broken sunlight under the tree, close her eyes and smell the fragrance of flowers, and then giggle, her voice is like the autumn sun, and the birds that cross the sky.
According to Ah B, perhaps, it is at such an age when it is easy to dream that people like me are full of curiosity.
I started dreaming about doing a lot of things with her. Some will tell her, and some of the dreams are charming and warm, and they can't tell her if they are killed, otherwise they will be killed by her. And these dreams, in the past many days, were originally only related to Chen Yiyao.
Since when did Chen Yiyao rarely appear in my dreams?
During the Mid-Autumn Festival, the student union organizes a grand masquerade ball, requiring everyone to wear a mask.
The little sheep asked Ah B what mask he had prepared, and Ah B didn't tell her if he killed him, which made the little sheep extremely depressed. Since she and Ah B have been together, Ah B's prodigal son personality has made her often feel a sense of crisis, and she always feels that one day Ah B will be snatched away by others.
And Ah B didn't really want to go to the masquerade. Because even if I went to the prom, I didn't dare to ask other girls to dance. It's no different from usual, anyway, my dance partner will definitely be a little sheep.
Since he broke his vows and cried with his mother for a living allowance, Ah B's father used this incident as evidence that he couldn't take care of himself, and threatened him not to go back to his home factory to exercise, so he completely cut off his supply.
This also made Ah B completely fall into the situation of poor life. He gritted his teeth and worked several part-time jobs, tutoring, handing out flyers, and working as a helper in a restaurant, he didn't want the little sheep to do these things, saying that it would be good to enjoy college life, and he would solve the money-making things.
The tables and chairs in the cafeteria have been moved out of a large open space, and there is the school's ballroom. The ballroom was bustling with activity, with everyone wearing a mask and searching for their favorite dance partner in the crowd.
I wore a frog mask and covered everything above my nose except for my eyes. The revolving lights in the ballroom flood the colourful light of the banta, and the young figures intersect with each other. I stood by the door, I don't know why my heart was beating so hard, I never felt uncertain.
I suddenly felt a strong urge to do something I had never dared to do.
My palms were sweaty, and my body was shaking, but there was an urgent anticipation in my heart. I stood next to the dance floor, my back against the wall, my eyes searching for Xia Yun in the crowd.
At the table across the dance floor, a girl wearing a fawn mask caught my attention. She was wearing a green shirt and a white skirt, and although I couldn't see it clearly, my gut told me it was her.
I stood there quietly, staring at her, and I only felt the love surging in my heart. At this time, my heart was very quiet, I didn't feel nervous or flustered at all, what a strange thing, I was anxious when I waited and searched, but when I saw her sitting in front of my eyes, I was so stable.
There were so many dim and flickering lights, so many people, but I only had her presence in my eyes, and all the noise could not stop the ardent desire in my heart.
In my memory, many things are just fragments of time, and I can't remember the whole picture. But I still remember every detail of what happened that day, and these details often appear in my dreams later on, sometimes clearly, sometimes vaguely, and even when I often think I have forgotten, it suddenly seems to come to me as if the fog has dissipated. The light and shadow that lingers in my heart, those warm breaths, come to me one after another, like a dream.
I've watched both of her songs, and during this time, no less than 5 boys have asked her to dance, but she hasn't moved.
I have recalled the scene of that day more than once, and those lively flavors linger in my memory, and there is always a feeling flowing slowly in my heart in my memory. I kept thinking, if I hadn't stepped forward, if I hadn't grabbed her by the hand and pulled her onto the dance floor when the third track played, if, if none of this had happened, would my life have been different?
All I could see was her eyes and lips, but her beauty had already carved a deep imprint on my heart, she gently pursed her lips, her beautiful eyes were always looking at me, my hand was on her waist, only to feel her waist was slender and soft, her hair had a warm fragrance, her hands were soft and smooth, as white as jade grease.
At first, my hand was gently squeezed by me, and after a song, her hand gradually clasped with me. A ripple suddenly rippled in my heart, a faint, very strange feeling. This feeling was also felt when I was with Chen Yiyao.
"How are you alone? Not with Yang Xiaole? I asked her.
"She didn't come, did she quarrel with Ah B?" She shook her head.
"I don't know." The music was a bit loud, and I had to get closer to her to hear her voice clearly, "A few people asked you to dance just now, why didn't you go?" ”
"I don't want to dance." She replied to me with a smile.
"But aren't you dancing with me right now? Why can I invite you? ”
"You didn't invite me." She raised her head and said, "Obviously, you dragged me down, and the overlord forced the bow." ”
This sentence is used here, and it feels so ambiguous. She also seemed to know that she had said the wrong thing, and her face turned red. My lips were painted with bright colors, and I could barely take my eyes off them.
I leaned into her ear: "Did you put on lipstick?" ”
"It's lip gloss, is it good-looking?" She laughed, curled her lips slightly, and showed me.
But this action made my heart sway, and my brain was in a trance.
I don't know how many dances we danced together, but we just danced one song after another, and no one took the initiative to stop. I couldn't see her expression, but I could see her beautiful eyes, her gaze was as clear as water.
I think I might have kissed her, in that noisy ballroom, with its shadows staggered. But I'm not sure. I think maybe it's just a hallucination on my part, and in such a noisy and lively place, people's feelings are always a little off. I don't know if I'm dreaming or not, I have a blank memory in my memory, but I always have a vague impression in my mind, which is sometimes clear and sometimes vague.
I remember the song was slow and beautiful, and the neon lights overhead had been turned off, leaving only a few flickering lights. I think it's so quiet, and there are one-on-one pairs of men and women wearing masks on the dance floor. I don't know when she put her hands on my shoulders, and my hands were gently around her waist.
I felt like my heart was racing a little, her beautiful eyes seemed to drown me out, her hair was so long, the ends of her hair occasionally brushed my hands. My eyes seemed to be a little confused, and the clear and beautiful expression of the woman in front of me gradually dissolved, transforming into countless beautiful lights.
I remember I called softly: Xia Yun.
Then, as she smiled at me, I approached her and kissed her softly on the lips.
This kiss caught her off guard, and her whole body stiffened all of a sudden.