Qi Dai was thinking about when and under what circumstances she and Xu Yuanshan would meet this morning.

Maybe it's when it's reporting from the No. 1 Middle School in the city, maybe it's when you're waiting for a class, maybe it's an unexpected encounter when you go out, or maybe it's in a romantic scene......

I didn't expect to meet on the first day of rebirth, in an ordinary and crowded cafeteria.

If it weren't for her sensitivity to Xu Yuanshan's three words, she wouldn't even know that Xu Yuanshan was in the same school as her in junior high school!!

If it weren't for her deep memory of Xu Yuanshan's facial features, maybe she wouldn't have regarded the shriveled little boy in front of her who was sallow-skinned, looked thinner than her, wore a pot lid, wore black-framed thick glasses, and had cheek acne on his face, as Xu Yuanshan, who looked handsome, fair-skinned, and tall and long-legged more than ten years later.

So in addition to excitement and distress, there is a subtle indescribable feeling in her current mood, and she feels deeply ashamed of her former superficiality.

Xu Yuanshan was immersed in eating, and suddenly his eyes were shrouded in shadows, he thought it was the bullies in the class again, and after waiting for a while, he didn't see anyone say sarcastic or other actions, so he slowly raised his head, and then found that it was the girl in the next class who had been looking at him just now! The other party's expression was a little complicated, and before he could decipher it, the other party had already shown a good-looking smile at him.

Xu Yuanshan...... Xu Yuanshan immediately lowered his head and pretended not to see it.

After Qi Dai came back to his senses, he sat down in the vacant seat opposite him, Shi Meimei followed with a dinner plate for some reason, and glanced at Qi Dai in disbelief when she saw the two people opposite.

The "prince" she just said couldn't be one of the two, could she?

Qi Dai didn't care what she thought, she was now immersed in the joy of seeing the young Xu Yuanshan.

Because of the filter of the adult Xu Yuanshan, now she sees that the current Xu Yuanshan is only full of distress, and there is no dislike and contempt from others, and even when she found out that Xu Yuanshan really only had one potato on his plate, she was thinking about how to inadvertently use her meal card to buy more food for Xu Yuanshan.

"Classmate, do you have anything wrong?"

The first to speak was the boy who had just called Xu Yuanshan's name, Qi Dai happened to know him, his name was Chen Guangyu, he was the school committee of the next class, with a square face, a small head, wearing a school uniform, a scholarship, and his eyes were above the top, he hated students who didn't study well, a standard model student, and a treasure of the teachers.

He and Xu Yuanshan sat in a four-seater, and usually no one would come to sit opposite them, especially girls, so he asked.

However, Qi Dai just glanced at him, then turned his head and continued to watch Xu Yuanshan eat, and replied casually: "It's okay, what can happen." ”

Chen Guangyu frowned, he always felt that this girl's eyes were ill-intentioned when she looked at Xu Yuanshan, so he didn't care anymore, but just urged Xu Yuanshan: "Xu Yuanshan, hurry up, let's go to the classroom at noon to solve those two physics problems." ”

Xu Yuanshan didn't say that it was good or bad, but the speed of eating was a little faster.

Qi Dai sighed lightly and gently persuaded: "Eating is good for the stomach and intestines by chewing slowly, and you are so thin that you need to eat slowly to absorb better." ”

Xu Yuanshan also didn't answer, but his eating speed slowed down again.

Qi Dai saw it in her eyes, and suddenly felt that Xu Yuanshan in her youth was really cute, and she wanted to touch his head.

Chen Guangyu also saw it, but he was more angry: "Eating is eating, how can we need so much mess, we are in the second year of junior high school!" Time is so tight, you must have to race against time to eat! ”

Qi Dai didn't answer him this time, because Xu Yuanshan still maintained an unhurried eating speed, but although Shi Meimei was also curious about how Qi Dai came over suddenly, she couldn't get used to Chen Guangyu's face, so she said: "If you are short of time, then you go, and no one is pulling you." ”

"You!" Chen Guangyu wanted to refute her, but Xu Yuanshan was still silent, didn't speak or look at him, his face turned red, and finally said to Xu Yuanshan fiercely: "I'll go first, if you are willing to follow others to fall, who is willing to care about you!" The implicit nature of this last sentence is self-evident.

Shi Meimei rose angrily, and Chen Guangyu ran very fast.

Shi Meimei pointed at his back and scolded: "Is there something wrong with this person?" Isn't the teacher's treasure great?! ”

Qi Dai nodded without looking at it: "Yes." I don't know if to answer the previous sentence or the latter sentence.

She asked Xu Yuanshan: "Are you also from Class 6?" ”

In fact, this question is not a problem at all, Xu Yuanshan's character, even if he is not so autistic now, still does not take the initiative to socialize with others, since he will eat with Chen Guangyu, it means that they will at least be in the same class.

Sure enough, Xu Yuanshan nodded faintly after hearing this.

The No. 9 Middle School has a separate four-story building, and only in the third year of junior high school can it be moved to the comprehensive teaching building where the high school is located.

There are a total of six classes in the second grade of junior high school, occupying the third and fourth floors, of which the fifth and sixth classes are key classes, which are the only two classes on the top floor, facing the front playground and sharing the same corridor, but the corridor next to the fifth class can lead to the front playground, the school gate and the canteen, and the corridor next to the sixth class leads to the back playground, dormitory building and toilet, plus most of the teachers in the two classes coincide, so the people in the two classes are basically familiar with each other. It is precisely because of this that Qi Dai felt extremely depressed and ashamed that she didn't know that Xu Yuanshan was only separated by a wall from her when she was in junior high school.

Fortunately, she can start again now, it's not too late, she quickly adjusted her mood and said to Xu Yuanshan with a smile: "By the way, you probably don't know me yet, introduce yourself, my name is Qi Dai, and I am from Class 5." ”

Shi Meimei pulled her clothes under the table for some reason, and Qi Dai gave her a slightly calm look and looked at Xu Yuanshan expectantly.

Under her burning gaze, Xu Yuanshan finally stammered, but instead of introducing himself, he said, "I, I know." ”

Qi Dai instantly came to her senses, put down her chopsticks and asked excitedly, "Do you know me?" ”

Xu Yuanshan was stunned for three seconds and then chose to tell the truth: "Recognize, know." ”

Qi Dai smiled and asked, "How do you know me?" In fact, I have already made up a campus youth drama in my mind that Xu Yuanshan has long had a crush on him.

It's a pity that Xu Yuanshan said: "Teacher Zhang has read us your essay template. ”

Qi Dai was a little lost, Xu Yuanshan pursed his lips and still didn't tell her, in fact, in addition to this reason, it was also because the boys in the class were discussing her recently.

However, Qi Dai was also lost for a few seconds, and soon became elated again, and asked him, "Then do you know how to write my name?" ”

Xu Yuanshan nodded.

Qi Dai asked again: "Then do you think that it makes sense for our names to be connected together?" ”

Xu Yuanshan began to stutter again: "It's okay, it's okay." As he spoke, he lowered his head and raised his hand to hold his glasses to hide his suddenly hot cheeks.

Qi Dai was still excitedly saying: "It's obviously very good, you are far away, I am like Dai, made in heaven." ”

"Ahem, ahem." Shi Meimei, who was pretending to be transparent, was choked on rice, and she didn't know whether to say that Qi Dai was obsessed or hungry.

Where is the little boy in front of him worth stopping?!

Qi Dai didn't care what Shi Meimei thought of her, and still talked to Xu Yuanshan with a smile.

It's a pity that Xu Yuanshan doesn't talk much, unless she asks, she will never say much.

This also made Qi Dai very happy, after all, Xu Yuanshan as an adult could only answer one sentence after she said ten sentences, and it was only after chatting a lot that she gradually got better.

They sat in the cafeteria and chatted while eating, until everyone was gone, and Xu Yuanshan still had one-third of the rice on his plate.

Shi Meimei always felt that if she didn't open her mouth again, it was estimated that Qi Dai would be able to talk until tomorrow, and even Xu Yuanshan would not end the topic in advance, so she sighed silently before saying, "If we eat well, let's go, I want to go back to sleep." ”

"Huh? Let's go. Qi Dai was a little reluctant, Xiao Yuanshan really poked her too much.

However, she also knew that they had just met today, and she was not in a hurry, so she quickly adjusted her mood and said goodbye to Xu Yuanshan.

Before leaving, Qi Dai asked Xu Yuanshan with some anxiety: "We are friends, right?" ”

Xu Yuanshan was stunned, he had never been friends with anyone when he was so old, and even Chen Guangyu, who came to him for dinner from time to time, just regarded him as a classmate with good grades who could exchange and study.

He clearly knows that he is not likable, so he is also used to being alone.

Can ...... now

Faced with such a pair of big sparkling eyes, it was hard for him to say that he had long been accustomed to being alone.

Qi Dai said again: "If you don't answer me, you will acquiesce." ”

Xu Yuanshan replied sullenly from his throat.

Qi Dai's eyes lit up again, and she stretched out her hand to him: "Since it's a friend, let's shake hands?" ”

Shi Meimei: "??? "I'm afraid it's a fake Adedie!

Xu Yuanshan: "!! ”

Xu Yuanshan looked at the white and tender little hand in front of him, and did several psychological construction before reaching over.

Holding hands together, one cold and one hot, Qi Dai let out a strange "huh", and said curiously: "Obviously we are about the same height, why are your hands bigger than mine?" ”

Xu Yuanshan's face was already hot, but it was even more red at this time, and he hurriedly pulled out his hand and said, "I'm going to the classroom" and ran away.

Qi Dai could only sigh regretfully.

Shi Meimei stretched out her hand and touched her forehead, touched her own, and said suspiciously: "It's not burning." ”

Qi Dai also touched her head and nodded: "I really didn't burn it." ”

Shi Meimei said: "Why didn't you burn you, why did you pester Xu Yuanshan?" ”

Qi Dai's focus is completely different: "Do you know Xu Yuanshan?" ”

Shi Meimei snorted: "Why don't you know?" As soon as he transferred this semester, he occupied the first place in Chen Guangyu, and he scored full marks in basic subjects in two monthly exams, which was more popular with teachers than Chen Guangyu. After saying this, she finished her tone again: "However, I heard that I basically don't talk to anyone in the class, and the teacher stammers when he shouts to answer questions, and everyone is discussing in private whether he is a little stammer." ”

Qi Dai frowned.

Shi Meimei didn't notice it, and continued: "Some people also say that his parents died in a car accident when he was very young, and the relatives at home all said that he was not good at eight characters, and he specialized in treating relatives, so he was sent to an orphanage at a very young age, and the orphanage was not very good to him, and he didn't know how to grow so big." ”

Shi Meimei's heart pinched up every time she said a word, and in the end, Qi Dai felt that her heart was about to become a thread.

Before she was reborn, she only knew that Xu Yuanshan had a bad time when he was a child, and she only said that he had a hard time before. Therefore, I was afraid that he would think of those bad things, and Qi Dai never mentioned the past.

But today I realized that he had suffered so much abandonment and ridicule until now, and she couldn't imagine what Xu Yuanshan had suffered in the years she didn't know that caused the whole person to become autistic, and how he survived in those years after that.

Qi Dai always thought of being very distressed, she wanted to hug the skinny Xu Yuanshan regardless of it, and told him, "Don't be afraid, I'm here, I'll be here in the future, I will protect you." ”

But now Xu Yuanshan is only cowardly and introverted, and the worst ones haven't come yet, and she can still stop them.

And she finally knew why she was back to this day.

Because this is the first time she and Xu Yuanshan met, and it is also the beginning of their story, in the previous life, she missed the opportunity to meet him in advance, missed the opportunity to protect him, and made him suffer a lot of grievances in vain, and did not meet again until a long, long time later, so God asked her to do it again and give her a chance to protect him from the beginning.

Qi Dai was still thinking about how to protect Xu Yuanshan, and heard Shi Meimei say: "So don't bully Xu Yuanshan, he is different from others." ”

"What do you want?" Qi Dai couldn't tell whether to be happy that Shi Meimei would actually protect Xu Yuanshan, or whether she should be sad that her image in her heart was estimated to be like a scumbag.

She looked at the direction Xu Yuanshan left as if talking to Shi Meimei, and seemed to mutter: "How could I bully him, it's too late for me to protect him." ”