Chapter 852: Subconscious
"Holy, how did you get back here?"
Yang rolled his eyes.
He didn't have any concept of childhood.
Because Luo Yang spent all his childhood, there is no memorable meaning for him.
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Following this familiar path, he entered the former "home".
Yang jumped directly onto the fence of his own backyard.
Sure enough, at this time, there was an iron hanhan digging in the small yard.
God knows what kind of mental activity this guy has when he sees what he dug up in a moment.
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When he was a child, Luo Yang looked a little white and fat, of course, just the kind of fat that belongs to the health category, commonly known as baby fat.
If there is no such thing, this child named Luo Yang should be able to smoothly become a person who is no different from ordinary children, attend classes normally, graduate normally, grow up normally, find a job, and then start working to pay off debts for his own mortgage and car loan.
This is the life of an ordinary person.
Yang didn't know why such a strange thing happened to this child.
Maybe that's fate.
When fate arrives, it can't be stopped.
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Who would have thought that this super criminal and the number one boss on the list of anti-humans who is now the most powerful in the world is no different from other children when he was a child, carrying a schoolbag with Ultraman printed on his back to school......
Maybe people who don't know Yang will definitely think that this guy is definitely a demon crawling up from hell when they see what he did later.
It's a pity they guessed wrong.
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"Ah!!h
That familiar scream reached Yang's ears.
It was around this time that his personality began to take shape.
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"It must have been dug up, right?"
Yang sat on the wall, dangling his legs, quietly watching his childhood self experience this tragic thing again.
For Yang, this is not a painful memory.
He just didn't feel very comfortable.
Although this is the reason for his birth, at the same time it is also the day when a child named Luo Yang died.
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Yang looked at the thing that Xiao Luoyang dug out of the soil from a distance.
The corpse was almost decomposed, but it was still recognizable that it was his father.
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"Hey."
Yang sighed.
It's no wonder that Xiao Luoyang will collapse at this time.
In his world, it should have been very happy...... Oh no, it doesn't count, his family was originally full of contradictions and abuse.
Late every night he could hear his parents arguing from the hall.
The sound of glass smashing, crying, cursing......
But he didn't understand any of this very well.
Why are the parents of other children so harmonious, but their parents are like a bunch of enemies?
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This question may not have been figured out by Xiao Luoyang until the day of his split personality.
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Yang sat on the wall, hiding in the shade of the trees, and watched quietly as the child's eyes gradually changed from astonishment to coldness.
There was no innocence in those eyes, which a child should have.
It's all left of the void.
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And at this time, the mother of the child also appeared.
When the young woman returned from work, she found her child slumped to the ground weakly after digging up the things from the yard.
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By this time, the family, which was already riddled with rifts, began to fall apart.
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In Yang's impression, the woman was already very vague.
He can remember many things by heart, but he doesn't have much memory of this person.
He only knew that, in a way, it was this woman who changed his life.
Of course, the birth of Yang is actually thanks to this woman.
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He hadn't seen the woman since he left home at the age of nine.
Didn't think to look for him either.
During the period when Luo was dominant, he didn't have any concept of feelings at all, no hatred, and no thoughts.
Because among the two personalities, Luo is the one who has completely avoided emotions, and everything is borne by Yang.
This is also the reason why Yang hates Luo so much.
If he could, he would also be willing to become part of Luo's personality and switch places with the other party.
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The blood-red sunset shone down.
Yang watched the tragedy quietly.
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He wanted to see the woman who had collapsed in the room.
But in the next second, everything in front of Yang's eyes disappeared.
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"Grass! Why ...... at this time"
Yang felt that this was not under his control at all.
He was about to try to get close to the house to meet the man, but before he could move his steps, he appeared again.
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"It's a husky!"
His vision went blank.
All of this is gone.
The sunset, the little Luoyang, the small saplings that fell beside it, the corpses on the ground......
Everything was annihilated.
And the next thing that appeared in front of Yang was still this courtyard!
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That's weird.
Yang thought he would travel somewhere else.
But now it seems that he has just made a time jump, but the position has not changed.
He was still sitting on the campus wall.
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"This ......"
Yang muttered.
He noticed that the air around him had become a little colder.
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Obviously, he wanted to go up and see what that woman looked like just now, after all, in his memory, everything about this woman had become very vague.
He didn't have any hatred, he just wanted to see the woman.
But just like that, the crossing was carried out.
Yang felt that his time travel was not under his control at all.
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At least not controlled by his subjective thoughts, perhaps subconsciously manipulating.
Zhou Wen said that Yang has completely mastered this function, and he just needs some guidance to make his mind carry out that special beating in order to be able to achieve time travel.
If Yang subjectively wants to cross but still hasn't, then these jumps are actually controlled by his subconscious.
Maybe deep in Yang's heart, he didn't forget the woman's appearance, he just avoided this person who was once important in life, deliberately forgot her existence, and at the same time forgot all the painful emotions.
In a way, he's also an escapist.
And just when he wanted to go up and take a look, his subconscious resisted fiercely.
The subconscious didn't want to face this woman.
In other words, Yang doesn't know how to face this person at all.
So he did a time travel and dodged it all.
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