Jin Yanchen turned his head, made a cold face, and said gloomily: "What kind of temper do I have?" When Tuoba Changrou poisoned me, you hid in that bamboo forest, right? Hide from my jokes, don't you? I'm not poisoned by her, you're disappointed, aren't you? ”

Mu Dianke listened to his inexplicable words, and he was angry for a while. quickly reacted: Jin Yanchen began to find fault with himself again!

When he deliberately found fault, there was no way to reason with him at all.

took a deep breath, forced the anger in his heart, and said coldly: "Whatever you think." ”

Get up and walk out the door.

felt a wind blowing behind him, and Jin Yanchen chased after him in great strides.

Mu Dian turned around and wanted to hide, but where could he reach Jin Yanchen's long hands and feet, so he asked him to catch up in three or two steps, and as soon as he stretched out his arms to catch up, he was carried by him like a chicken.

Mu Dianke's sword wound on the shoulder blade was cracked, his brows tightened in pain, and he said angrily: "Jin Yanchen, have you been crazy enough?" ”

Jin Yanchen's eyes were full of anger, and he shouted louder than her: "No! ”

With a slam of his hand, he threw Mu Dianke back into the chair, hunched his back and bullied her, the tip of his nose was about to touch her face, he gritted his teeth and stared at the beautiful and indifferent face, his voice was full of hatred: "It hurts, right?" Do you know it hurts? Since in your eyes, I'm a madman, then I'll be crazy to show you, how can I be worthy of you if I'm not crazy enough? ”

Mu Dianke was almost smashed on the chair by Jin Yanchen, his back was covered with hardwood, and his whole body was about to fall apart in pain. His brow furrowed, and he glared back at him fiercely.

Jin Yanchen said in a vicious voice: "What, does it hurt?" People like you know what pain is? ”

Mu Dianke looked at the face in front of him, which was close at hand, full of tangled hatred, and suddenly lost his strength.

"What kind of person am I?"

She looked at his face, her expression was a little tired, her voice was indifferent, she lost the cold and fierce momentum of the past, and only endless exhaustion remained: "People like me...... What kind of person am I? ”

Jin Yanchen paused with hatred in his eyes, did not speak, and held the pear hardwood armrests on the chair tightly with both hands, and held the two pieces of hard pear wood cracking.

Mu Dianke stared at Jin Yanchen's eyes and asked again persistently: "Then what kind of person do you say?"

Jin Yanchen didn't speak. His eyes glared at Mu Dianke fiercely, his eyes were forbearant and painful, and the sky outside the window was gloomy as if he could drip water.

Mu Dianke lowered his head, no longer looking at the distorted face that was close at hand, and lowered his eyes to quietly look at the shadow of his nose.

Liang Jiu chuckled, the corners of his mouth were bitter, and his voice was full of desolation and self-deprecation: "I am Mu Cangping's daughter, and I gave birth to a face that you hate the most." So whatever I say or do, it's wrong. As long as you're not happy, you can be angry with me......"

"But why?"

She suddenly raised her head and looked at Jin Yanchen fixedly, her eyes flashed with a star of water, but she stubbornly held her head high, refusing to let the tears flow out: "I am also a person." I asked myself that I was never sorry for you. ”

As if a sharp arrow pierced his heart, Jin Yanchen only felt that the pain in his chest was about to burst. I had to grit my teeth and try to maintain that arrogant momentum.

"Aren't you sorry for me?"

Mu Dianke stared at Jin Yanchen for a while, and suddenly laughed in a low voice: "I'm sorry for you?" ”

She seemed to have heard the best joke, laughing so much that her face was full of tears, and she couldn't tell whether she was sad or happy: "You want me to be your own sister, I admit it." If you want to repent of your marriage, I will make you repent. The only thing I'm sorry for you is that I can't help myself and give birth to Mu Cangping's daughter. But Mu Cangping owes you a debt, and I have paid you back for so many years...... What else do you want from me? ”

There was a glint of water in Jin Yanchen's obsidian-black eyes, and his palms clutched the handrails, and the arm-thick pear blossom hardwood was broken by him with his bare hands. The broken stake was pierced into his palm, and the blood flowed down in strands, and he didn't realize it.

Because of forbearance, his voice was not as loud as before, and he was extremely low: "Do you think that you are the only one who feels wronged?" Do you think you're the only one who suffers the most in your heart? Then do you know how I've come over the years, do you know me?"

He almost lost his words, choked the words, and turned his head sharply to get up. There was nothing left to fall around, so he had to turn around and kick on the pear wood chair where Mu Dianke was sitting.

In the end, he retracted his strength and didn't kick her over with the chair.

Mu Dianke was crooked in the big open chair, and as the chair body trembled, his whole body was in pain. This time, he didn't even have the strength to frown.

After sitting in silence for a long time, she slowly spoke: "I have never felt that I am the most bitter, nor have I felt that you are not bitter. I've tried to understand your suffering, but ...... You don't need to. I was thinking, if I stay away from you and don't let you see it, you can have a little better? ”

There was wetness in her eyes: "There are only two of us left...... It's all gone. But what are the two of us for, we have to torture each other? If you hate me so much, why don't you just kill me with a knife? This kind of day...... Actually, I'm tired too. ”

She raised her hand to cover her face, and there was a sparkle of water between her fingers. After a long time, I let go, and my eyes returned to a clear color. Holding on to the broken handrail and trying to get up, his bones were too sore, and he couldn't get up at once, and he fell back down.

Jin Yanchen watched her fall on the chair weakly, her heart seemed to be rolling in boiling water in a pot of oil, but she hardened her heart and turned her head to stop looking at her.

Mu Dian rested on the back of his chair for a while, and slowly stood up with his chair. The voice that had just cried was slightly hoarse: "Tomorrow, I will go to Chuzhou, and I won't be here to get in your way." The roll of sheepskin you gave me was almost torn. Early tomorrow morning, you let Qu Ya go over and get it. ”

She walked to the door and remembered something again: "I forgot to tell you, Aunt Seventh has always hated my mother, I don't know what the reason is." You might be able to find out something from here. ”

Yan Ming waited outside the door anxiously, and saw Mu Dianke limping out, so he hurriedly ran up to help, but was stopped by Mu Dianke's eyes.

Yan Ming understood what Mu Dianke meant. She is already a person in Jin Yanchen's courtyard, and if she gets too close to Mu Dianke, she will only make Jin Yanchen dissatisfied and burn herself!

Yan Ming's eyes quickly turned red, and as soon as he lowered his head, he stepped aside, and watched Mu Dianke walk out of the door with difficulty.

The rain was coming, the sky was getting darker and darker, and the light in the house was as dark as it would be. Yan Ming took the lamp to close the window outside, passed by the carved partition door, and couldn't help but look back.

I saw that the room was in a mess, Jin Yanchen stood between the broken porcelain pieces on the ground, his tall body curled up, and his ten fingers were deeply inserted into his hair, like a helpless child abandoned by the whole world.

Yan Ming didn't understand why the Holy Lord had to hurt the girl so much, and he had to torture himself so much.

When she closed the window and came back, Jin Yanchen returned to her usual state, stretching out her legs and sitting on the only intact pear wood chair in the room, her face gloomy and her expression stoic, like an invincible living Hades.

It's just that the eyes are a little tired. Through the dark sky and a mile of land, Yanming could feel the tiredness.

Qu Ya walked in.

Jin Yanchen sat crookedly on the chair and heard Qu Ya's footsteps, so he raised his head and asked, "It's all solved?" ”

On the day that Mu Dianke challenged Li Mubai, eleven killers appeared on the sword drinking platform, trying to assassinate Mu Dianke at a critical juncture.

Qianyu and Bailing personally led the team to pull out these eleven killers, killed ten, and let one go. followed this one again, and successfully found a litter.

Qu Ya is not Wang Shusheng. No matter how disadvantaged he is, no matter how many variables there are, he can overcome these difficulties and do things safely and beautifully.

For him, Jin Yanchen has always trusted and assured.

Qu Ya's voice was calm and powerful, neither humble nor arrogant: "It's solved." There were eighteen in all, and sixteen were killed. There were still two soft-boned ones left, and they were handed over to the Execution Palace for interrogation. ”

Jin Yanchen responded lightly, and then had no intention of speaking.

Qu Ya said: "Before I came in, I met the girl. ”

"What did she say?"

"She told me to pick up the parchment early tomorrow morning."

Jin Yanchen said: "I have my own arrangements for the parchment roll, you don't have to pay attention to her." ”

Qu Ya was silent for a while: "To be fair, the girl has done her best for you over the years, with merit and hard work. You shouldn't do that to her. ”

"And what should I do to her?"

What could he do to her?

Qu Ya sighed: "So back then, I didn't want Yu'er to marry you." She's a stupid child, and she knows everything in her heart......"

"It's me who failed Yu'er, and I'm ashamed of your father and daughter."

"That's Yu'er's own choice, with you, why don't you?" Qu Ya said: "Since you and I are already Weng's sons-in-law, we don't have to see each other like this. But there are some things I still have to warn you of. You have to recognize the path you have chosen.

Now that you've made it this far, grit your teeth and finish the last journey. Don't let her down, you and yourself, and in the end, your mother. ”

Jin Yanchen's heart was numb with pain, and at this moment there was only a manic depression that had nowhere to vent, his elbows were propped on the back of the chair, and his forehead was supported: "I know." Don't worry, in this life, my wife only has Yu'er. I will do my best not to make you feel that your decision was wrong. ”

A bright light suddenly crossed by the window, tearing through the black and oppressive sky outside, illuminating Jin Yanchen's face pale, with a little blue in the white, looking cold and cold, without temperature.

A dull thunderbolt exploded in the sky. Immediately there was a rapid sound of rain drops outside the door, like beans pouring down from the sky, dense and noisy. Thousands of beads fell ferociously, hitting the roof tiles overhead.

Jin Yanchen especially doesn't like this kind of weather.

This kind of weather always reminds him of some bad past.

He still remembers the night he knelt in front of Qiao Yuze five years ago and cried hoarsely. The torrential rain poured outside the door, as if this was the case.