Chapter 64: Stay
The living room suddenly fell silent, leaving only Fang Jiawen's occasional rough gasps.
When Lin Qingrou was still thinking about whether Du Zeming would find out about her pretending to have an abortion, Du Zeming suddenly turned around and left.
Li Shujun was sitting on the sofa and still staring at the case book in her hand, Fang Jiawen glanced at Lin Qingrou, Lin Qingrou frowned and turned away.
Behind her, Li Shujun seemed to be talking to Fang Jiawen, Fang Jiawen's crying voice became louder and louder, Lin Qingrou took Du Lin from Aunt Zhang's hand in a distraught manner and walked towards Du Lin's room.
Aunt Zhang knew that there was something going on at home, and she didn't dare to ask anything, so after handing over Du Lin, she went into the kitchen to prepare dinner.
Du Lin was still sobbing quietly, and when he was held in Lin Qingrou's arms, he grabbed Lin Qingrou's clothes tightly, and only after entering the room did he relax a little, looked at Lin Qingrou and asked, "Mommy, don't you want me anymore, why do you want me to follow grandma?" ”
Lin Qingrou wiped away the tears on his face for him, and then took out his mobile phone and said with software: "How come, grandma is just in a bad mood today, Linlin will always be with her mother." ”
Du Lin wiped the tears on his face, then grabbed Lin Qingrou's clothes back, and only after nodding relaxed a little, the tears on his face were a little less.
After a while, Aunt Zhang came up and knocked on the door to ask them to eat, and as soon as the two of them came out, they saw Fang Jiawen crying and packing her luggage in her room.
Lin Qingrou glanced at Li Shujun downstairs, she seemed to be angry, she sat on the sofa and didn't plan to eat, and Du Zeming's room was also tightly closed, and Aunt Zhang knocked on the door twice but didn't respond, so she stopped knocking.
"That's all for today, I'll go back first, just put the bowl in the bowl after eating, and I'll brush it tomorrow." Aunt Zhang also keenly felt that things were chaotic at home, and went out after explaining a few words to Lin Qingrou.
Lin Qingrou pushed Du Lin and nodded towards Li Shujun, Du Lin went down the stairs and walked next to Li Shujun, although Li Shujun was angry, but he was polite to Du Lin and hugged Du Lin to his side.
Lin Qingrou walked into Fang Jiawen's room.
This room was originally a guest room, but after Fang Jiawen came, she seemed to regard this place as her perennial station, so she moved a lot of her own things, and even the photos on the wall had been nailed, as if she felt that she was Mrs. Du.
When Fang Jiawen saw Lin Qingrou walking in, she wiped the tears on her face, and did not look up at Lin Qingrou, but lowered her head and continued to pack her luggage.
Lin Qingrou didn't speak, walked over and squatted beside Fang Jiawen.
"Don't be too complacent, let me tell you, I accidentally did something wrong, and sooner or later another woman will come over, this Mrs. Du, it's not me, and it can't be you."
Fang Jiawen's voice was already a little hoarse, and her tone contained unwillingness and despair.
Lin Qingrou looked at her for a while, then handed her a pack of papers, and handed her the phone at the same time.
"Where is such a man worthy?" Lin Qingrou typed on her mobile phone and said that she was really puzzled, Du Zeming was not a man worth loving at all.
Fang Jiawen was obviously stunned when she saw this, and after she returned the phone to Lin Qingrou, she reached out and picked up the broken hair on her forehead, sighed and said, "Love? Where in this world is there so much love? I want to stay in the Du family, do you think it's because I love Du Zeming? ”
Because she had just cried, her voice was very hoarse, and now she could lower her voice again, and even Lin Qingrou had to work hard to distinguish it to be able to hear what she was saying.
"It's like I wanted to sleep with Du Zeming when I looked at him that night, in fact, it has nothing to do with him personally, I just need this man surnamed Du, and I need the Du group behind him to be my background, understand?"
"Aren't you the same? Didn't you also go to great lengths to climb into Du Zeming's bed in the first place? Oh, I heard that it wasn't you who wanted to do it, it was your brother who threw you on it, so it's even more revealing, what people need is not Du Zeming as a person, but the rights and financial resources of the entire Du Group he represents, understand? ”
"Hahaha, thinking about what you don't love, you're still living in your girlhood, right? Wake up, where are so many perfect and rich men loyal to you? That's how the world is. This kind of thing is also ridiculous, there are some things that you two authorities can't see clearly, but I, an outsider, can see it clearly, I was just suspicious when I didn't live in it at first, and now it's almost certain, but what's the use? If you don't believe him, he doesn't believe you, and your marriage can only be a dead end that no one can break through, unless one person admits defeat first. ”
Lin Qingrou looked at Fang Jiawen quietly, Fang Jiawen's appearance was very different from usual, now she couldn't tell how decadent she looked, the makeup on her face was already crying, and the eyeliner and eyeshadow were inexplicably terrifying.
"I thought I would be able to see your jokes today, huh." After Fang Jiawen snorted, she stopped talking.
Lin Qingrou didn't say anything more, but what she said just now was in her heart. Recently, she has realized her innocence and ignorance of the world countless times, after all, she is really protected too well by her parents, and she always feels that after coming to the Du family, she has fallen from heaven to hell, and she has fallen into despair, and she is in a passive stage in the whole marriage, and it all depends on how Du Zeming treats her to decide the relationship of this marriage.
That's right, this marriage is a dead end, both people are stiff in this dead end, and only one person can completely solve the problem by admitting defeat or quitting first.
The two of them stayed in the room for a while, until Du Lin began to talk loudly in the living room, and the two of them were awakened, Fang Jiawen's luggage had been packed, and after a glance at Lin Qingrou, she dragged her luggage out.
When the two of them came out, Li Shujun had already left, Du Zeming was sitting at the dining table and feeding Du Lin food, Du Zeming looked very bad, his whole face was dark, and he was just smiling at Du Lin reluctantly.
Lin Qingrou walked over and took over the bowl in Du Zeming's hand, took it and then fed Du Lin.
This scene is very similar to when Fang Jiawen first came to Du's house, their family of three was also like this, eating together, and the atmosphere was full of the breath that no one should enter, making her feel that she couldn't get in at all.
In fact, she just couldn't plug it in, she thought that she got Du Zeming's body, and let Du Zeming say that she was responsible, so that Du Zeming could really choose her, in fact, not only did she get herself in, but also didn't take advantage of it at all.
"You're leaving?" Du Zeming seemed to see her now, glanced at the luggage in her hand, and then said, "Do you have a place to stay after you go back?" ”
This sentence was still a greeting that made Lin Qingrou's movements pause, she glanced back at Fang Jiawen, Fang Jiawen's eyes really rose a little hope, and she looked at Du Zeming, and her eyes began to glow.
"I've already told the people in my family to move out, and it's really not convenient to go back now." Fang Jiawen looked at Du Zeming pitifully.
The person who was originally wearing heavy makeup suddenly had no makeup, and his red and swollen eyes stood in front of others to show his vulnerability, how pitiful he looked, Lin Qingrou glanced at Du Zeming again, and found that Du Zeming was not looking at her, but put his eyes on Fang Jiawen's body, and her heart was cold, so she withdrew her gaze and stopped looking at it.
"Then you can stay here now, and move later." Du Zeming's voice was still cold, and the words he said also made Lin Qingrou feel like she was in an ice cave.
Even if the woman deceived him and became pregnant with another man's child, did he still let this woman live in without any guilt?
Sure enough, Fang Jiawen immediately smiled and nodded, and rumbled to carry the luggage again.
Lin Qingrou concentrated on feeding the food in her hand to Du Lin, so that she could not think about it nonsense.
Du Zeming watched Fang Jiawen move everything back, and then bowed his head to Lin Qingrou and said, "Do you remember the incident of that night?" ”
Lin Qingrou's movements froze and looked at Du Zeming.
"She didn't leave so easily before she knew about it." Du Zeming's face was still a little bad, a pair of thin lips were tightly pursed together, and there was a sporadic glint in his eyes.
Lin Qingrou looked at him for a while, then quickly withdrew his gaze and nodded slightly.
Du Zeming was explaining to her that when she had this understanding, Lin Qingrou suddenly felt a lot more relaxed.
Fang Jiawen didn't come down to eat dinner, thinking that she was afraid that she would come out again like this and hinder Du Zeming's eyes, and she was afraid that Du Zeming would really get angry and let her leave.
When Lin Qingrou went upstairs after dinner, she saw Fang Jiawen who was shrunk at the door of the room and looked outside, and suddenly felt that she was a little pitiful, this look was very similar to when she first came to Du's house, she was careful about everything, and she was panting with her children in Du's house.
Thinking like this, she suddenly remembered what she said to Fang Jiawen when she came back from her "abortion" that day, she thought that Fang Jiawen was not ready to be a mother, so she opened her mouth to persuade and say that the child is always right.
But today she finally knew why Fang Jiawen reacted in a trance at that time, and at the same time she was still a little curious in her heart, since the child was not Du Zeming's, then whose child was it, maybe Fang Jiawen was pestering Du Zeming, partly because of the Du family, and partly because she couldn't wait.
She was thinking about it, and Fang Jiawen saw her.