Chapter 202: Obsession destroys life

The beautiful boy said: "While I am flying in the universe, I am thinking, what places have I not yet looked? ”

I searched all the four directions of the universe, southeast, north, west, and north, but I didn't find anything, and I didn't go to the exit outside the universe at all.

It occurred to me that I didn't look for the center of the universe, and I couldn't tell where the exit to the universe was.

Thinking of this, I flew from the east to the west of the universe, remembered the time, and then started flying from the east, and when I was halfway through the flight, I stopped and made a mark, and in the same way, I flew from the south to the north, calculated the time of the whole journey, and then flew from the north to the south for only half the time.

So I found the center of the universe.

Qinglong listened to the beautiful boy's story, admired the courage of this beautiful boy very much, when he heard this, he couldn't help but say, "You are so smart, you are a smart person, if you take the right path, you will definitely have great merit, and the future is brilliant, but it is a pity that you took the wrong path, and alas, you wasted a lot of practice."

The beautiful boy sighed and said, "Yes, it would be nice if I understood this truth earlier, but it's a pity that it's too late to regret it now."

The beautiful boy continued: "When I found the center of the universe, I was ecstatic, and I jumped up and down with joy, and I was so happy that I was like finding a treasure now, and I was even happier than this."

But what I didn't expect was that I was in the center of the universe, and no matter how I looked, I still couldn't find an exit to the outside of the universe.

I was afraid that I had forgotten the center of the universe, so I sat there every day and looked for it over and over again, and when I was tired of it, I sat down and rested for a while, and then searched, so I don't know how long I searched, and still didn't find the answer, I didn't get the results I wanted, I was very depressed that day, and today I was extremely depressed, raised my head and scolded at the vast universe: "Damn the universe, damn the universe, you can't help me, help me find a way out of the universe, I don't want to stay with you, I don't want to take it with you at all, I'm depressed to death." , very extremely depressed, depressed and almost don't even know myself, I think if this continues, I will definitely go crazy, I will definitely divide faster than you."

"Damn the universe, in your dull and broken place, I have been annoyed for a long time, very, very terrible annoyance, annoyed my green silk has become white silk, annoying my heart is like a thousand knives, so pure that I can't be pure anymore, you can pity me, let me go out, even if it is just to look at him, I am satisfied."

I was so obsessed that I lost my eyes and lost my mind, and I became deaf and blind, and the more obsessed I was, the stronger my desire became, and this strong desire tortured me so much that I couldn't sleep all night, couldn't eat all day, and became ecstatic, even if I slept less once in a while, I would dream of the universe outside the universe in my dreams.

Now that I think about it, I was very miserable in those days, I have never been happy, I have never tried the feeling of happiness, I am just full of anger and sadness, the feeling of sadness and despair to the extreme, life is worse than death, ordinary people have no way to experience.

The feeling of being intoxicated, my heart and liver broken, my heart burning, my head heavy and my head dizzy, tormented me like a crazy devil, with blood-red eyes, purple lips, and a dark face, and the whole person was like a skeleton.

But I still didn't give up, at that time I was thinking, as long as I have a breath, I must go outside the universe to see, even if it is to live for him, die for him, and have no regrets for his broken bones.

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nbsp; Now that I think about it, it was a pain, a pain that I can never forget, the pain that I can't breathe, the feeling that my breathing is about to stop, that is, the endurance of life has reached the extreme, and I am still holding on.

I didn't want to sleep, afraid that if I fell asleep, I would miss the opportunity to discover the way to the universe.

I sat at the center of the universe, where the jade tree now grows, and spent my days carefully observing, quietly waiting, shouting resentfully, roaring angrily, indignantly invective, and crying plainly.

I don't know how many years I've been waiting, about 10,000 years, but my persistence hasn't moved the avenue, nor has I moved the universe, and what I have given back is still that white expanse, or that universe that is silent and surprisingly quiet.

Just when I was about to take it anymore, I looked up and suddenly understood, I just cared about looking around, I had never looked up, could it be that this passage to the outer universe was above my head?

Thinking of this, I hurriedly flew upward, I drank and flew non-stop, but I had been harvesting tens of thousands of years in the torment of pain, my vitality had been exhausted and I didn't try my best, I flew so high and far, I insisted on flying for a while, I felt dizzy, there was darkness in front of me, I couldn't fly anymore, and I fell to the original position again.

I rested for a night, I felt the spirit of joy, and then I wanted to fly, I flew desperately, and when I was about to fly to the place where I saw the light, my vitality was completely exhausted, and I no longer had any strength to fly up, even if it was a step away, there was no way for me to achieve it.

But victory is in front of me, hope is at my feet, a little harder I will see hope, how can I give up, I asked myself over and over again.

You fool, you idiot, if you give up now, you will never have a chance, you must persevere, you must persevere, but I know very well in my heart that the vitality has been exhausted, and one more step will be wiped out.

I, who had been lost in my mind by obsession, played the magnificent journey like a moth to a fire.

I reluctantly lifted my spirits, and then flew upward, only to feel that the sky was dark, and I didn't feel anything when it was dark in front of me, as if I had fallen asleep quietly, no pain, no worries, no obsessions, and everything returned to a state of nothingness.

When I woke up, I had become the jade tree in front of you, I grew one zhang tall every year, one foot thick in twenty years, and today I have experienced 66,000 zhang, and I have also grown to 66,000 zhang tall and 3,300 zhang thick.

When I became a jade tree, I could no longer speak, alone in the center of the universe all year round, I don't know who turned me into a jade tree, how I became a jade tree, I don't know whether to be grateful, or angry, according to the laws of the universe's survival, I have already disappeared, into the realm of nothingness, but who saved me, why save me? Why did you turn me into a jade tree again after saving me?

One question after another flew back and forth in my heart, just like when I was boiling back and forth in the universe, I didn't know if I was right or wrong, at that time I was confused in front of my eyes, groggy, I couldn't see anything, I was completely desperate, I became a jade tree forever and ever, a jade tree growing alone at the center of the universe.

I was very depressed, very helpless, crying all day long, anger, resentment, regret, thinking all kinds of emotions fluttering back and forth in my heart, that kind of confusion and helplessness, I will never forget.