Xia Zhi faintly felt a little sad.

She didn't want to explore the reasons for her sadness, she often felt that the days were going too fast, and now she wished they were going a little faster.

She hopes to go all the way to old age to death, to the last moment, to see who is with her to the end of her life.

She is used to living a planned life, and often thinks about things in three or five years, however, at this moment, she begins to think more long-term, and she begins to think that pension is a problem.

She had to save money seriously, and she really looked forward to the dream cottage agreed with Xiao Yiqing and Liang Lu.

You don't have to be in the city, you may be in a new and less developed village on the outskirts of Nanzhou, near the foot of Nanshan Mountain, where there is water surrounding the forest.

She likes the simple Nordic style, Xiao Yiqing likes the atmospheric modern style, and Liang Lu will prefer the new Chinese decoration, she feels that this is not contradictory, there is always an excellent designer who can perfectly mix the preferences of the three old women.

She wanted a small yard full of flowers and plants – even though she didn't know anything about growing them. It's okay, she has a lifetime to study slowly......

It takes a lot of money. She is 32 years old, and if she struggles for another 20 years, at most 25 years, she will always be able to realize this little dream, right?

She is more attentive to her work. The official account of the food exploration store has begun to make profits, and on this basis, she has developed a similar public account for fun discounts, which is specially promoted for various cultural and entertainment activities and stores.

It can't be said that it didn't go well, but it was far from the standard of success in Xia Zhi's mind.

She thought she should have done more. Like a child looking for a bucket on the beach, she found a notebook to record the crazy thoughts in her heart. They were bits and pieces, and she needed a chance to glue them together.

What was that trigger......

She didn't know, but she had to work harder. She goes to work to code and edit, curates children's books, visits shops for interviews, thinks about small ideas about cultural and creative activities on the way to work, and in the evenings or weekends, she picks up her long manuscripts that have dragged on for 10,000 years.

"Not married is not guilty". She feels that these four words can best represent her outlook on marriage and love, and even her life values.

She had almost forgotten what she had written, and when she read the story of how the four girls had become stronger little by little, she was moved by what she had written.

Life is a thorny rose, if you want to pick up the fragrance, you will inherit its thorns first. The story was interrupted in the vortex, and she made them suffer enough. The story of the four girls is far from over, and they all deserve a happy ending.

Then write slowly. In order to give them the warmest future. also to give yourself the warmest comfort.

Before she knew it, she had filled all her time again. When was the last time this happened......

She shook her head and didn't think about it, it was good now, full and rich.

Another four months passed, and on the weekend when the coolness of autumn began to hit, Xia Zhi received a courier at home.

She closed the door, looked at the label on the delivery box and forgot to leave the door.

The courier Su Xiao sent her, a box slightly larger than a palm, and the shipping address made her frown.

She immediately called him, and a cold mechanical voice came from the microphone: "I'm sorry, the user you dialed is down......"

Stoppage? How can it be?

She messaged him on WeChat. In the dialog, the last message they contacted was on June 21, the day of her birthday, he sent her a message of blessings, and she replied with a "thank you".

Until now. She seemed to set a rule for herself, he didn't look for her, and she would never contact him. Qishu.com

Xia Zhi: [Why is your phone down?] 】

She hoped he had just forgotten to pay the call bill or something that caused the downtime, even though it didn't sound likely.

After clicking "Send", I immediately received a prompt: [The account has been cancelled. 】

She sat limply on the couch and stared at the box on the coffee table for a long time before remembering to open it.

Wrapped in a plastic air column, a red velvet gift box. She was familiar with the box, and the necklace inside.

The Mobius ring-shaped platinum pendant represents an infinite loop.

No matter how she doesn't believe it, she has to recognize the facts.

He stopped his mobile phone number, logged out his WeChat account, cut off all the past, and then left with Ling Xin. He sent her this courier at the airport, what does that mean? Do you want to leave her a souvenir?

And so quietly as it went......

He also said that she was his best friend, and that was it. He could not look for her for months without contacting her, and even if he decided to go abroad, he would not tell her not to see her. Is there someone more important than her by his side?

The intimacy of the past was all false in the mirror, and she even suspected that at some moments, she was just a substitute for Ling Xin. For example, the night that she was ashamed to recall, his impulsive hugs and passionate kisses......

She gritted her teeth, grabbed the gift box and smashed it on the ground—

"What's wrong?" Xiao Yiqing just came out of the room, and when she met her anger, she hurriedly closed the door, "Bei Bei just fell asleep, she has such a big temper, if you wake her up, you can coax me." ”

Xia Zhi fell down on the back of the sofa in despair, yes, what kind of tantrum did she have, wasn't she still happy that he had finally found his happiness......

"I'm sorry." She turned to Xiao Yiqing and said.

Xiao Yiqing stepped forward, picked up the gift box on the ground, opened it and looked at it: "Isn't this your necklace?" ”

She looked at the unopened express carton on the coffee table again, and said in surprise: "I just said that I haven't seen you wear it for a long time...... You don't have the money to spend to redeem this chain now? ”

Xia Zhi was amused: "You have too much imagination. ”

Xia Zhi walked towards Xiao Yiqing, took back the gift box from her hand and folded it to the room.

She sighed inwardly. Let's go, let's go, is it necessary to eliminate the WeChat account...... All of a sudden, it was as if the world had evaporated.

Maybe that's better, though. Better for her. Just as if he was a dream she had when she didn't expect it, after all, nothing really happened between them.

He didn't affect her life, and she would continue in the direction she had set. She felt that her goals were clearer.

The rest is a matter of money.

This problem was well resolved in early 2017. The house in Qingya Xiaoju completed all the formalities for sale at the end of the year, and Xia Zhi divided the money received into two, half of which went into Han Junxi's account, and the remaining half plus the savings of more than a year after the separation was about 250,000.

That's a lot of money, she's never tried to save that much in her life.

Then, the day before the company's annual meeting, she walked into Guo Shufeng's office and submitted her resignation.