Shen Zhiye's self-statement

I can't remember the first time, but my mother held my head high and led me past the man.

I only remember seeing him for the first time.

I used to have a good time with the puppy outside, but he's coming home.

Looking at the sun, it's time for me to go home.

Thinking about what my mother would make for me today, I just ran into the yard and felt that it was wrong, because there was no aroma of food today.

Quietly leaning on the door and looking into the house.

A man sat on the seat that should have belonged to him, while his mother knelt on the ground, lying on his lap. That was the first time I saw my mother crying, so hoarse, so ...... Saddened.

Just knelt on his lap, and asked him one after another with tears if he could give himself a little warmth.

Needless to say, I knew that he was my father.

Although I have never seen him, I have seen all the paintings that my mother hid, and he was painted on them. He's my father.

It turns out that my father is so good-looking, with thick eyebrows and big eyes. But why did he do this to his mother, I am seven years old, why did he appear? Is he here to take me and my mother away?

His little mind was spinning a thousand times, but he said, "I'm sorry." ”

"I only love my wife in this life."

"I can't give you what you want."

He took out a bag of things from his arms and put them on the table, "These should be enough for you to find a good family for the rest of your life." ”

Seeing that he was getting up to leave, I quickly ran to the firewood room and hid.

The sound outside faded away, and I came out of the firewood room and into the house.

"Night's back."

My mother poked her head out of the kitchen, "I overslept today and didn't cook for you on time." Forgive my mother, baby. ”

"It's okay mother."

If my mother doesn't say it, I will assume that I don't know.

It was the first time I had seen him, but I didn't want to see him again. Because he made his mother unhappy.

And for that bag of things, my mother dug a pit in the yard and buried it.

My mother occasionally took me around the streets, and she usually bought me a bunch of sugar gourds.

I often meet him, he has a woman by his side, I don't feel as beautiful as my mother, but I have a smile on my face and I feel so warm. And my mother walked over with her head held high whenever she met them, but she was not happy with frost on her face.

Untilβ€”

It was a foggy day.

I couldn't see the sun clearly, and I thought it was time to go home, so I touched the puppy's head and said goodbye to it, and I ran home.

There is no aroma of food in the yard today, and the mist is mixed with a fishy smell.

I felt that something was wrong, so I hurried to the house, but my mother was not there.

It's time to cook, where did my mother go?

There seemed to be a commotion outside, and I followed the sound and walked like that. I don't know how far I went out until I saw a whole bunch of people coming together.

When you think about it, it seems like I've never met so many people. Following the direction of the crowd, I saw my mother.

She sat on the floor, her face frightened and moved backwards.

One time, two times......

I heard someone in that pile of people shouting that she was a demon girl and that she had come to harm the martial arts.

What is Enchantress? What is martial arts?

I wanted to run to my mother's side, but I didn't move, and my mother seemed to see me.

Her eyes were cold, like she was angry every time I made a mistake. I understand that she told me to stay here and not move.

I'm an obedient kid, I don't move.

Out of the pile came a few ugly-looking men, and I recognized them, the ones I just said about the witch. They took a long thing and cut through her clothes, scratched her face, and hurt her all at once.

I still wanted to go out, but my mother wouldn't let me.

In this way, I became a good child who listened to my mother's words.

But I saw them hurt my mother with my own eyes, and said things about her in words that I didn't understand, but they didn't sound good. None of the people in that group were protecting their mothers, they either looked at them coldly, or turned their heads away, or ...... Laughing and doing those things that hurt my mother.

The last scene was forever fixed in my head, it was my mother smiling, cursing, those people must not end well, and then she jumped off the cliff.

The moment my mother jumped down, I saw it, and she was saying, "Xiaoye, my mother is gone, you have to grow up well." ”

The group of people saw their mothers jumping off the cliff, and some people laughed and deserved it, saying that famous teachers make high apprentices, and the Wudang faction is an important figure in eradicating demon girls. I also saw my dad not far away, his eyes shining as if there was water in it.

Wudang, I remembered.

Twenty years later, when I came back here, I heard that the man was dead.

Oh yes, it's good to be dead.

And I'm starting to get ready for revenge.

Wudang? Oh, it's been twenty years, and your good days are over.

There are always those boring people who come out and get in my way.

There was a group of people who asked me to assassinate some martial arts alliance leader, so I didn't bother to do this kind of thing. It's too much time.

But they secretly poisoned me. Am I such an easy person to fall for?

But one was accidentally succeeded by them. They want to blackmail me, or they won't give me an antidote.

Love to give or not, anyway, I'm about to realize my dream, what antidote do I care?

I accidentally killed the old boy of Gongsun, I'm sorry, I was really careless. I just want a martial arts post.

I saw my half-brother at the martial arts conference, and he looks pretty good, follow me. But I want revenge, and I can't make them think that I like this brother very much.

If I killed those beasts in Wudang as I wished, my revenge was avenged. At that time, I was also poisoned, and it was better to let this stupid man think that I was inferior to him than to die at the hands of others.

I pretended to be injured under him, but I was actually injured, but I was poisoned. Let's just give him a sense of superiority, after all, I still owe him an old boy's life.

In the process of falling, many fragments flashed through my mind.

Green ink, snow shadow, and the little snake on my shoulder.

By the way, little snake, stretch out your hand and tear off the little red snake that has been with you for a long time, kiss it, if you fall down with me, you will become a snake soup, throw it on the branch on the side, see you in the next life.

Qingmo and Snow Shadow are not fools, they should be able to support themselves.

After all, they used to be able to break boulders in their chests and swallow swords, and they were already very capable.

Still falling, I felt my mother's presence. Only later did I realize that this cliff was the cliff that my mother jumped off that day.

Mother, it's been more than 20 years, I'm so tired.

I'm coming for you.

You haven't seen me for more than 20 years, you must miss me very much, and I miss you so much.

Remember to cook for me on time.