Chapter 200: The lights shine on the hearts of the deceased
Dozens of bright lights illuminated the surroundings of the Red Mansion, Su Liuyin looked at the lights in the corner of the wall lightly, and the faces of the vendors who had just sold seasonal snacks became more and more clear.
The appearance of ordinary people is also the extremely ordinary people in this Yingtian City, and such an ordinary life is also something she can't hope for.
Seeing a figure shaking outside the house, he seemed to hesitate about something, so he sat down indifferently and shouted:
"Come in!"
Jinxiu pushed open the door and bumped into Su Liuyin's indifferent face, so she turned around and closed the door, and the two sat opposite each other.
Su Liuyin took the lead in breaking the deadlock, "I'm only halfway through this chess piece, and the people ran away, and the interest is still there, and now that you're here, someone can come and play chess with me!" ”
The two of them each chose a chess piece to fight each other clearly, and Jinxiu's body has gradually become thin in the past few days, and she is just too lazy to sit there, absent-minded.
It can be seen that she has no intention of playing chess, and speaking of which, there are a few people in this Yingtian City who still have the mind to play chess.
The girl pondered for a long time, only occasionally dropped a chess piece, she glanced at the chess game, and said lightly: "Playing chess with the girl, how to play this is a "lose" word!" ”
Su Liuyin shook her head and said "um" again, as if her mind was on the chess game.
Jinxiu finally laughed, "You're not watching chess, why don't you speak, the so-called real gentleman who doesn't say anything about watching chess!" ”
The woman only "sneered" and smiled, "I'm not a gentleman, why bother learning to watch chess and be silent, but I want to be more gentleman than a gentleman, and I don't talk when I play chess!" ”
Jinxiu insisted on the chess piece and smiled, "But if you open your mouth, the gentleman can't do it, when I first saw you, I saw that you were a clever person, but I didn't expect the deeper the contact, but I also understood that the girl and Shen Rong were generally flamboyant, it was really because of cousins!" ”
Su Liuyin smiled: "I'm different from him, he is too affectionate, if he likes someone, he will put him in the sky, he likes you so much, haven't you experienced it yourself?" ”
Jinxiu replied: "Girl, you just said that he is enough, why bother with me again." ”
Su Liuyin smiled: "Who doesn't know his affection for you, I know him, how he used to be playful, but now he can only go to one place, that is, where you are, if you are not there, you will talk about it all day long, I think you still don't understand his heart!" ”
The girl didn't lift it up, and said with a smile: "My sister's heart is the same as Spiegel, it's just that I can't bear to treat me like this, where can I match his joy with my background and situation!" ”
Her good-looking eyebrows looked particularly faint under the candle shadow, like a shallow bamboo shadow, just as cold as her temperament.
"Not to mention anything else, it's that the girls here don't like him, just look at the girls and girls here, they all like to joke with him! If only I wasn't annoying! ”
Su Liuyin gently put down a chess piece and didn't raise her head, "That's just the appearance, he is like this to anyone, in fact, he doesn't feel good in his heart, my sister feels sorry for him, he has never survived such a life, he originally lived a life of worry-free food and clothing!" Don't blame him, be more considerate of his thoughts! ”
The girl then dropped a chess piece and said: "I don't understand his situation, but there is always a suspicion in my heart, listening to the people here, the words are interesting inside and out, and there is no truth!" ”
Su Liuyin's heart moved, and she said unconsciously: "What is it that makes you wonder, just talk to me about it, but it's because of going to the border!" ”
She condensed slightly, lifted her cheeks, and said slowly: "That's exactly ......"
Su Liuyin's eyebrows twisted, slightly stuffy, and said: "You know, staying at the border now is no longer the best choice, if you don't agree, you will be a victim in the dispute between the two countries, the emperor's mind is not so easy to guess, who knows what medicine he sells in the gourd, only the southwest, is your best choice, as long as you go quietly, I will arrange the future!" ”
Jinxiu sighed lightly, "I understand, but I don't want to enjoy this kind of life with peace of mind, these days, you are very bitter, thinking about the past with me, there are always pimples in my heart." It's just that now that I know my life experience, I haven't come to this world in vain, so it doesn't matter anything! ”
She paused again, "Everyone has their own troubles, I used to have blood on my hands, just to know who my father and mother were when I dreamed, but I never got my wish. ”
The girl's tone was flat, as if she was talking about other people's things, but how can the pain in her heart be clear to others, the real pain can never be overflowing, maybe this is the helplessness of this life!
Su Liuyin stood up, picked up a small pair of scissors, cut off the excess wick, and said slowly: "You have spoken to me like this, and I understand, but I don't know if it is a good thing or a bad thing to leave you by my side, things will always change in the future, and I can't sleep well at night." ”
The girl frowned slightly, and said after half a sound: "Then let's be confused for a lifetime, I will be a fool until I die, and I don't have to blame myself, I have already discussed with Shen Rong, I want to follow the girl!" As long as the girl plans and arranges all this, I believe that you will be able to get what you want, girl! ”
Su Liuyin glanced at her, lowered her eyes and said, "If I let you go with me, you won't scold me for being bad-hearted, but this is more than lucky!" ”
The girl sighed, "I wish you and he had never had a heart for me, so there was no concern for me!" Maybe I've lived my whole life in such a daze! ”
With that, she gently picked up the teacup again and took a sip of tea.
"More than ten years ago, when I woke up from the dungeon, I was faced with a scene of struggle with life and death, after killing someone for the first time, I knew that I could no longer hold my hand, I couldn't sleep at night, as soon as I closed my eyes, I was haunted by nightmares, and I didn't dare to cry, if I cried, I would compromise with reality, I knew that I had no home there, but I must have had a home, as soft and warm as an ordinary person's home!" She paused, "I'd rather be sober, but I can't be confused, the girl and Shen Rong treat me like family, and I have no other relatives!" ”
"I may understand your thoughts, I only really have two relatives here!"
Su Liuyin nodded as she spoke, looked up in the direction of the window, and couldn't help worrying, "It's just that these girls, if there is no one to help them, I'm really afraid that they will be taken to the fire pit by me!" ”
The candle shadow shook red, and the girl's temples were more and more reflected, beautiful and moving.
She said calmly: "Don't worry, girl, the person you are looking for is very reliable, she has lived in Fengyue Field for so many years, many things are commonplace, even if some things fall on you, you can easily deal with them, and we still have the backing!" ”
Su Liuyin raised her head suddenly, there was a strange light in her eyes, and said coldly: "I don't know what she thinks, but if someone wants to harm my people right now, I will definitely not let them go!" Of course, those who can be easily controlled by us are also unreliable, we need to be more proactive and stabilize their restless minds! ”
Since the cold girl got along with Shen Rong, the cold and sparse aura she exuded had faded a lot, and the whole person was shrouded in the gentleness and grace of women.
The girl gradually grew up, and Su Liuyin's previous appearance was not inferior, if she didn't want to hide her identity and show her face as a mask, I don't know how many men's minds would be involved.
Now that she said this, it shows that she has completely opened her heart.
Life is short, mostly lonely, few people can really understand a person's mind, if there is such a person, such affection is enough to maintain a lifetime, such a person can also become their own lifelong dependence.
Jinxiu calmed down, "Girl, don't worry, I have dealt with them for so long, and I also understand the thoughts of these people, even if they want to die or go crazy, they will not be at this time, in addition to money and rights, they understand how important it is to live well, I also understand, girl, you should also understand, you still have your children!" So live well! ”
Su Liuyin rolled up her long sleeves, "It's just that this person has hatred in his heart, I'm not what I used to be!" ”
She straightened the patterns on her clothes, a little distracted, and said: "I hope that in the future, I can resolve the hatred in my heart, and I am no longer a person who only has hatred in my heart, I can be with my children!" Let's live together peacefully! ”
The girl Wen Ran looked at me and said: "Now that you have made a good decision, it is a good idea to hand over the child to him to raise, seeing that he is going to the northwest fiefdom, away from the strife here, you also have less of these fetters, let go and do your thing, for others and yourself, everyone is happy." ”
"Perhaps!"
Su Liuyin looked at the candle flame jumping in front of her, and she didn't know when she was used to seeing such a scene, as if this person's heart was floating.
"Forcibly bring the child back to me, I'm afraid that this child will also suffer with me, I'm willing to take my time, if I'm still alive, there will be a time to meet!"
Jinxiu said: "It should be so, it is also difficult to run around with children, not to mention that the current situation is not optimistic!" ”
smiled faintly again, "Now that you are also the mother of two children, I still have some doubts, thinking that it was when I first met you in Linggu Temple!" ”
Su Liuyin didn't turn her head, looking at her reflection on the wall, she couldn't see her face clearly, she would rather never see it clearly, now that she looks like this, where does she still have the mind to look in the mirror.
If you want to talk about change, it is her heart, which has changed beyond recognition, and there is no longer anything to look forward to what she used to think.
The woman's expression was a little trance, the candlelight was shining, and there was a cold and lonely atmosphere everywhere, just like her life at this time, and there was a lot of helplessness.
Suddenly smiled again, the voice seemed to come from the old memories, and looked at the girl and said: "But I just looked at your silhouette, it is much more moving!" Maybe it's because people are changing, and even concentricity has changed a lot! ”