(438) Strive for

When she said this, Jingrou suddenly felt a little upset and depressed, because this home, where she had lived for seven or eight years, although there were many painful memories that she would never want to recall again, there were also more happy memories that she could not forget. After all, there are many more happy memories than sad and sad memories, and this is the home she has worked so hard to run for so many years, and suddenly she has to let go of everything here, making Jingrou feel as if she is going to make her forget Yamaguchi completely. Although that man brought Jingrou pain and disappointment, that man also brought her countless hopes and joys, and this home was bought by Yamaguchi for Jingrou and her daughters, and it was really difficult for her to give it up all at once.

Seeing that her sister suddenly showed a sad and sad expression, without the excitement just now, Jing Shu knew that Jing Rou must be the Yamaguchi who remembered again, and remembered the past events that made her miserable, so she quickly persuaded her sister with a smile and said, "Little sister, are you thinking too much, and you are drilling the horns again?" Many things are not as difficult as you think, as long as you think about it from a different angle, you may suddenly become clear. Don't say anything about the beach house, your sister and I have never lived in a big house in my life, and I don't even know where the shadow of the villa is? As long as the environment over there is better than yours now, I believe that the children will be very happy in the past, even if the environment over there is not as good as you are now, as long as you are a mother, the children should be acceptable no matter what. Besides, there is no father in the family, only you as a mother, everything in life depends on you, how difficult it is for you to find a decent job with your children! And you are still so young, how can you be widowed like this for the rest of your life, the children will eventually grow up one day, and when they all leave you, what should you do? Little sister, I believe that my three nieces and daughters are all sensible and good girls, I can guarantee that they will never have any opinions, and they will definitely support you, so you can relax your heart! ”

Sister's words made Jingrou's face gradually smile again, in fact, she also knew that her daughters would not be an obstacle to her at all, but she had too many worries, too many worries, and was full of inexplicable fear of love, so she couldn't feel at ease. Thinking about it, Jingrou also slowly felt a little relieved, because the thought of Liao Hong's dedication to herself and her kindness to herself really made her feel unreciprocated, so at this moment, she finally strengthened her determination, and she also felt that everything seemed to be developing in a good direction.

So Jing Rou, who wanted to open it, then told her sister about the things that happened between herself and Liao Hong these days: "Sister, I finally made up my mind, went to the bar to find a job that worked at night, thinking that I would work another job to earn a little more money, so that I could send Jiayi and Jiayue to cram school, so that I could have a little extra money to take them out to play and eat something good." But guess what, I was only on my first day at work, and the first customer I met turned out to be Liao Hong, and I don't know how he found out that I was going to work there! He wasn't very happy at first, and we had a very unpleasant fight, but then I didn't know how I did it, probably because I hadn't drunk for a long time and was a little too impulsive, and I not only found out that I was in love with him, but I also agreed to marry him! Alas, impulsiveness is the devil, and I regretted it as soon as I got home that night! You also know that when I married Yamaguchi before, it was because I was too impulsive and anxious, I just thought that I finally found a support for me and Xinxin, and I felt that I had finally found someone who was good to me, but as a result, more than ten years have passed, and my life is the result of being too blind back then! So I finally decided to fall in love with Liao Hong first, I wanted to give myself and him enough time to think about it, and I was actually worried that my daughters would not get along with their stepfather. The unpleasantness between Xinxin and Yamaguchi, the sins that caught me between them, I will never forget, I am afraid that those scenes will happen again, and I am now with three daughters, it is difficult to guarantee that Liao Hong will not be like Yamaguchi, one day because I am tired of them messing with me, I really dare not take that risk! However, I really didn't expect Liao Hong to act so quickly, suddenly buy the villa, and after I refused to marry him immediately, I also thought of the idea of asking me to sign an agreement with him to be his housekeeper. It's really hard not to be moved by what Liao Hong did, I am really grateful and guilty to him, I think such a man will never meet again in this life, and it is unlikely that I will give up on him like this. It's just that, sister, it's not easy for me to be worthy of him, just because I'm the mother of three daughters, I think no matter how much Liao Hong likes me, his parents may not accept me easily! ”

My sister's words did sound like they were said after careful consideration, and Jing Shu understood Jing Rou's feelings very empatheticly, because she knew too well how difficult it was for a woman to remarry with a child, not to mention that her sister was now destitute with her three daughters, and how easy it was to marry the president! But just like Jingrou said, not every woman has a chance to meet a man like Liao Hong, and he is so infatuated with his sister, he is a rare and rare lover in this world!

So at this moment, Jing Shu knew that the only thing she could do for her sister was to persuade her to open a little bit, and try not to put too much pressure on herself: "Little sister, just listening to you, I feel that Liao Hong is really good to you, how can an ordinary man do this to this point like him!" Anyway, my sister thinks that your decision is right, since the two of you have each other in your hearts, then get along well for a while and talk about love, after all, marriage is not child's play, and sister doesn't want you to be hurt in any way! But to be honest, I'm still very optimistic about Liao Hong, you know each other and have a certain emotional foundation, the age is the same and it's not the age of impulsiveness, I think after you get along for a while, you will naturally know how to choose, so you don't have to be mediocre to make yourself so tired, do you know what I mean? ”

Jingrou nodded with tears in her eyes and said, "Well, sister, I know that since God has arranged another opportunity for me, then I will cherish it and fight for myself again!" Don't worry, sister, no matter what the result is, I will accept everything calmly! ”

Jing Shu also continued to comfort Jing Rou with tears in her eyes and said, "If you can think like this, I will be much more relieved!" Little sister, if you have anything on your mind, just tell your sister, although your sister can't help you anything, but it's always okay for you to be relieved, don't carry everything alone, there's really no need for that! ”

"Well, I know! It's okay sister, now nothing can easily knock me down, hehe, I'm strong! ”

Having said this, Jingrou really felt much more comfortable, so she looked at the wall clock on the wall, and quickly urged her sister to turn off the video and go to work.

That night, Jingrou made a few dishes that her daughters loved to eat, and called her eldest daughter Xinxin back, and the four of them had a happy dinner, and then packed everything up, and then she sat on the sofa and officially announced her decision to her daughters: "Mom has decided on a new job today, and I don't have to work anymore, but because of work, we have to move, and Mom will quit to do a new job in two weeks, so we must finish moving during this period." ”

Xin Xin asked with great interest: "Mom, what kind of job did you change, why have I never heard you say it?" Suddenly you have to move so urgently, have you found a new home? ”

Jiayi asked with some excitement: "Mom, where are we going to move, what is the new home like, is it the same as our house?" ”

Jiayue asked a little worriedly: "Mom, my new home is not far from here, so what should I do if I go to school, can I still go to school in my current school?" Can I play with my children? ”

Jingrou immediately smiled and comforted her three daughters before continuing to explain: "I got a job as a housekeeper, and I was going to work as a housekeeper in a beach house, so I had to move there. It's not too far from our house, so you don't have to worry about transferring schools, you can still go to school and play with your current children. ”

Xin Xin felt even more interested now: "What, housekeeper?" Mom, how did you get this job, and does it pay well? ”

Jiayi also became more excited: "Mom, isn't the beach house big?" Sounds great, it must be a lot bigger than our home, right? ”

Only Jiayue asked a little unhappily: "Mom, what should we do if we move Dad, can Dad go with us?" ”

Jiayue's words made the whole room immediately quiet, and the four mothers and daughters all looked at Yamaguchi's portrait, everyone was silent for a while, and Jingrou looked at Xinxin and asked: "Xinxin, since Yamaguchi's death, my mother has always wanted you to move back to live, but you always say that the house is too small to fit your things." Now I want to ask you if you are going to move in with us, or if you are going to move back home! ”

Xinxin thought about it, then looked at Jingrou with some embarrassment and said, "Mom, in fact, I wanted to tell you a long time ago, but because there are too many things at home, I don't want you to be upset, so I am embarrassed to talk to you." I've already figured out that I don't want to stay here in such obscurity anymore, and I'm going to go to Tokyo to develop. ”

Over the years, Jingrou has always hoped that her eldest daughter Xinxin could go to Tokyo for development, but she has never had time for one reason or another, and the main reason is because of lack of money. But now it's different, Jingrou has found a good job, and she also believes that Liao Hong will not be able to give herself too low a salary, so she thinks that maybe she has the ability to help Xinxin realize her dream.

So, Jingrou immediately expressed her support and said with a smile: "Okay, Mom has always wanted you to go to Tokyo, and since you think about it, then Mom will support you to go!" But don't worry, Mom doesn't know how much salary she can get, and when I get my salary, I will know if I can support you! ”

Xin Xin refused with tears in her eyes: "Mom, I don't have to worry about you, I just need to work a few more jobs when the time comes, you still have to keep the money for the two of them to go to school!" ”