I made an appointment with Ai Xiaoxi to run together the next day, and when I got home, Xia Yun was already busy in the kitchen.

When I came out of the shower, Xia Yun was already sitting at the dining table.

"It's time to eat, husband." When she saw me come out, she smiled happily at me, "Try my craft." ”

On the dining table, there are two pairs of chopsticks, steaming vegetable porridge, fried eggs and sausages, and a plate of fried steamed bread slices.

This is my favorite breakfast, she used to make it often, but I don't know when it started, and our breakfast was gradually replaced by takeout.

I picked up a piece of fried egg, I haven't made it for a long time, I think it's a little rusty, a little burnt. But after putting it in my mouth, for no apparent reason, my nose started to sour.

"Is it delicious, husband?" She asked softly.

During the time I was running, she should have cleaned up and put on light makeup.

"Well, it's delicious." I nodded, desperately trying to hold back the tears that wanted to burst out of my eyes.

Her eyes turned red.

"Husband, I ......"

She was about to say something when I shook my head and interrupted her.

Now, the matter between her and Shen Mengyun, I don't want to hear her admit it herself.

There are some things, just let it rot in your stomach.

It's good to get together and disperse, and after we get divorced, we are still relatives......

"Don't say it, Xia Yun, if there was anything before, just keep it in your heart, I didn't bring you a good life, I feel in my heart that I have indeed wronged you."

These are the words from my heart.

In the past few months, I only have irritability and resentment towards Xia Yun's derailment, but the more I go on, the more I will reflect on the relationship between us, especially after Chen Yiyao returned to China, this reflection is even stronger.

If there is a problem in the relationship, it is not a matter of one person, but a problem between two people.

Before I saw Chen Yiyao, I always felt in my heart that I had paid 120 points of love to Xia Yun, loved her wholeheartedly, guarded her, and took care of her.

But since I met Chen Yiyao, especially when Chen Yiyao was kidnapped by Brother Mazi, I suddenly realized that my feelings for Xia Yun have never been as strong as those for Chen Yiyao.

I don't know exactly what went wrong.

I only know that there is a difference between my love for Xia Yun and my feelings for Chen Yiyao.

But I couldn't tell which one was more real.

"What are you talking about, husband? We are husband and wife! Xia Yun listened to my words and was a little unhappy, "We have been together for so many years, do you think I am that kind of material girl?" ”

I shook my head.

Indeed, although she will be excited because I work to earn money to buy her a mobile phone, but in addition to being happy, she will secretly cry because she is afraid of my hard work. I borrowed money for a down payment and bought her her first Audi A4, and of course she was so happy, but for the next two weeks or so she complained that I shouldn't have spent money on it.

She's really not that kind of material girl. Most of the material things are my way to make up for the guilt I feel about her......

"What did you say to wronged me...... We are husband and wife, what grievances can there be? She put her hand on the back of my hand and whispered, "Husband, you seem to be a different person since you went out last night, I don't know what happened between you and the loan shark, but you know, no matter what, I want to share it with you." ”

"I said, it has nothing to do with loan sharking, it's my problem......" I said.

"No matter whose problem it is, we have to communicate and communicate so that the relationship will be stronger, that's what you used to say to me, didn't you?" She looked me in the eye and said seriously.

Have I ever said anything like that......

I just remember that Chen Yiyao often said this kind of thing to me.

"Husband, when you are over 30, you will always encounter a lot of problems in life. If there is a problem, we will solve it, and there is no problem that cannot be solved. ”

"And ......what if," I said, taking a deep breath and looking her into the eye, "what if something went wrong with the relationship?" ”

Her eyes were obviously in a trance, like a little girl who had discovered her secret, sad, helpless, and panicked...... All kinds of complex emotions pass by in an instant.

"Even if ......," her hands trembled a little, her voice trembled a little, and her eyes were filled with tears, "even if it's a relationship problem...... There is also a way to solve it, my husband ......"

The last sound came from her mouth, and it was a little hard.

Seeing her reaction, my heart softened all at once.

Oh, yes......

Judging from her reaction, she felt guilty and upset about me.

Husband and wife, so many years of relationship is not child's play. I said in my heart. Xia Yun, I forgive you.

Maybe it's because of Chen Yiyao, my heart was relieved all of a sudden.

"It doesn't matter, Xia Yun. We all have to be good. ”

I rubbed my temples with my hands, I slept so little last night that my head hurt a little.

"Let's not talk about this yet, shall we?" She asked me, "You need to rest, husband, your spirit is too tight, first rest for a few days, there is a very important matter, I want to wait for you to rest, find a suitable time to tell you." ”

She still wants to confess her cheating......

"Are you sure you want to say it to me?" I asked her.

"Hmm......" she nodded vigorously, as if she had made up her mind, "Of course it's certain." ”

"Okay......" I calculated the time, in the next week, I have to prepare for the boxing match on Brother Mazi's side, and when this matter is completed, and then Brother Mazi's cooperation is determined, I can have a showdown with Xia Yun, "Ten days, I just have to go on a business trip, can I wait for me to come back?" ”

"Going on a business trip again?" There was a hint of reluctance on her face.

"Well, this project is a bit special and requires a special trip." I explained.

"I'm going to miss you...... What to do? "She squeezed at me.

Looking at her delicate appearance, I suddenly felt some reluctance in my heart.

Did I really decide to have a showdown with her, am I really going to divorce her?

Suddenly my heart began to ache.

All kinds of things in the past began to emerge uncontrollably in my mind.

All about me and her.

The scene when I first saw her, her white pants dyed red......

The moment of getting drunk together, hugging her, and kissing her......

The night that gave my body to me for the first time......

Countless scenes of painting her......

Time to rent a house together, decorate a room together, cook and cook together......

The candlelight of many birthdays was reflected on her face......

Affectionate looks and vows at the wedding......

"Lu Yanchen, are you willing to marry Xia Yunnu as a wife? Love her, be faithful to her, whether she is poor, sick or disabled, until she dies, will you be willing......"

I looked at Xia Yun in front of me......

Ten days later, are we really going to talk about a breakup......

There is some kind of impulse in my heart, as if I want to say goodbye for love.

"Xia Yun." I called her.

"Huh?" She seemed to be in a fugue just now, and I was stunned for a moment when I called out.

"WE ......" I TOOK HER HAND, "ZUO LOVE IT......"