October 8th
Making films turned me into a kid learning to walk. It is a new language to hold in the hand. I started worrying about some basic grammar issues again.
When I look at the writings of younger friends, I often see several situations that affect my writing: I don't find enough words and phrases to express myself; I found the words I wanted, but I didn't put them together correctly; It's combined, but it's long and cumbersome.
Writers with cumbersome words are at a higher level than those who don't, because the former know that they are not capable enough to convey the fantasies formed in their minds to the reader's mind accurately, so they strive to superimpose the descriptions and make sure that they are accurate, while the real beginners do not know it.
It is only when the language is properly organized that a common self-righteousness emerges: the writer thinks that he has expressed himself clearly enough, and begins to play with the information, deliberately hiding some parts. The reader didn't get it. The author comforted himself, thinking: I am not writing for the careless.
I say this because I have been such an author myself. I still am. I can't contain the hidden desire, even in this new field of photography. Or rather, it was the insatiable thirst for hidden language that led me into a world where there was no need for real words.
In this new world, both the visible and the hidden are more abstract, and the scales between them are becoming more and more blurred. I re-confronted the question of the past: can I be understood? Am I saying too little, am I talking too much, am I doing it on purpose, knowing that it is too little...... Or worse, do you think you're at a higher stage, but in fact you're just wallowing in the mire of the first step.
This is not a question that needs to be answered. Now when it appears in my heart, there is no longer those romantic melancholy about icebergs and seawater. I stare at it like a spoon. An everyday, finger-rubbing problem.
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