Chapter 19: Confession

Leaving Mao Qian's house, the rain had stopped.

I thought I was going to go back to my own house, but I didn't expect Mo Qingyu to suddenly propose that I want me to accompany her to the school for a visit, I don't understand her thoughts, what are you going to school now? Isn't there enough time spent in school during class? I thought about going back to school after a vacation. Maybe this is the difference between a top student and a scumbag!

There's no way, since she made such a request, I can only accompany it, I just can't refuse this kind of thing.

We arrived at the school and walked around the empty playground.

Mo Qingyu suddenly asked, "Jinghong, where is your dormitory?" ”

"My dorm?" I wondered why she had asked this question all of a sudden, so I turned around and pointed to the east and replied, "It's room 401 in the boys' dormitory over there." ”

"Can you get in now?" Qingyu cushioned his feet and craned his neck to look over there.

"Now I don't know, I usually go home on weekends, so the door should be locked on Saturdays and Sundays, right?"

"Then let's go check it out!"

"Ahh I was indeed intimidated by him, "What's there to see about the boys' dorm?" ”

"Let's go and see it!" She suddenly spoiled me, and it was really useful.

"Okay then."

What else can I do? I'm also helpless! I had to lead her to the outside of the wall of the boys' dormitory, where the door was locked.

"Look, the door is locked, we can't get in." I said triumphantly.

"From there!" Mo Qingyu suddenly stretched out her hand and pointed, I looked in the direction he pointed, and she was actually pointing to the head of the wall!

"You're going to flip over!" I can't imagine how a lady like her could climb over the wall.

"I'm not wearing a skirt today. Anyway, there's no one inside, what are you afraid of? She shrugged mischievously at me, and I suddenly felt like a person.

I'm not afraid of anything, but what's there to see about the boys' dormitory?

Maybe that's the difference between boys and girls, boys are always used to thinking about the cause, the consequences, the effects, and the meaning of what they do, while girls just want to do it.

But if I keep pushing back, it looks like I'm really scared of something. Forget it, since she wants to see it, let's accompany her to see it, anyway, there is nothing unsightly in my dormitory. She smiled at me, turned and went to climb the wall.

"Well, be careful!" I hurriedly reminded that I was really worried about her. Will she really be able to climb over?

I had to wait for her feet to leave the ground and then drag the soles of her feet with both hands.

"You don't have to drag the soles of my feet, you'll get your hands dirty." She said.

After a while, her feet were already hanging from the wall, one foot here, one foot there, and she looked back at me and said, "Come up, what are you afraid of?" ”

I looked at her in a daze, and suddenly I felt ......

Cough...... There's not much to say, go for it!

The door of the dormitory was ajar and not completely locked, and I looked down at the lock and twitched the corners of my mouth: "The dormitory teacher is really irresponsible!" ”

Qingyu secretly glanced at me and said with a smile: "Let's go in!" ”

I was embarrassed to walk in behind her, feeling as if I was accompanying the leader on the inspection. She was spinning around, and so was my gaze. I'm afraid that Li Yuncheng will hang his unwashed underwear or stinky socks at the end of the bed.

He sat down in front of the bunk on the right, stroked the sheets beside the bed, sat quietly for a while, and then suddenly turned back to me and said, "I think this must be your bed, huh?" ”

I was surprised that she had guessed correctly. "How do you know?"

"Feeling." She snorted.

Wow! The girl is really a very mysterious creature, it's too incredible to mess with! I tilted my head and sat down on the edge of my bed, across from her.

"What kind of girl do you like?" He suddenly opened his lips shyly.

I didn't expect her to ask this question out of the blue, and I was trying to figure out how to answer. Just use the answers I've thought about before? Sunny, cute, intellectual, beautiful, understanding amorous, chatty, shy, coquettish, and have to be a little empathetic......

But she didn't wait for me to answer, and continued: "Actually, I wish I was a lively girl. But it can't be helped, that's how I am, I have developed such a quiet habit since I was a child. Sometimes I envy those girls, who can easily release themselves, tell others what they think, expose their temperament, and even express their emotions. ”

I gasped, realizing that something might happen that would make my heart beat faster and I was at a loss.

"I like you."

Bowed, bowed, shy, she was waiting for my answer.

What should I do, how to respond to her, my mind went blank.

Oh, I seem to hear a very small sigh of surprise.

Is it the sound of the rain or my own sound? I don't know anymore.

I suddenly stared straight at the door of the dormitory.

"What are you looking at?" Sunny and rainy turned around.

"Nothing." I shook my head slightly, but my eyes were still there.

"Qingyu, I don't want to hide it from you." I was stunned for a while, but I decided to say my true feelings, "Actually, I already have a girl I like."

Qingyu had a completely unexpected expression.

I was stunned, I don't know why I said it all of a sudden, and although it was true, it was very unlike me.

Mo Qingyu looked at me suspiciously, and after a while, she asked, "But, didn't you say last time that you didn't have a girlfriend?" ”

"Yes, I don't have a girlfriend." I was helpless.

"So, it's a crush?" Qingyu looked very unwilling.

I still shook my head, but I didn't know what to say.

"Is she in our school?"

I pondered for a long time, and finally felt that I still couldn't hide it. It's a bit of a stretch to say it, but it's getting to the point where you can't put it off any longer. I raised my eyes and looked into Qingyu's eyes, and said seriously, "I'll tell you the truth, but I don't know if you will believe it." The girl I like only exists in my dreams, and even though it is, I believe she must exist in the real world. ”

"I don't understand, I don't understand at all." Qingyu's disappointed eyes revealed a little suspicion.

"Didn't you ask me last time how I knew that charm was in the trash, I wasn't kidding you, I really dreamed of it!"

Qingyu tangled a face, as if she couldn't figure out what I was trying to express.

"That night at KTV, Yuncheng got drunk and said those words to you, he said that there was a girl in my mind. Although he was drunk, he was telling the truth. "I could clearly feel my face feverish.

She still didn't speak, just looked at my face quietly, as if trying to find some clues in my subtle expressions. So I had to explain to her in detail the story of my acquaintance with Shen Yunmeng. Qingyu listened quietly as I told this story, and although she didn't speak, I noticed that the way she looked at me slowly became unpredictable.

It wasn't until I finished speaking, a long, long time, that she began to say to me in a tone I had never heard before: "Even if you don't like me, don't make up such nonsense to lie to me." "She looked at me like she was wondering if I was a schizophrenic.

"I know you won't believe it, but I'm going to tell you anyway. I'm sorry for the misunderstandings. ”

"It turned out to be a misunderstanding!" Hearing the two words of misunderstanding, Qingyu began to be discouraged, and then an unconvincing light shot out of her eyes: "Even if she makes you excited, what can you do?" Doesn't she only exist in your mind? ”

Even though she said that, I still couldn't tell if she really believed me.

"But I always firmly believe that in this world, in a certain corner, there is a girl named Shen Yun."

I felt like I heard someone sighing, and I stared at the door of the dormitory unconsciously.

"What the hell are you looking at?" Qingyu noticed my movements, glanced back at the door of the dormitory, and finally began to break down. "Don't pretend to be a ghost!"

I don't know, it's nothing, but I always feel like there's something there. I swear it's my truth, but how do I tell her, and how do I convince her? So I'm silent.

"If you don't like me, just say it. Why are you pretending to be a fool to scare me? Qingyu looked at me like a monster, and her wet eyes released a strange light, which was anger, dissatisfaction, and suspicion.

I was still silent, because I really had nothing to say, and I was sorry for her. She was waiting for me to give me an explanation, but she couldn't wait because I didn't know how to say it. I told her all this, but I didn't know what to do next.

She finally stood up, stared at me narrowly, and seeing that I was silent, she turned around and walked away, and walked to the door, only to turn around, and said coldly, "Do you really know what you want?" ”

I looked at her, and my eyes began to sparkle with thought, but I still couldn't open my mouth.

"Then you have a fantasy and wait for her to appear in front of you one day." Qingyu finally turned around and left.