After PE class, I was in a bad mood all day. Mockery can't kill my dreams, but it can scratch my heart.

So all day, I was depressed. Before the evening self-study, I walked from the first floor to the classroom on the third floor with the self-study materials in my arms, and the lights in the corridor were blind, so I walked very slowly. As soon as I reached the corner of the stairs on the second floor, two black shadows suddenly appeared, and I couldn't dodge one of them, and I bumped into one of them.

The man apologized softly: "I'm sorry. ”

"It's fine." I stroked the ends of my hair.

Another person urged: "Hurry up! The evening self-study has begun, tell you not to sleep, you just don't let people worry......"

The two men hurriedly ran towards the end of the corridor, and turned around and disappeared in a certain class on the second floor. Their impact didn't even bring me back to my senses, and I continued to walk mechanically to the third floor.

"Tonight, good moonshine. However, you must be very careful, otherwise, why does the Zhao family's dog look at me twice? I'm rightly afraid. ”

I touched an excerpt from "Diary of a Madman" in the text, and I was quite touched that everything needs to be studied to understand. I thought the same thing as "madman", and I think he was right.

The students who shrugged their heads under the big electric fan were bored.

Evening self-study is as cool as ever.

I slowly felt chills in my heart, but my head began to heat up. The heat was dulled, and it felt like everything was slowing down.

Even the feeling has slowed down.

I just felt as if someone was shaking me and asking me. But I didn't care who it was. I was listening to my breathing, shortness of breath, and I felt like my nose was burning every time I breathed in.

The tablemate next to me noticed my symptoms and asked worriedly, "Shen Yun, what's wrong with you?" ”

"It's okay, it's a little cold." By the time I said this, I was already a little vibrato. The two students in the front row heard the voice and looked back. "Your face is wrong!" One humanity.

"Go and call Director Shen." The table mates reacted immediately.

I didn't care what they were saying, my consciousness was blurring, and I just felt like someone had my arm lifted and I left my seat.

"A little low-grade fever." The school doctor gave me a cool temperature.

"Does it matter?" Dad asked with concern.

The school doctor advised, "I've taken the fever-reducing medicine, let her sleep here for a while." ”

As I lay on my hospital bed, I felt the strength in my whole body gradually dissipate, and even my eyelids could hardly be lifted. The figures of my father and the school doctor gradually blurred, and my brain began to heat up.

Black Night; One campfire, two people.

"Do you have someone you like?" I asked with concern.

He, silent.

I gazed into his eyes, and he found it, responding to my gaze, for a moment. I saw myself, in his eyes.

I knew that he couldn't let go of another person in his heart, and I didn't like to be forced, so I sighed, "You can go back." ”

He stared into my eyes, as if trying to see my true thoughts in my eyes. I just stared into his eyes and watched with him.

My heart was beating fast, not just because of the emotion at the moment, but also because of an inexplicable agitation. It is an agitation of fate, life, human affection, and dreams.

The things that make me feel very tired, at this moment I just want to leave it all behind, and stop thinking about it, and at this moment, I am extremely free to follow my heart. As long as the boy responds sincerely.

I was emotional, so I leaned my cheek over and closed my eyes.

But I didn't feel his kiss, and when I opened my eyes, I saw him kissing another girl.

And I, once again, became a bystander, standing far away from their lips touching each other. The half-moon hung in the bright night sky, but my heart was cold.

"Shen Yun!"

He ran towards me, but I was so angry that I ignored him, turned around and ran, running into the dark thorn forest. I thought I should be scarred by thorns, but I didn't feel the pain.

He's not the pure boy I think of in my heart, he's always thinking about others.

I opened my eyes in a daze, saw my dad by the bedside, and smiled happily when I woke up.

"Yunyun, how are you feeling now, are you feeling better?"

"Hmm." I nodded.

I remembered that I had been sick for days. Originally, it was just a low-grade fever, but then it became very serious, and I was resting at home.

Feeling hungry, I got up and walked out of the room. When I opened the door, I saw my mom reading my first draft in the living room. I felt angry for a while, so I stepped forward and grabbed it, opened it and tore it. Seeing this, my mother hurriedly grabbed me: "What are you doing here?" ”

I gradually stopped what I was doing and broke down and cried: "Mom, I won't think about it anymore, I won't!" ”

Dad came over, stroked my hair lovingly, sighed, and took me in his arms.

I cried.

My mother took me to the hospital for a follow-up, and the doctor said that my condition was basically better.

Walking down the hospital corridor, I was in front and my mother was behind, and neither of us spoke.

When I passed by a certain department, I suddenly stopped, and my mother was stunned for a moment. I looked back at the door number of the department, Psychiatry.

"Mom, I want to go in and have a look."

My mother also looked back at the room, looked back at me in surprise, and asked, "This is psychiatry!" ”

"I know."

In the evening, in the western sky, the fire clouds burned, a few maple trees in the hospital swayed, and the leaves fell one by one, I sat on the cold bench, looking at the falling flowers, and the scene in front of me slowly became blurred.

"Can't get in! Don't you see the words 'No Entry'? Mo Qingyu stood at the entrance of the cave, pointed to a sign in the corner, and asked seriously, "Jinghong, do you really know what you want?" ”

He looked at Mo Qingyu in embarrassment, and looked at me in embarrassment. I knew he was having a hard time making a decision, and I needed to help him make up his mind.

I don't know where the black hole leads, but we shouldn't be left in the infinite chaos. As long as our path is right, we are not afraid of difficult choices.

I grabbed his wrist and smiled, "It doesn't matter, you can't go wrong with me, I'll take you to a new world!" ”

He looked at his mother and Director Li behind him, hesitated, and suddenly gritted his teeth and shook off my hand.

"Don't!"

I stared at him, frozen: "What did you say?" ”

"Don't! I don't want to go with you. His tone was suddenly firm, as if I had lied to him about something.

I still don't give up: "You said that if one day, I pack my bags and start a trip that I can go, you will accompany me." ”

He was silent for a while, and said coldly, "No, I didn't promise you. ”

I realized and whispered, "Yes, it turns out that you didn't promise me." ”

"It's written here that it's forbidden to enter, and I shouldn't have walked in." He stopped talking, turned around, and walked towards Mo Qingyu.

Mo Qingyu grabbed his arm and said happily: "That's right! Black holes are full of many unknown dangers. Come, come with me, and I'll take you back. ”

Back in the White Expanse?

I questioned. But he didn't have a chance to say this question, he had already taken Mo Qingyu's hand and happily walked towards the white.

"By the way, this is your world!" Everyone hugged the two people, and gradually drifted apart, gradually becoming a point.

Leave me alone, between black and white.

"Yunyun." My mother whispered to me from behind, and the night before me fell, and I finally realized that I was distracted. I sighed, feeling sad for no reason.

"It's cold, let's go back!" My mother put on my cloak and hugged me and left.