Chapter 3: A New Beginning

When the sun spread through the gauze curtain on her face the next day, Zhao Qian seemed to have a new life.

Stretching tiredly, he glanced at his newly grown fingers and smiled with satisfaction. Then open the curtains and lean on the windowsill with your arms on the windowsill to enjoy the day's views.

Every day is the beginning of a new hope, but it is also a new challenge. Zhao Qian is not afraid of challenges, just like her love for life and cherishing time. If it's just a bland life, what's the difference between it and the mushrooms in the refrigerator?

In the wardrobe, this light blue coat has not been worn, and with white high heels and black leggings, it seems to look taller.

Pulling open the drawer, a pair of cross-shaped earrings was favored by Zhao Qian today. She is not short of money to buy jewelry, but except for earrings, Zhao Qian rarely hangs things on her body.

Lipstick is Zhao Qian's favorite, I heard that most of Zhao Ailing's life savings are used to buy lipstick, Zhao Qian seems to have this feeling, with different styles of lipstick and lipstick.

After packing up her makeup, Zhao Qian happily went out with her bag. I said hello to an uncle who came back from a morning run in the hallway, and I looked at a teddy dog on the alley downstairs.

Her life looks no different from ordinary people, and she is even more open-minded and optimistic than anyone else.

The convenience store at the door was full of drinks, but Zhao Qian only picked the ones that had not been drunk. In her opinion, experimenting is a blessing in itself. If you repeat a single flavor with a limited life, how many regrets will you leave behind?

The metro station is not far away, but today I switched to a bus. It's the same one yuan, but you can see different passers-by and lives that have not yet intersected on the bus, and it is a beautiful touch when you think about it.

At 7:15, Zhao Qian rushed to the subway entrance ahead of schedule. I straightened my makeup to the reflective billboard in the corridor, and after walking a few steps inside, I saw Lu Xia holding flowers.

Zhao Qian was stunned for a moment, then happily greeted her and asked, "When did you arrive, Lu Xia?" I thought I was too early again. ”

Lu Xia was still restrained and nervous, and stood stupidly in front of Zhao Qian for a while before remembering the rose in his hand. "This flower......,...... Yesterday's events are ...... to you Apologize! ”

"Oh? What happened yesterday? I've forgotten. ”

Zhao Qian shook her head and pulled up her arms, glanced at the roses handed by Lu Xia and complained: "If this bouquet of roses is used to apologize, then throw it away!" ”

Lu Xia squeezed his eyes helplessly, and saw Zhao Qian pointing to the trash can behind him, but he didn't know what to do. Did you say the wrong thing again? Or is Zhao Qian still angry? Am I going to apologize again? Or really throw the roses away?

After being stunned for a while, seeing Lu Xia looking like he had done something wrong, Zhao Qian couldn't help laughing, and said coquettishly: "Look at you stupid"

After speaking, he reached out and took the rose, held it in his arms and smelled it, and became shy.

Softly said thank you, Zhao Qian lowered her head to look at her toes.

Lu Xia was overjoyed, scratched his scalp, and seemed to remember something for a long time: "Oh! Let's go, where do you want to go today? ”

Zhao Qian hugged the rose and fell into deep thought, her eyes rolled, and she suddenly jumped in front of Lu Xia and took a step back and said, "I see that you are wearing such a gentleman today, the wild is definitely not suitable for you!" Why don't you go to the city and watch a movie? ”

Lu Xia agreed without thinking about it. As long as it is where Zhao Qian is going, he doesn't need to think about it, he waits for it.

Although this was only the second date between the two, Lu Xia seemed to have fallen in love and died in the mud of Zhao Qian's red face.

Some people say that when you really fall in love with someone, it means that you are about to lose yourself.

You will want to share with him when you encounter something beautiful, you will not hesitate to do it when he is in need, and you will impulsively want to give him everything you have at some point, and you will be willing to be a ...... for the cow and the horse.

But Zhao Qian didn't need Lu Xia to do anything for him. Like other couples in love, they went to the mall, had a cold drink, and grabbed two stacks of tissues from the crowd on the second floor for a promotion.

Lunch was a simple Chinese fast food, Zhao Qian sat at the dining table and played with her mobile phone, and Lu Xia was busy running back and forth.

Is eggplant eaten?

What about rice noodle meat?

There are also shepherd's cabbage balls, do you want one?

Drink or beer?

"Lu Xia, now advocating the CD action, you bring so much, can you finish eating?" Zhao Qian looked at the table full of dishes and shook her head helplessly.

Lu Xia diligently handed over the chopsticks and sorted out the dishes on the table

reasoned, and pushed in front of Zhao Qian as much as possible.

"Eat! Actually, it's not much, it's just a small plate. ”

At this moment, Zhao Qian had an indescribable feeling. She took the chopsticks, and her heart was mixed.

Although the dish in front of her was not abalone and lobster, it was incomparably expensive and extravagant in her eyes. How Zhao Qian hopes that like a normal person, she can eat with relish and happiness under Lu Xia's meticulous care! But she knew in her heart that she could no longer eat and drink like a normal person. Even if it is deliciously cooked, it is like chewing wax in the mouth, and you can't eat a little taste.

On the contrary, these things aroused Zhao Qian's appetite, she covered her stomach and licked her lips, glanced at Lu Xia but said, "You eat!" I'm not too hungry. ”

"How so? Isn't that what the meal is? Eat as much as you want."

Lu Xia said and sandwiched chicken wings into Zhao Qian's bowl, which made Zhao Qian a little embarrassed, so she had to pretend to put them in her mouth.

"Hmmm! It tastes pretty good! ”

Zhao Qian took a bite and chewed. Then he picked up the bowl and swiped his chopsticks a few times, but he just spit out the meat in his mouth and buried it under the rice.

This meal is particularly difficult to eat, and Zhao Qian is not unable to eat it, but she will inevitably have a stomachache after eating these and going back.

Some things are lost and never come back! Zhao Qian has a deep understanding of this. Although she used all her strength to accept the new life, what she lost was eventually lost, and pretending to be only self-deception.

Countless times, she would wake up in the night and shiver under the covers. Sometimes I cry for a night because of remorse, hugging the pillow like an iceman.

He didn't know why he wanted to live like this, but since he chose to survive, he must live well and live by all means.

Otherwise, how could she be worthy of Zhao Qian, who was hanged in the water prison?

"I really can't eat it!"

Zhao Qian turned sideways, poured more and more rice into the trash, pulled out a tissue and rubbed her hands, "It's not easy to lose weight in this palace!" I can't let you ruin it. ”

can accompany Zhao Qian to eat, just looking at it can be full. The so-called beautiful and delicious food, but Lu Xia has no usual amount of food. But seeing Zhao Qian's radiant appearance, Lu Xia didn't notice the failure of this meal, and was satisfied.

"Where are you going in the afternoon?" Lu Xia was suddenly full of expectations for the next arrangement.

"Well......" Zhao Qian held her chin in her hands and thought about it at the table: "Haven't you watched a movie yet?" Take a look, are there any new blockbusters? ”

Lu Xia held his mobile phone and swiped it: "There are a few films with high ratings, but they are all relatively late......"

"Yes! Who goes to the movies right after lunch? ”

Zhao Qian nodded and frowned, but then another spirit looked at Lu Xia and asked, "Why don't you go to the game hall for a while?" I'll hit the soul spinning top! ”

Lu Xia was surprised, but quickly smiled wisely. "I didn't expect that."

Then the two went to the e-sports arena and grabbed the crane machine for a while. Although there were no results, it was a lot of fun. I watched two movies in the theater, a romance film and a horror movie. When I came out, it was already six o'clock in the evening.

Good times are always short-lived. Then to the subway entrance, Lu Xia looked at Zhao Qian with emotion and said, "I didn't expect it to get dark so soon, we ...... Would you like to go for a bite to eat before leaving? ”

"Are you destroying me, Lu Xia?"

Zhao Qianjiao glanced at Lu Xia savagely, and turned her head stupidly: "I still plan to take you somewhere?" ”

Lu Xia hated his mouth to death, and he couldn't speak. Scratching his scalp stupidly, Lu Xia asked in a trance: "Take me somewhere?" ”

"Yes! The hotel is open. ”

"No kidding"

Lu Xia smiled, turned to her around Zhao Qian, and coaxed: "I'm really not good at talking, don't be angry." Why don't I invite you to Western food? ”

As soon as she heard about eating, Zhao Qian's heart was full of mixed feelings. She would be hungry, but she couldn't eat the delicious food, which was a cruel torture.

"Who's kidding you?."

Zhao Qian raised her head as she spoke, looked at Lu Xia affectionately, raised her face on his chest and asked, "Lu Xia, I really like you and am willing to give myself to you." I willingly and I won't regret it. I know it's reckless and inappropriate for me to say that. But I just want to ask you, are you someone who deserves my love and trust at all costs? Will you fail me? ”

"I ......" Lu Xia was surprised, but more often than not, he was in a trance and lost.

In the face of Zhao Qian's words, he should promise to be bold and have no hesitation. But Zhao Qian in front of him was too beautiful and charming, because the other party was too beautiful, which made him lose confidence and confidence.

Maybe it's an inferiority complex! When you truly fall in love with someone, commitment becomes precarious. How can I believe I can do it? How can I carry her beauty?

"I don't know ......!" Lu Xia shook his head.

Hearing this, Zhao Qian's heart shook. I wanted to laugh out loud, but I couldn't laugh, and my nose was sour and astringent.

Zhao Qian said the same thing to many people, but those people were in a hurry to take themselves to the hotel, no matter what Zhao Qian said, they would agree. And Lu Xia in front of him just didn't play according to the routine! At this moment, how Zhao Qian hoped that Lu Xia could also be sensational. Trivial. He only needed to nod his head and didn't need to say anything, so that Zhao Qian could continue.

"Don't you even bother to lie to me?" Zhao Qian choked and swallowed her throat, trying her best to calm her emotions.

"I don't know if I can do it." Lu Xia frowned, his eyes full of worry.

Zhao Qian sighed helplessly, glanced at the handsome Lu Xia in front of her, and only felt ridiculous and pathetic. "Alright! I didn't expect you to have low self-esteem! ”

Lu Xia frowned, how clumsy he was in front of the moving Zhao Qian! Pessimism filled his internal organs, and he murmured silently in his heart: Zhao Qian! I like you very much, too. You know? These two days were the happiest of my life. If there is a price to pay for this time, I am willing to overturn everything. But I may not be able to give you the future you want or that I want to give you, and that alone makes me not worthy of any promise or unattainable hope.

Low self-esteem is a cancer that grows in Lu Xia's heart, and he reminds himself all the time in pain. Even if love is unforgettable, you must discipline yourself to do what you can.

"It's time for us to go back." Lu Xia glanced at the subway station and said in a voice that he could barely hear. He didn't dare to look at Zhao Qian more, her beauty was now a thorn in his heart.

"Okay!" Zhao Qian nodded hesitantly, her fingers buckled the handle of the short knife in her pocket, and she sighed secretly.

Life is like a play, if you are too involved, it is easy to lose sight of where life is and where is acting!

Zhao Qian found herself weak and emotional. Compared with those rich second generations who use all kinds of tricks to create romance, Lu Xia did not bring him anything, but instead made ripples in his heart.