Chapter 138: Lost and Tired
After Su Liuyin and Yu finished speaking, Yu briefly explained a few words to Qingyuan, and only said that she should serve Su Liuyin wholeheartedly!
Jinxiu followed Su Liuyin, a little hesitant beside her, and she didn't speak easily, Su Liuyin thought maybe it was because she wasn't used to it! I know it's not that she doesn't want to talk to herself. She is an introverted person, and she will blush and heartbeat when she says a few words that are not rooted, but her temperament is too cautious, and women have such an overly introverted temperament, which is not good after all, thinking about following herself, how can she make her easier!
He was the first to break the silence and said, "Qingyuan...... When I was playing in the hot springs that day, I told you not to be informal, you just need to think of me as a sister! ”
said with a slight smile: "I'm going to trouble you these days, you can play with Xing'er Wufu and them!" Also teach Xing'er and Wufu, if they have half of your calmness, it would be fine. ”
Qingyuan heard this. The body was slightly stunned, was she praising her good temperament, or was she thinking that she was too silent, so she was confused when she heard it abruptly, but she also knew that Su Liuyin was a relatively intimate master, not to mention, she also let herself sit next to her and soak her feet with her that day! After thinking about it, he said in a low voice: "It would be great if the princess didn't dislike me, and I still want them to teach Qingyuan, Qingyuan is too dull." Grandmother always teaches Qingyuan like this! ”
Qingyuan thought and said: "Sister Qingyuan is also a thoughtful person, she always does things at ease, Qingyuan has not learned any benefits from her for so many years, but my sister has spent a lot of effort to teach Qingyuan a lesson, and it is difficult to even look at her with a smile in recent days, in the end, Qingyuan is too stupid!" ”
Su Liuyin looked at her and felt that this girl was indeed a very real child, so she couldn't help but be a little more kind to her, and took her hand and hurriedly said, "Qingyuan...... You're not stupid at all, I like your temperament very much! ”
However, Qingyuan looked uncomfortable, and said with a sigh: "The princess of the world treats Qingyuan like this, she is really ashamed, Qingyuan has not served the princess wholeheartedly these days!" ”
However, listening to her serious self-blame, Su Liuyin comforted softly: "How can this do your business, what is there to be ashamed of, in fact, you have done a good job, I should thank you!" After thinking about it, he said, "I can treat you as friends or sisters, you may not know much about my character, if you have any ideas, just tell me!" Don't grieve yourself! ”
Emotional whispered in response: "Yes, the princess's family and in-law's family are excellent, just now when I was talking to my grandmother, I listened to a few words of what you said, the princess is also the most beautiful woman Qingyuan has ever seen, Qingyuan admires the princess's appearance very much, and naturally men in the world also like Qingyuan." But Qingyuan thought again, I haven't figured it out now, so I haven't understood it, the princess and the prince have a very good relationship, why did he send you to this mountain! Grandmother said that he was in a dilemma, Qingyuan felt that what his grandmother said was right, and if the prince figured it out in the future, he would naturally be able to turn around. It's better not to think about these unhappy things now, you are a pregnant person, so as not to be overly sad and inevitably bad for your health, when the time comes, when my sister's child is born, the prince will definitely solve his difficulties, and see you when you figure it out, isn't this a great joy? ”
Qing Yuan said and looked at Su Liuyin's expression carefully: "Qing Yuan is stupid, but Qing Yuan is telling the truth, I hope the princess will not be disgusted with Qing Yuan's talk." ”
Su Liuyin nodded and said with a smile: "You are so considerate of other people's thoughts, how can I blame you for talking too much, just thinking that there is a real person like you, it's too late to be happy, but you don't want to be a princess anymore, call me sister, if you are not used to it, you can also call me Miss with Xing'er!" ”
Qingyuan's eyebrows lowered slightly, and she gently supported Su Liuyin and said, "It's great that Miss can think like this!" Qingyuan only hopes that the young lady can always be happy. Qingyuan has a silent temperament, not as good as Sister Xing'er, they can always make Miss happy, but if Miss has something unhappy, Qingyuan must do her best to solve problems. ”
Su Liuyin said: "Qingyuan, why do you have to be so arrogant, you, me, and Xing'er are all human beings, everyone has their own good side and bad side, everyone is equal, you can all be respected in me, you don't have to treat our relationship as a master-servant relationship, sisters or friends can be!" ”
Qingyuan hesitated for a moment, and then said happily: "Qingyuan just call you Miss with Sister Xing'er!" ”
Su Liuyin nodded, thinking that this Qingyuan and Xing'er should be able to play everything, and they are also real people, it would be better if their temperaments could be neutralized!
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This day passed quickly after talking to Qingyuan, and Su Liuyin also fell asleep early.
When the throat was tight, as if she was a little breathless, such a scene, Shengsheng pulled her up from her sleep, and her heart was very uncomfortable, these days she dreamed continuously, and after waking up, she looked at the pitch black, and the sadness of wanting to cry in the dream and reality became the heartache of wanting to cry without tears!
This kind of heartache is like a pair of hands grabbing her heart, devouring her psychological defenses little by little, until it destroys everything she is holding, making her breathless for a moment. The wind at night blew by the window, and my heart was even more fragile, and everything in front of me was sad and haggard!
When Su Liuyin was about to get out of bed, suddenly the candle was lit, it turned out to be Qingyuan, she saw Su Liuyin covering her chest with an uncomfortable face, and hurriedly went over and said with concern: "Miss...... What about you, what's going on? What is wrong with your body? Oh...... It's uncomfortable in the chest, Qingyuan will help you rub it, right? ”
Su Liuyin waved her hand and said with a smile: "It's hard for you to get up in the middle of the night, you don't care about me, go to sleep!" I'll just sit back! ”
"Miss...... Are you having bad dreams again? How are you? ”
At this time, Xing'er was also woken up by this, and hurried over to visit Su Liuyin!
Su Liuyin said with a smile: "It doesn't matter, for the broad-minded Miss Ben, this depression is really nothing, the ancients said "thinking about the day and dreaming at night" is also true, after we went to the residence of the young man and the old man a few days ago, once we came back, once it was night, I had strange dreams, and sometimes I would think about things during the day, nothing, it would be good after a while!" ”
Xing'er touched her head, thinking about how what happened before was reflected in her dreams at night, making people sleep peacefully, if Miss is like this every day, I'm afraid my body is really unbearable! asked with some concern, also with a little grievance: "Miss...... Why didn't Xing'er have such a dream, it was the slave's fault, she shouldn't have let you go to such a strange place! ”
However, before speaking, Su Liuyin glanced at Xing'er's face, and found that she had a face of gains and losses, and her eyes were still a little red, which was like crying, seeing this, Su Liuyin thought that she must be crying again, so she thought about not letting her worry about herself, and quickly said: "I don't have anything, I've been sleeping for too long, isn't the child in my belly kicking me?" He wants to play with me, it's better to be a mother to be more awake, otherwise it's not a way to fall asleep like this all the time! I only know how to sleep, but I can't let my children learn these bad habits, the ancients have said that the three watches are lit and the five watches are chickens, it is when the teenagers are reading, you see that the readers are up to read! ”
Seeing that Xing'er didn't speak, Su Liuyin smiled lightly, touched her head and said, "You stupid girl, where is your fault, it's just a dream!" I didn't say anything, but you blamed yourself, so go to sleep! You're neither a mother nor a scholar, otherwise there would be no reason for you to lie in bed tomorrow! As he spoke, he turned his head to Qingyuan and said, "And you...... Qingyuan, hurry up and go to sleep, if you don't get up tomorrow, my sister will spank you! ”
Qing Yuan looked embarrassed when he heard this, his face was as red as a peach, he hurriedly looked around, and said with some embarrassment: "Miss...... Qingyuan went to sleep! ”
Xing'er is a temperamental person, joy and sorrow go quickly, listening to Su Liuyin talk like this, thinking that there should be no big problem, and Qingyuan's shy expression is indeed a little funny, so she laughed loudly, on such a night, her laughter is only afraid that it will startle the jackdaws everywhere, but her smile is laughing!
Seeing their appearance, Su Liuyin said again: "Okay...... I'm asleep too, so go to sleep! ”
After a long time, I heard Qingyuan and Xing'er sucking evenly, thinking that they were already asleep!
Su Liuyin closed her eyes helplessly, there were no tears in her dazed eyes, her heart was empty and uncomfortable, she was covered with the quilt, remembered the things in her dream, and endured the tears for a long time before they fell, she dreamed of Duan Chuyi again, he was still so decisive, the tears were wet on the quilt little by little, the tears were wet and hot and melted into one, there was no sound, a pair of feet were intertwined, kicked hard, and gradually became a little vain and weak, so that after half a ring, he poked his head out, gently wiped the tears that had already dried in the corners of his eyes, and comforted himself that he was fine.
She trembled and touched the child in her womb again, he always gave herself the courage to move forward in such a sad time!
She has a faint sense of amazement, but how many people will feel like her on such a night, feeling that the long night is long and unintentional, but she still firmly believes that the future can be expected and fight for it!
Today's Su Liuyin is still uncertain about the future, she suddenly misses the old time, and wants to return to the arrogant eldest lady at the beginning, or let herself go back to where she should go. But when she thought of her child, she woke up like a big dream, but she was still stunned, and she didn't react much, when will her child meet her?