(That's right, it's the same situation again, I don't know what to write first, readers will get up tomorrow and be reading, I'm trying to write it out in the early morning, woo woo, this is what I wrote all night the day before yesterday, and then, no one understands, I cry)

1. My first encounter with the gods was on the battlefield after the end. I felt the moment of the passing of a fresh life within a radius of a hundred miles.

Inside the ruined city walls, there were the cries of babies, the pleading of women, the sounds of panicked flights, the friction of sharp weapons stabbing into the flesh, and the last cries for help from tearing their throats. Together, they are playing the most painful music in the world.

I thought I would be taken away by the departed, to escape from this world of misery, and who knows, my gods have descended.

2. I saw the god, it turned out that the god was white, and there was the purest holy light on his body, and the places he passed through were stained with his holy white light, and the viscous blood that flowed slowly on the ground was finally covered up and turned white before my eyes.

The gods stood in front of me, looking at me condescendingly, I didn't dare to look up, my thin body was hidden by tattered strips of cloth, and I looked at me trembling because the gods were watching me.

I don't know how long it took for the god to put his right hand in front of me, and his voice was unreal: "I saved you, and everything about you is mine." ”

I only felt that my world had stopped turning, that the blinding blood had turned white, that the suffering of the world had been relieved, that the souls of the dead had ceased to wail, because of the arrival of my gods,

3. The gods say, 'All that I have is his.'

So, my whole world became a god.

4. I followed behind the gods, watching my bleeding wounds stained with the holy light of the gods, seeping into my skin and mottled in my heart, I couldn't help but ask the gods, "What should I be called?" ”

The god didn't look back, his voice was unwavering, but I could clearly hear the taste of appreciation in it: "You learn quickly, everything you have is mine, understand?" ”

I understand, so my name will also be given by the gods.

"I will give you a name that has meaning and perish."

5. With decay, I guess the meaning of my name is to follow the shadow, rotten bones and heavy flesh.

Blessed with the gods, I was reborn from decay.

6. I am forever humbled and honored to follow the gods, and the light comes only from him. When I followed the gods, sometimes I would see the gods passing by, and there would be that divine white light on the ground, and I couldn't bear to step on it, so I had to let my pace become flustered, and the gods knew me too well, so the gods would allow me to lean on him, and let the wounds on my body that had not yet healed also stain his white light, and he told me that everything I had was his.

Of course I understood, and my heart gradually settled down so that I would not be flustered, and the gods gave me white light to light up my chaotic world.

7. I've been following the gods for a long time, but I don't think long enough, not enough. I watched the gods climb to the top, and I was always behind him. There was a gust of wind blowing, and the white light on the god's body was stained again, mottled in the bottom of his heart.

God says, "All that I have is his, and who can peek into my secrets?"

I looked at God reverently, yes, everything I have is yours, including the heart that beats fiercely because of you.

8. The first time the gods took me to a feast, it was a banquet that belonged to the gods, and then I realized that there was more than one god in the world, but it didn't matter, my god would always be that one god.

All the gods here have white light on their bodies, the white light is rich and faint, the richer the white light, the higher the identity of the god, and my god is indeed the highest layer of identity. There are many gods who come around to compliment me, and from time to time they will praise me for being religious, which makes my gods happy, and I am happy.

This place filled with divine white light was indeed the most relaxing place, but I was a little breathless, until there was a redemptive movement that attracted the attention of the gods and gave me a respite, which was the main purpose of their feast of the gods.

There are many screens showing all kinds of suffering in the world, there are many people waiting for redemption, and the gods choose people to rush to redeem, and I guess I was chosen by my god in this way.

9. Fate really favored me.

My god, I still love you, everything I have is yours.

10. I heard one of the strange gods at the banquet of the gods say that every god needs to be sacrificed, so that the souls who are pious enough can be integrated with the gods to protect the gods and continue to stand at the top, but do not be afraid, the gods will continue to look at everything in this world for you, and find the next person who needs salvation.

Hearing this, my heart trembled for the first time in a long time, I will definitely be the most pious person, I follow the god, see it standing at the peak, is it not the step of sacrifice. Then I am moved and trembling because I want to sacrifice my soul, of course not, I am excited because I hope that this opportunity will come sooner than my god, everything I am divine.

There is also a strange god who says that no matter which god it is, the place of his sacrifice is the dirtiest existence, without exception. I don't think so, how can the place where I first meet the gods be dirty, that is obviously the beginning of everything.

12. Finally one day, my god looked at me, at that moment, the blood in my body flowed rapidly and gathered in my heart and brain, I couldn't fall in love with the god and got a chance, I knew too much the meaning of all his eyes, this kind of eyes are you ready to give everything for me, I have always dreamed of it.

"I can trust you, right?"

Of course, I became the supreme love because of God, and I could finally get a home, a true sense of eternity, everything about me was divine, and I waited for God to bring me to the place where I first met.

13. The god's index finger conjured up a sharp holy light, which could easily cut my skin, and on this day, he finally looked at me squarely, and I also looked directly at the god presumptuously, and I stood opposite him, not behind, it looked at me. I was so excited that I forgot to breathe, and my body trembled when my heart almost burst through my skin, and I almost screamed, but for fear of offending the gods, I had to let myself hoarse and choke the words I wanted to say in my throat.

In my most pious gaze, I watched the god's index finger on my throat, and the moment he forcibly stabbed it, the white light of his fingertips flowed in my throat, so that my originally speechless throat could make a sound again, and it was not dry by surprise, I asked the god so boldly: "God, am I good or bad." ”

I desperately wanted to hear the answer I wanted, but the god looked at me and said, "You're going to die." ”

I suddenly didn't know what to think, did this mean, when was I getting better? The god's nails had already scratched from my throat to my heart, and the gentle white light blended with the mottled white light from the first encounter, bringing out all the feelings I had felt so far, and I was even more excited.

I asked, "God, what's my name?" ”

The god did not hesitate: "Your name is Suiyu." ”

I smiled, "I can finally sacrifice to you, and I was so happy that I suddenly forgot what my name was. ”

The gods ignored me, his nails already squeezing towards his belly, the first sign of independence and the end of all my soul sacrifices on my behalf.

14. I watched my white pure soul slowly leave my body, I found that I felt nothing but excitement that I could finally merge into the gods, I watched my soul approach the gods, touch the white light of the gods, and in time beyond time, I gazed with the real gods and looked at everything about me. My white soul finally embraced the gods, and that was all I had.

15. Fate really favored me and crushed my soul to pieces.

16. Two different white lights began to merge, and I felt a chill and weakness in my body, but it didn't matter, everything about me was divine anyway, and my last question was: "God, why are you white?" ”

Through the dazzling white light, the evil gaze of the god like an ant fell on my soulless body, and the voice became blurred because of the pace of departure, and I could hear clearly: "White is the purest desire of the gods......"

17. I think that the name given to me by the gods is not false, but it actually means that it is a hundred and a hundred followers, and the earth is rotten.

Obeying the gods is also the place where you are buried.

18. A gust of wind blows with the decay of countless dead souls, blows away the last bit of my unfinished temperature, blows through the holy white light of the gods, and finally blows to the whole thriving world.

God said, "All that I have is his, it is his, and who can peep into my secrets."

19. In those places where there are the cries of babies, the cries of women, the sounds of panicked flights, the grinding of sharp weapons into the flesh, the last cries for help from sharp weapons stabbing into the flesh, and the last cries for help from the throats, my god generously sprinkled out the rich white light and sprinkled it on the people, and my god stretched out his arms and said, "God has saved you, and everything you have is God's!" ”

20. Some die in sin, but God lives in the light