Xia Xue filled the white porcelain bowl with rice and piled up round rice peaks. She knows how much I eat and understands my tastes, so she puts her chopsticks and rice on the edge of the table and sandwiches a piece of pork that I like......

"Lu Xia, remember to buy the dishes at home after eating, I opened the refrigerator today and it was empty."

She brought herself a bowl of rice and sat down across from me.

I looked at the hot food in front of me, and the beautiful and sparing summer snow sitting in front of me, and suddenly my nose was sore, and my heart was even more uncomfortable and sad!

"Snow, I don't understand, I really don't understand!" I sniffed and forced myself not to cry. I was depressed in my heart, and I didn't finish what I wanted, but I was afraid that I would die of depression.

"Snow, I know I did something wrong and deserve to be punished! It's okay if you scold me and punish me, but please don't use this cruel way to me, okay? I'm not as strong as you see. I really can't live without you! ”

Xia Xue lowered her face, put a mouthful of rice into her mouth, her body trembled slightly, and her eyes were ruthless before she forced a smile: "Lu Xia, there is no one in this world who can't live without anyone!" There is no one who cannot live without it. I used to think so, and I thought, losing you, I'm going to die. I want to buy a lock, drill a hole in you, and lock you up. …… However, it was all a momentary thought, and if you really take a step and look back, you will see how naïve and pitiful the idea is. ”

She smiled at me, her smile stiff, giving the impression of a perfunctory sense of bullying.

Xia Xue put a piece of meat in my bowl again, and looked at me with big watery eyes, looking at me!

"Lu Xia, I won't be here in the future, you take care of yourself! You have low blood sugar, remember to eat more lean meat. ”

"Lu Xia, you still have to keep running, give this back to you!"

Xia Xue took off the bracelet from her wrist and put it on the table: "Anyway, I don't need it, you can wear it." ”

Xia Xue stretched out her hand to me, and I wanted to pick up my arm and put the bracelet on......

"Don't need it?" I asked rhetorically.

Xia Xue's body stiffened, her eyes were slightly sluggish, and her fingertips trembled.

But soon she covered it up, looked at me with a chuckle, rested the bracelet on the table, and pushed it towards me.

She put down her bracelet and leaned on the table with her arms around and said to me: "Lu Xia, I have one more thing I want you to help with." You're in a good position to help me. ”

Seeing that I didn't refuse, Xia Xue pulled her eyebrows lightly and looked at me with a thin smile: "I will hand over the resignation letter, you are refreshing, give me approval!" ”

Xia Xuewan picked up the chopsticks, looked at my bowl, and motioned for me to eat too.

"Resign?" I asked in shock, stood up, threw my chopsticks on the table, and shouted, "Xia Xue, tell me why!?" Do you have to punish me in this way? Why don't you just let me die! ”

After I finished, I could no longer suppress the sadness in my heart, bypassed, lifted Xia Xue up, and hugged her tightly into my arms.

Her delicate body precipitated in her arms, like a dead leaf falling into the grass, looking so full and natural.

I could smell the faint scent of her body, hear her hasty and trembling breath in my arms, and touch a cluster of souls that were as warm as fire but as cold as ice.

"Snow, I beg you, don't do this to me, is it? I can't bear it! ”

My tears fell down my shoulders.

Snow trembled slightly, and tried to wrap her arms around my waist, but her arms put on my back, and when she hesitated, she suddenly pushed me away and pushed me out desperately......

"Lu Xia, I have to go back!"

Xia Xue tried her best to push me away, I never knew she had such strength! It was almost a hysterical outburst. Pushing me away, she picked up her bag and ran the door. I saw Xia Xue covering her mouth, turning around, and walking out of my world without looking back......

……

Why?

I didn't find the answer in the end!

There is no answer to the problem.

But the snow still left me in this way, with the summer flowers of the world, stepping on the southern geese, and never returning!

……

Second, she did not come to the company in person, so she asked Rong to send a letter of resignation and a note.

I opened the note, and it was neatly written: Manager Lu, it doesn't matter if you don't approve it, then I will leave on my own! Thank you for taking care of you for so long, I appreciate it......

The note in his hand was crumpled into a ball, and his heart was in turmoil!

It's a terrible feeling! It was as if he had lost the most important thing in his heart all of a sudden, and his body was empty, and the whirring cold wind poured straight into it.

At this time, I suddenly remembered the news that Xia Xue posted when I left Shandong:

'When the most important of your treasures is lost, the rest, even if it is priceless, will dim and lose its fragrance in your eyes. Even, you don't have the courage to open this treasure chest again, and you are not in the mood to touch them, appreciate them, and remember them. ’

My heart is full of mixed feelings! Is this what retribution is called? I can feel exactly how she felt when she wrote this. It must be desperate, heartbroken, and powerless......

Because, I feel that way now!

She reversed the end of the story and poured the same grief on me. Or, grief is a virus that she passed on to me......

I've lost something so important now, and I feel like the whole world doesn't matter to me anymore!

It's muddy, and I'm not in the mood all morning.

At noon, I wasn't in the mood to eat. Tea and rice don't think, is this a broken love?

Colleagues in the office area left one after another, those who went to the cafeteria went to the cafeteria, the hot meal of the hot meal, and the rush of the dinner bureau, all of a sudden, the whole world was quiet.

The more silent it is, the more lonely it is! I felt the erosion of my thoughts.

At this point, I found that the office had also become a grave, and I had just slipped from another grave to another. I will spend the rest of my life in such a grave, and the troubles ......of the world will no longer be of concern to me, until a grave robber breaks in.

When Wang Yuqing rushed into the office, I was looking at Xia Xue's resignation letter over and over again. In fact, there is nothing special about the content of the letter, but her words are particularly fascinating!

"Lu Xia, why are you doing this? Don't you think that's excessive? ”

Wang Yuqing stood in front of me panting, his chest rising and falling with his breathing, looking at me resentfully and asking, pulling his throat to question.

I'm not in the mood to deal with her now, and I even see that she's a little bit of a bliss

Because I always believe that the change in my relationship with Xia Xue comes from her. Although it was my own mistake and I deserved to be dumped, was Wang Yuqing not at all wrong in this matter? She knew that I was a person who had a girlfriend and was about to get married, but she still posted it without discipline. If she had been a little more reserved, a little more self-loving, a little more vigilant, we wouldn't have gotten that far.