Chapter 1: The Girl in Dreams
Such a deep and dark cave suddenly appeared in front of my eyes at some point. Suddenly, or has it been there for a long time, and there is confusion in my memory.
I looked intently and quietly, it was a fascinating cave, and I seemed to be drawn into it, or if there was something in it that attracted me. What does the other end of it look like? I wanted to know, and after taking a step, I found that there was a wooden fence in front of me, carved with vicissitudes and a long ancient fragrance, which aroused my desire to go in and find out.
The second step is about to be taken......
"Hey, you can't get in! Don't you see the words 'No Entry'? A crisp female voice came from behind her.
I looked back in amazement, and a girl with a gray backpack, a light blue short-sleeved denim top and gray slacks, pointed to a sign in the corner of the wooden fence, and said to me as she walked up to me.
I looked at the girl, who was wearing a pair of square, short-sighted glasses, her hair was no more than shoulder-length, but a pair of clear eyes were looking at me leisurely.
I looked intently in the direction she was pointing at the sign in the corner, which did indeed say "No Entry". was hesitating, not knowing what to do, but suddenly heard her laugh: "But I don't think it matters." As he spoke, he walked over and climbed the wooden fence.
"But ......" I was a little uneasy. I don't know why this girl jumped so repeatedly, saying that she couldn't enter for a while, and then she took the initiative to climb over the railing and broke in. She looked back and saw me hesitating, and suddenly smiled: "Don't you want to go in and have a look?" ”
I tilted my head, feeling a little risky, but I really wanted to find out. "It should be fine!" I soothed myself. So she climbed up too, she laughed, climbed over the fence, and jumped straight down. I instantly felt like a brave, adventurous freelance traveler.
"What's your name?" She asked when I had just jumped off the fence.
I patted the dirt on my hands and replied, "My name is Zeng Jinghong." ”
"Zeng Jinghong......" she murmured. Suddenly, he rolled his eyes and thought about it, and said with a smile, "The spring wave green under the sad bridge was once a shocking photo." ”
There was a strange light in my eyes, and I was amazed that she had told me the origin of my name. She smiled again, as if it made her laugh because of my surprise, but she laughed innocently.
"Let's go, then!" She beckoned me and motioned to go with her into the cave.
I hesitated again: "Just go in like this?" I don't know what's going on in the cave, maybe there's a monster living in it, maybe there's a snake, a bat, a spider or something. ”
She was stunned for a moment, and then smiled: "Your imagination is really rich!" But aren't you as adventurous as a girl like me? ”
I blushed. She smiled and said, "Follow me." "Turn around and go. I had to keep up.
It was dark inside the cave, but when you entered the cave, you could see it more clearly. But the deeper it goes, the darker it becomes.
She suddenly asked me, "Son, how old are you?" ”
I snorted and said, "Seventeen." ”
"I'm still in school."
It feels like a big sister is asking a child.
"I'm currently in my sophomore year of high school."
"Then I'm older than you," she said, "I'm eighteen." "In this way, it is indeed the big sister who is asking the children."
"What's wrong with you, why don't you speak?" Or maybe my musings had silenced the atmosphere, she asked me curiously.
"Not much!"
"Are you afraid?"
"No, I just can't see the way, I'm groping forward." How can I say I'm scared in front of girls.
I didn't hear her answer again, but in the dark, I felt a warm and soft hand take my hand, and I shuddered. But I heard her say, "Don't be afraid, I'll take you away." ”
My heart sank, and a warmth welled up in my heart, so I grabbed her hand and quickened my pace. She didn't speak, and neither did I. In this way, we are groping our way forward in this long black hole, and we have been walking, and we have been walking.
She suddenly said earnestly, "You don't realize that many times we are like walking in a black hole, although sometimes we are hesitant and afraid, but this process of exploration is so exciting and unforgettable. When you finally see the exit and the sunshine, you feel that everything is worth it. ”
"But if you don't even have the courage to go into the hole......" I said in a self-deprecating tone.
She smiled coquettishly, "Don't mind, I just felt it just now." ”
Gradually, a bright spot appeared in front of me. The closer you go, the bigger the bright spot becomes. We're excited, that's the exit, and we're looking forward to what's behind the exit.
She rejoiced: "Look, I'm right! ”
I looked at her face quietly, and in the dim light, I looked very determined.
So we ran all the way through, the light enveloped us, and our vision suddenly widened, and our pupils changed from converging to divaluing.
A scene of green mountains and green waters, and flowers came into our eyes. It's the taste of spring, with birds cheering, butterflies flying, trees lush and grass.
I have only seen such a beautiful scene in pictures: the sunset and the lonely bird fly together, and the autumn water grows together in the sky. So it has always attracted me, constantly yearning, infinite imagination.
Looking back, she had spread her arms and tilted her head up, enjoying the warm sunshine and spring breeze with happiness on her face.
She cried out happily and ran to the flower-filled knoll. I can understand her feeling at this time, because my mood is the same.
The sun-lit grassy hillock and her silhouette are so charming.
My pupils dilated, and I realized that this was the most beautiful landscape I had always wanted to draw. Her bangs trembled slightly in the wind, the corners of her mouth were smiling, and she ruffled the ends of her hair and looked back at me.
It would be nice if such a beautiful moment could stay for a long time. It's just a pity that there is no camera.
All of a sudden, I wanted to know what kind of person she was. He loves the good life, but he also loves adventure. Bold, warm-hearted, sunny, lovely...... Or are there a lot of minor shortcomings that I didn't notice?
I also walked up to the hillock and sat down side by side with her. In front of the hill is a shallow and circular lake. She hugged her knees and looked at the sunset far away in the sky, quiet and elegant.
"You see," she said, "how desirable the lake is when the sun sets. Indeed, the surface of the lake reflects the warm light of the setting sun, and the light is beautiful. She lay down on her pillow and whispered, "Lie down and feel the temperature of the sunset." ”
So, I also lay down on the grassy slope, lying beside her, with my hands on the back of my head, looking at the clear blue sky, and feeling comfortable. The spring breeze blows lightly, blowing the grass around me, and it also blows my heart. The warm sun shines on me, which makes my whole body relaxed and extremely comfortable.
After a long time, she suddenly spoke: "Hey, if you have the opportunity to do something that you have always wanted to do, but will never do in real life, what will you do?" ”
I thought about it for a while, but to no avail, and asked, "In which direction?" Let's start with an example. ”
"For example, in the evening self-study class, when everyone was immersed in the bottomless sea of questions preparing for the college entrance examination and felt bored, I suddenly got up and showed off a dance, ignited everyone's passion, and danced with me."
"It's such a weird picture, I don't dare to think about it."
"What about you?"
"If it's me......" I analyzed her thoughts a little, and probably figured out her thoughts, "If it's me, the next time the teacher reprimands me in the office, I'll suddenly hit a turtle wave qigong with blind bear eyes!" Scared him to death. ”
"I think we just stood up and pointed to the invigilator's nose on the day of the college entrance examination, when we were listening to the English test, and said loudly: What kind of bird language is spoken, don't take the test! Then walk out the door, leaving a dashing back. ”
"Ahh
We talked for a long time......
She slowly opened her eyes, stared at the clouds in the sky that were changing shapes anytime and anywhere, and said with a little sadness: "In everyone's heart, there is a beautiful scenery that has always been longed for, and that beautiful scenery is in the heart, sometimes clear, sometimes blurry, but it always lingers. But there are too many fetters and depressions in real life. People can only focus on work and life, without the support of money, no kind of beautiful scenery can attract people to fully open their hearts, really walk into it, and wander in that world. ”
I turned my head to look at her beautiful face looking up at the sky, and followed her words: "Poetry and distance are a beautiful hope, but they also need an economic foundation to realize this hope. So most people would rather choose what is in front of them. ”
"When can I go on a walk-and-go trip?" This sounds like a very small girl.
"It's hard in reality, and it seems that you can only roam freely in your dreams."
"Only in dreams!" The tone was full of discouragement, frustration and indignation, "Only in dreams can people do what they want......"
"Doesn't it feel sad?"
"If one day, I really pack my bags and am ready to go, will you accompany me?"
"Me? You're going to take me? Her soft words rang in my ears, and my heart was pounding.
"I always want to go together, it's too lonely to be alone."
Loomingly, I seemed to smell a fresh fragrance. But I can't tell whether it is the natural fragrance of herbs and flowers, or the body fragrance that she exudes by my side.
"If there's a day, remember to call me." I laughed, but thought to myself, this must be just a joke.
She suddenly turned her head to stare at me, and I felt my face flush and my ears hot, and my heart racing. It seemed to go with the flow, she closed her eyelids and I closed my eyes......
Unconsciously, I felt that my consciousness was shallow, faded, and far away. The spring breeze is no longer light, the warm sun is no longer shining, the fragrance has dissipated, and everything is silent.
What's wrong?
I could visibly feel my lips throb. When I opened my eyes, I only felt that my head was very heavy, and my consciousness was not yet clear.
I sat up and saw the fan on the white wall whirring at me, and the top bunk of the bed opposite lay my sleeping roommate. Unfortunately, I was lying on my own bed, not on the grassy knoll. What shone on my face was not the warm light of the sunset, but the morning light.
Suddenly sober, oh my, it's just a dream!
Is it a dream, I still don't want to believe it, how can there be such a real dream, the spring breeze, the sunshine, the fragrance, and the feeling from her palm, everything is so real.
But it was just a dream.
I've never been so upset as I was now, and I pounded straight on the bed in frustration, touching my forehead and sitting on the bed in a daze.
I've had a lot of dreams before, and when I woke up, I felt like a pity, but this time was different.
Because it was a dream, she didn't exist.
Does it really not exist? But why is it in my dreams? Who is she, she is not someone I know, I have never seen such a face, so why did she appear in my dreams. Her face was so clear in the dream, and how could I dream of a face I had never seen before.
No amount of chagrin can change this fact, because it is already convinced that it is just a dream.
When I wake up from my dream, it's time to face a helpless life.
"It's good that it's not a dream!" I thought to myself.
Because, I really can't bear her smiling face, and the untouchable kiss that has not yet had time to be completed.