When he entered the operating room, my father always felt that he would not be able to come back this time.

"If I can't come back from surgery, you have to take care of our family Lin Muxing, in the future, don't be so fierce to Lin Muxing, don't be so demanding, he is just a child." The father admonished the mother and was wheeled into the operating room by the doctor.

This time history did not repeat itself, and my father's surgery was successful.

Lin Muxing was very happy because he was finally a little boy with a father.

Lin Muxing became more and more sensible, and later, in order to take care of his parents, he didn't even go to school to study in a different place, but chose to stay in the city.

When Lin Muxing was in college, he was a much-anticipated class grass, and it can even be said that he was a grass, but Lin Muxing always had a person in his heart.

That is Tian Xiaoxiao, but this time Lin Muxing doesn't seem to be able to meet Tian Xiaoxiao.

"Mom, do you have Tian Xiaoxiao's contact information?" Lin Muxing couldn't help but ask her mother one day.

"Who is Tian Xiaoxiao?" There was no such person in my mother's memory.

Lin Muxing never mentioned the name Tian Xiaoxiao again, but buried the name in his heart, Lin Muxing never sighed in love for four years in college, maybe he met the right one, or it could be because he had someone in his heart.

After graduating from university, he entered a state-owned enterprise and held an iron rice bowl at the bottom.

However, my parents are very happy, because they are very dignified when they enter a state-owned enterprise, and they have told many relatives and friends.

"Lin Muxing, you have to work hard, now that you have entered a state-owned enterprise, you will be able to find a daughter-in-law in the future!" 's mother hasn't read much, and her inner thoughts are nothing more than letting Lin Muxing start a family.

"Let me tell you, your mother told those relatives everywhere that you entered a state-owned enterprise, and those relatives were envious of our family and said that we were really angry about raising this son, and my proud back was straighter than before." My father was also very happy that Lin Muxing was able to enter a state-owned enterprise and have a stable job.

These ordinary lives, if Lin Muxing's life was with idol dramas before, then now his life is simply firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea.

Lin Muxing wanted to start a business, but his parents disagreed, feeling that it was too risky.

"You're so decent, why do you want to go out? What's so good about going out and starting a business, what if you lose money? "The mother was adamantly opposed.

's father also stood on his mother's side, so Lin Muxing's business plan died.

This may be that there are gains and losses, Lin Muxing did not lose his father, but he also lost the courage to rush, and the life that was full of anger in the past.

Later, Lin Muxing was arranged to go on a blind date, but he didn't expect to be his childhood playmate, Autumn Leaves.

"Hello, my name is Akiba." The autumn leaves are becoming more and more beautiful, making people unable to take their eyes off them, and they are slim and elegant.

"Hello, my name is Lin Muxing." Lin Muxing didn't say that his name was Lin Xiahua, although he was a former playmate or friend, but now Lin Muxing is Lin Muxing is not the original him.

In the current story, Lin Muxing did not go to the ancient town with Tian Xiaoxiao to see Autumn Leaves, because there is no Tian Xiaoxiao in the current story.

is still the same sentence, there will be gains and losses, Lin Muxing was very grateful at the beginning to have the opportunity to go back to the past, but it seems that this past has been excessive, but there is no one who has met before.

I didn't meet Tian Xiaoxiao, I didn't meet Mu Yixuan, I didn't meet Micah, and I didn't meet Ye Zhe.

In this world, there is no QTQ, there is no Lin Group, only Lin Muxing, a social animal who is crawling in state-owned enterprises.

When going on a blind date, Lin Muxing didn't know what to say during the whole process.

"I heard that you haven't been in love for so many years, and my aunt said it's because you miss me, is it true?" Akiba smiled shyly.

"It's not." Lin Muxing shook his head, he hadn't been in love for so long, but he already had someone in his heart.

"Then you have a car and a house now, right?" Qiu Ye doesn't care that Lin Muxing in front of her is her Xia Hua, she is here for a blind date, as a woman, she is beautiful and a white-collar worker earns tens of thousands of dollars a month, she will naturally ask for a house and a car.

"Hmm." Lin Muxing nodded, he did have a car and a house.

"You don't seem to like me very much, do you? I haven't seen you in so many years, and you don't have anything to say to me. Qiu Ye could feel Lin Muxing's indifference, no matter how active she was, Lin Muxing was still cold and not active enough.

"That's not what I meant, I'm just stupid." Lin Muxing is still as gentle as before, the gentleness to outsiders in the past was a disguise, and now it is still a disguise.

I don't know how long this awkward conversation lasted, and it finally ended when Akiba rushed to the company after receiving a call from the company.

"Here's my contact information, add it, bye." Before leaving, Akiba took out a business card from her bag and put it on the table, and then trotted away.

Contemporary social animals are like this, the company calls you on a blind date, even if you have a child now, you have to run back to the company.

Lin Muxing threw the business card into the trash can and looked at the time on his watch, it was still early.

I went to the theater next door and bought a movie ticket, it was a re-screening of "Titanic" I don't know how many times, why do I still go to watch this movie after watching it over and over again, because of how good this movie is, in fact, I just want to watch the movie and miss the person who watched it with you at the beginning.

Even if you know that these remakes are on the market, in fact, most of them are just for money, but you will still go because of feelings, because you once took a good girl to watch the movie with tears, so you are willing to pay for this film.

Maybe it was boredom, maybe it was afraid that the family would ask why they came back so early, so they bought a bucket of popcorn to eat, and the girl next to her cried with tears in her eyes, just like Tian Xiaoxiao, who accompanied Lin Muxing on the Titanic.

Why do girls like to cry so much?

Maybe it was subconsciously, or maybe it was gentle to everyone, Lin Muxing took out a tissue and handed it to the girl next to him.

"Thank you." The girl took the paper and wiped it in her eyes, her voice hoarse.

Lin Muxing thought that the girl was probably missing the person who accompanied her to watch this movie before, maybe she was just moved by the love between Jack and Ruth.

These don't seem to have much to do with Lin Muxing.

The loneliness of becoming a social animal caused even Lin Muxing, who was gentle to the bone, to dislike to communicate with people more and more, he waited until the movie ended, and was the last to leave.

When I got home, my parents cooked a lot of good dishes, but there were autumn leaves sitting at the dinner table.

"Lin Muxing, you're back!" Akiba took the initiative to say hello.

Lin Muxing responded with a faint smile, not very obviously unhappy, hiding his emotions under the smile, unhappy because he had no topic and nothing in common.

This meal was even more noisy than before, most of the time it was his mother talking to Qiu Ye, and Lin Muxing and his father were silently chopping rice.

Later, his father's illness recurred, and when he was in the hospital, he said that his greatest wish in his life was to see Lin Muxing marry a wife and have children.

The marriage was done by the mother, and the marriage partner was also the autumn leaves that the mother liked.

The trajectory of life is step by step according to the requirements of his parents, why is it so dull, because his parents were so plain at that time.

No one noticed at the wedding, and Lin Muxing was silent the whole time.

No one cares whether Lin Muxing likes this bride or not, because this bride is liked by her parents, if Lin Muxing finds a girl that she likes but not what her parents like, there will be no good fruit to eat if she can't get the blessing of her parents.

Lin Muxing was busy socializing after marriage, but he did all the things that a husband should do to Autumn Leaves, Lin Muxing didn't like to talk but could prepare surprises for Autumn Leaves.

When Autumn Leaves was pregnant, her mother was not in good health, and sometimes Lin Muxing quit her job to take good care of Autumn Leaves.

But maybe God doesn't like Lin Muxing, the child is gone.

Immediately after the child is in the world, on the tenth day.

My father underwent another operation, which failed.

Before dying, my father took my mother's hand and said, "For so many years, thank you for giving birth to such a good son as Lin Muxing for me, thank you for everything you have done for my family, I am probably going to take the first step, don't worry about me in the future, take care of yourself." ”

My father looked at Lin Muxing and said, "The biggest achievement in my life is to give birth to you." ”

My father said this in the world before.

It was when Lin Muxing went to participate in the National Essay Contest and was leaving, and his father held his hand.

"The greatest achievement in my life is to give birth to you." As his father spoke, the wind blew through his hair, and it turned out that his hair was half white.

Now, after a long absence.

Lin Muxing looked at his dying father on the hospital bed with tears in his eyes, but he couldn't do anything, it turned out that even if he could change and get a chance and go back to the past, he couldn't get rid of life and death.

Father was going to leave him after all.

Lin Muxing's heart was like a knife, but he still sorted out his emotions and presided over his father's funeral.

"I heard your father died?" The boss was surprised by Lin Muxing's calmness.

"Hmm." Lin Muxing nodded and did not speak, and devoted himself to his work.

When I got home at night, I found Qiu Ye and other men holding hands downstairs, and Lin Muxing was busy doing something and saw it.

It turns out that an emotionless marriage is destined to perish, even if Lin Muxing has fulfilled all the obligations that a husband should have.

Lin Muxing returned home with a wine bottle, and suddenly saw Qiu Ye applying a mask, and Lin Muxing went to take a bath as if he hadn't seen it.

When I returned to my room, I found that there was an insurance policy in the drawer, this insurance was not bought by Lin Muxing, and the beneficiary was Qiu Ye.

Maybe Qiu Ye will be going to do it soon, and Lin Muxing plans to go out to blow the wind.

When I went out, I was stopped by Akiba.

"Hey, where are you going to fool around? Big night. Akiba's tone was not good, and he was even a little excited.

Lin Muxing acted as if he hadn't heard anything, and went to the roof alone.

The world is not fun at all, he lives the life his parents want according to the rules, but in the end he is not happy, and even his father still leaves him.

There is nothing to say about his life, looking at those high-rise buildings, Lin Muxing doesn't know what his destination is.

But he jumped without a trace of despair or hesitation.

There was no pain as I imagined, and when I woke up, I found that I was in the private room of the restaurant at the beginning, but all the people around me were unconscious.