Dragging his heavy body back home, Zheng pushed open the door, and I saw a room like an ancient tomb, as if all the furniture and utensils had suddenly become funeral goods,—— I am the owner of the tomb here!

If a person becomes decadent, he may not even be able to give the strength to breathe.

Loosen the tie around his neck, throw the keychain on the table casually, and walk straight to the kitchen without wanting to change his slippers. When I opened the door of the refrigerator, the cool air came, and I saw two yellowed celery and a half-rotten green pepper, in addition to the empty and barren, there was a fresh milk box on the door grid, and I was disappointed ......to pick it up and shake it!

Slowly and weakly closed the door of the refrigerator, turned around to look at the dishes and chopsticks soaked in the vegetable sink, a layer of grease and vegetable leaves floating on the water surface, the rag was oily on the edge of the pool, and the catch and cutting board were even more lonely and lonely in the mess.

I moved my sleeves and was about to make gnocchi with noodles to satisfy my hunger, when I opened the door of the cupboard to find that there was no flour at home. Xia Xue and I don't like pasta, we used to keep flour for emergencies, but we haven't stocked up on those things since we moved in with snow.

Look, I can't even solve the problem of food and clothing without you!

I smiled self-deprecatingly, sighed, picked up the kettle, and tried to boil the boiling water, but the mouth of the kettle reached to the edge of the sink, but the dishes were piled too high and blocked!

I simply didn't do anything, turned off the kitchen light, and went straight to my room to sleep.

When I returned to the room, it was nothing more than walking from the main burial chamber to the side burial chamber, and here I won the coffin', I will lie down and rest in peace in the Nine Springs!

Sometimes, I envy Zhao Qian very much, and leave quietly, and the troubles in the world are no longer important!

In the middle of that picturesque mountainside, she slept with the earth and mountains, when the spring flowers were all over the mountains, when the summer cicadas chirped at night, when the autumn night was red through the tips of her hair, and when the winter snow covered ......the veil. What she thinks about is no longer such a warm and cold, hungry and cold love between men and women.

The night is longer than the other, and when the winter solstice is heard, the diurnal differentiation will reach the extreme. At that time, it was the longest night of the year.

I should panic about this! Because I was more and more afraid of the night、—— the night that I had to face alone.

The brighter the moonlight outside the window, the darker and colder the room became. I was wrapped in a quilt and shivering!

Rolling around, I saw geckos crawling on the window panes, poking their heads out one by one and staring at me with red-glowing eyes......

……

When she returned to the company in the second time, when she passed by Xia Xue's desk, she played the computer casually. I stopped in front of her booth, looking at the familiar and unfamiliar Xia Xue in front of me, and I wanted to wear it!

"Snow, I ......" I wanted to speak and stopped, and the words behind were stuck in my throat and couldn't be swallowed, and I was uncomfortable!

"Is there something wrong with Manager Lu?" Xia Xue put down her work, looked at me blankly with a pair of big eyes and asked.

"Sister Luo has an accident!" I blurted out, and suddenly my nose was sour, and my eyes were swollen.

Xia Xuexiu frowned slightly, and nodded to herself: "I listened to my colleague, I fell when I got home from work and had a miscarriage!" ”

I don't know if Xia Xue really doesn't know or pretends not to know, Luo Qian's miscarriage is directly related to me. Yes, she lost the baby in her womb because of me, and I am mainly responsible.

However, the rumors among colleagues in the company have nothing to do with me, and I don't know if Zhou Haoran is trying to protect Luo Qian's reputation, or to protect my reputation, maybe both.

Hearing Xia Xue like this, I swallowed the words in my throat and forced myself to squeeze out a smile at her: "Xue, let's go see her together after work at night, right?" Sister Luo......"

"I'm not available!"

Without waiting for me to finish, Xia Xue refused, without even a trace of hesitation and hesitation

After she finished, seeing that I was still stunned here, she pulled out the folder and continued to work, staring at the computer with her eyes and saying coldly: "Manager Lu, if there is nothing else, I have to work!" ”

Why do two people who love each other have to face each other in this way? I don't believe that she can really be determined to not stain the old dust, and those good times will be written off like this?

But I can't see through, and I can't see what kind of mess I'm in now. The dream turned a thousand times, and what I thought was within reach was just like this, I watched him fade away and escape into the dust!

Colleagues in the office are coming one after another, and I can't do any more entanglement, and if I stay for a long time, it's also disgusting.

When I returned to the office, I was in a state of confusion all morning, until Manager Liu put pressure on me like a life-urging charm in the afternoon, which disturbed my restlessness!

"Lu Xia! You're really going to have a fever in your head, and if you drag on like this, you're really going to be in trouble! ”

Manager Liu looked back at the door and said to me in a suppressed voice: "Otherwise, ......, stuff some money for Uncle Li?" I'll take a little personally, and you will also give a little, and try to solve this matter as much as possible! ”

I saw that Manager Liu had this crooked thought, and it seemed that he was anxious enough.

I'm in a hurry, I should be more anxious than him. If something really happens, I won't be able to escape from this prison, and I will even have to pay huge compensation and harm my family.

But lately, there have been too many things to worry about, one after another, and I have two big heads. Manager Liu saw that I was tepid, thinking that I didn't take this matter to heart, can I not get angry?

I wanted to send Manager Liu out, so I tried my best to comfort him: "Old Liu! I'm definitely not going to beg Uncle Li. But if you believe me, don't be a life-threatening ghost! I'm more anxious about this matter than you, so I must put it first and solve it first. ”

The last time I made up the audit form for Manager Liu, he had some trust in my ability, and now he saw that there was no other way but to believe in me, so he had to sigh: "Okay, okay!" Maybe it's me, an old guy, who has derailed from the times, and doesn't have the brains of you young people. …… But you have to do it! This is a matter of life and wealth, and you can't be sloppy! ”

"Rest assured!"

I even coaxed and deceived Manager Liu to blast him out, but my mood became heavier and heavier when I sent him away.

This matter is a little strange, Uncle Li and I have always been at odds, he now has such a sharp blade in his hand to deal with me, why don't you do it?

What is he waiting for?

The more I thought about it, the more I felt that something was wrong, maybe he was trying to force me to go to him and beg him, after all, there would be a new manager to remove me, and it would not do him any good. And if I beg him in private, he will hold my handle, and I will have more oil and water to fish for in the future. At that point, I may really be the kind of person I hated before, and I will never turn over.