Chapter 1080: A Wound That Seems to Heal
"Why didn't I go deep into your heart, the two of us have experienced so many things together, you saved me, I also saved you, I have your blood in my body, Xia Xia, you can't say that, I'm really sad."
"I'm even more sad, I told you before that Yang Xiaomei deliberately burned herself, you haven't said anything about this matter, if you don't speak, you don't believe my words, right?"
Lu Baichuan looked embarrassed, "Xia Xia, if I believe that the little sister was deliberately burned, then why is she like this?" IβI can't find a reason for her to do this, what do you say? β
An Xia moved his mouth and resisted the impulse, Lu Baichuan didn't believe that Yang Xiaomei did it on purpose, so he told him that Yang Xiaomei did this because she liked him and wanted to see him more, and he wouldn't believe it.
At this time, the dish came up, and An Xia picked up the chopsticks, "Let's eat, this dish is not spicy, you eat." β
"Xia Xia, aren't you angry? I believe in you, but I really don't know, what good does my little sister do to her, the boiling water is poured on herself, it hurts so much, why did she poison herself, what she wants, I really can't figure it out. β
"Eat, I won't make trouble, but if you really treat Yang Xiaomei as your own sister in the future, you should know that you can't blindly get used to her, you should discipline her where she does wrong, so that she won't suffer in society, I definitely don't have any selfish intentions when I say this, it's all for her good."
"I know, I know."
Lu Baichuan nodded again and again, "Xia Xia, you are right, if she does something wrong in the future, I will not cover her up, you are right, I did it wrong before and made you feel wronged, if you are angry, you will beat me, don't ignore me, okay?"
Although I am a careful person, I don't think much about it, especially in love, I know that I am definitely an incompetent object, I can't accompany you every day, I can't help you when you need it, and even my problems are solved by you for me, sometimes I feel that after returning from the army, I seem to have become very weak, I can't do anything, I can only rely on you and grandpa. β
"No one has ever relied on anyone, I help you because of the relationship between the two of us, but there is something I want to talk to you about, I don't really want to get married at the moment, the last time Grandpa Lu mentioned the matter of marriage, I am very confused now, I don't know what's going on, I resist getting married, I'm sorry."
"Xia Xia!" Lu Baichuan frowned, "Are you still angry?" β
An Xia shook her head, her expression showing a hint of tiredness, "I am suddenly uncertain about our relationship, so I want to take a second look, I think my previous idea may be wrong, I am obsessed with marrying you, and the idea at that time was that as long as I can be with you, anything will do." β
"I just want to be with you, I can't lose you, and even the thought of losing you makes my heart ache." Lu Baichuan became anxious, "Where did I do something wrong, I'll change it!" I'm a person who can't think of some problems a lot of times, and you tell me, I'll change them all. β
"In this world, anyone who is separated can live."
"Xia Xia, how can this be!"
Lu Baichuan was so anxious to pull Anxia's hand, Anxia didn't struggle, but he looked at the calmness on his daughter-in-law's face, even a faint sadness, and he had a bad feeling in his heart, his daughter-in-law might really not want to be with him anymore.
"Bai Chuan, promise me one thing, Yang Xiaomei, I really can't get along with her, you recognize her as a sister, I don't object, but I just ask you not to let me treat her as a sister, okay? I only think she is your relative, a relative I don't want to contact and don't want to socialize, can you promise me? β
"Okay, I won't force you, I was wrong before, I didn't consider your feelings, let you suffer these grievances, I won't bother you with Yang Xiaomei's affairs in the future."
The two finished the meal quietly, talked once, and understood each other's minds, but An Xia had some things that she didn't say, she knew that she said it, and Lu Baichuan didn't believe it.
Although the two ended up shopping for clothes like a couple, Anxia knew that the previous feeling would never come back.
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After going back, Anxia prepared for the New Year in a down-to-earth manner, Huo Jingshu was pampered since childhood, although she suffered for five years with Xiao Jingsheng during the transformation, but the cooking skills did not grow much, and after returning to the imperial capital, her parents felt sorry for this hard-working little girl, she almost ate at her mother's house, or her mother made a lot of dishes for her to bring back and eat slowly.
As a result, Huo Jingshu's craftsmanship stayed on cooking delicious white porridge and stir-fried light and healthy small green vegetables, and there were more than ten days for the New Year, An Xia and her aunt, fourth uncle and Kai Kai prepared New Year's dinner.
Lu Baichuan didn't go to work anymore, and began to send New Year's goods to the Anxia family and the old man Huo's family, Old Man Lu has many old acquaintances and many disciples in the imperial capital, and now Old Man Lu has stood up to support his friends and colleagues, which is equivalent to going out of the mountain in disguise in the eyes of everyone, so his disciples gradually began to gather around Old Man Lu again, and they were more than sending things at the end of the year.
Many of them are distributed in all corners of the world, most of them have a certain status, now the New Year, can not come to the imperial capital to visit the teacher, then send things, can not be worse than those brothers and sisters in the imperial capital, local special snacks, interesting stones, and even the latest geological exploration data, all sent in one go.
Fortunately, Mr. Lu now lives in the old house, and he can pile it up at home, but he can't eat it, so Lu Baichuan is responsible for sending it to Anxia's house and Mr. Huo's house, but Mr. Huo is also a protΓ©gΓ© all over the country and even foreign students, plus some friends and peers, the annual gifts he receives every year are no less than that of Mr. Lu.
In addition to precious medicinal materials, the others are things to eat and use, so Lu Baichuan went to deliver things to Old Man Huo, and every time he would load a cart of things home.
An Xia tossed with her aunt in her own kitchen, steamed the sticky rice suitable for all ages in Shanpo Village for the New Year, bowls of glutinous rice, a layer of glutinous rice and a layer of red bean paste, and then sprinkled with a layer of sugar, after steaming in the pot, put it outdoors to freeze, when you want to eat or a guest at home, take in a few bowls and steam it, dig it with a spoon and eat it, soft and sweet, it is the favorite of the elderly and children.
An Xia sent some of this sticky rice to her grandfather and Grandpa Lu, and the old people on both sides liked it very much, and finally An Xia took her aunt and her fourth uncle Kaikai to steam two hundred bowls of sticky rice at her grandfather's house, and sent one hundred to Grandpa Lu.
In winter, the temperature in the imperial capital is more than ten degrees below zero, and the sticky rice is packed one by one with ordinary white porcelain bowls, each with a plastic bag, placed together and then covered with plastic sheeting, using a natural large refrigerator, one by one frozen hard, you can eat until the end of February Spring thaw.
It's almost the New Year, Anxia has run to Lu's house more often, every time the old man Lu sees Anxia coming, he can't see his eyes with a smile, and the old man still thinks in his heart that the eldest grandson and Anxia are about to have a good thing.