For most of Xinxin's sophomore and junior years of high school, Jingrou came over like this, she tasted the bitterness and pain, but she could only choose to endure silently, gritting her teeth and persevering. Not only that, at the beginning of Xinxin's junior year of high school, she had never had a cold since she arrived in Japan, but she actually had a very serious cold. Xinxin didn't go out of the house much during the whole winter vacation except for going to the hospital, and her health has not been very good since the start of school.

But the most helpless thing for Jingrou still happened, the war between Yamaguchi and Xinxin inevitably entered the white-hot stage, although reluctant and reluctant, but Jingrou in order to balance the relationship of the family, in order to maintain this home that can no longer be easily lost, can only choose to let Xinxin move out alone.

Before Jing Rou and Qin Junchi formally discussed, in fact, Xin Xin had already told her father about the situation at her mother's house behind her back, and she had told her father more than once that she wanted to go out and live by herself. Especially when Yamaguchi was at the height of his anger, Xin Xin secretly made a phone call to his father, although Qin Junchi couldn't understand what Yamaguchi and Jingrou were saying, but he clearly heard Yamaguchi's angry voice, this was the first time Qin Junchi really knew Jingrou's difficulty. Before, Qin Junchi had always thought that Jingrou and her second husband were living a rich and happy life, and because she was too happy, she would refuse her request to remarry! So for the safety of his daughter, in order to reduce the burden on his ex-wife, and not wanting to ruin Jingrou's marriage because of his daughter's relationship, Qin Junchi helped Jingrou pay Xinxin's rent fee and agreed to let her daughter move out and live by herself.

Jingrou and Xinxin decided to rent a cheap rental house not far from home, and then on the days of Yamaguchi's business trip, the mother and son drove the car that Yamaguchi put at home and moved all Xinxin's things. After Yamaguchi came home from a business trip, Jingrou lukewarmly told him the fact that Xinxin had moved out to live.

Yamaguchi was a little unconvinced, saying that there was no way to rent a house without a guarantor in Japan, so Jingrou told him that she was the guarantor. And since Xiao Jiayue went to kindergarten, Jingrou has gone out to do odd jobs, although she doesn't earn much, but with a little income, she is qualified to be a guarantor.

Yamaguchi knew that he couldn't control his temper as soon as he got angry, and he didn't say anything angry to Jingrou to let Xinxin go, but he never thought that Xinxin would really move out alone, let alone that Jingrou could do it. So feeling embarrassed, Yamaguchi immediately proposed to go and see where Xinxin lived, otherwise he would not be able to rest assured anyway. Seeing this, Jingrou gave Yamaguchi a step down, and then the two of them took advantage of the fact that Jiayi and Jiayue had not come back, and drove directly to Xinxin's rental house, but after looking around Yamaguchi outside, he didn't get off, he just gave tens of thousands of yen and asked Jingrou to hand over Xinxin for living expenses.

The conflict at home was temporarily resolved, Yamaguchi didn't go home because Xinxin was angry, Xinxin didn't have to look at her stepfather's face anymore, and although Jingrou was not happy, she finally felt a little less pressure on her body. After that, Yamaguchi also offered to let Xinxin go home for dinner, afraid that she would be too lazy to cook and cook alone, so Jingrou and Xinxin felt much more comfortable, and the tension between the family was finally eased somewhat.

It's a pity that the good times didn't last long, after Xinxin lived alone, she always couldn't get up in the morning for various reasons and delayed the time to go to school, and even sometimes she didn't go to school with Jingrou on her back when she was not feeling well. The homeroom teacher specially called Jingrou to the school for this reason, and although the teacher understood the situation, she also reminded Jingrou responsibly that if the number of leave requests exceeded a certain limit, it was very likely that Xinxin would not be able to graduate normally and obtain a graduation certificate.

Because Xinxin has been introduced by the school not long ago, she has obtained the qualification of the internal determination and can directly enter the company to work, but if Xinxin cannot graduate normally, then the qualification of the internal determination will be cancelled by the employer. So of course, Jingrou knew the serious consequences of not being able to obtain a graduation certificate, so her heart also rose to her throat again, and she was already worried about Xinxin's future and couldn't eat well and couldn't sleep. But now, in addition to thanking the teacher, telling Xinxin to take medicine and rest, and cooking more nutritious meals for her, Jingrou no longer knows what else she can do for her daughter, and she must withstand the huge pressure from Yamaguchi, so as not to let her ex-husband and relatives disappoint Xinxin's good expectations. Fortunately, after that, Xinxin not only recovered well, but also changed her thinking a lot, knowing that she couldn't let her mother worry so much anymore, and she had to finish her studies well and participate in work smoothly no matter what.

So in this way, Jingrou finally stayed up with her daughter until the day of Xinxin's graduation from high school.

At this time, the youngest daughter Jiayue had already gone to kindergarten, and Jingrou was worried that she would not be able to come in the morning, so she told the kindergarten teacher the day before that she would not need a school bus to pick her up in the morning. Jingrou took care of everything in the morning, and after watching her eldest daughter and second daughter go to school and go out, she took a taxi directly to send Xiao Jiayue to the kindergarten, and then hurried to the scene of the graduation ceremony.

It is also the school's gymnasium, and it is still the place at the opening ceremony, and Jingrou and all the parents who came to attend the graduation ceremony sat in the parent's seat with bright smiles. High school is much larger than middle school, and there are many more students, teachers, and parents attending the graduation ceremony, but everyone is in good order, and no one is noisy, quietly watching the process go by. When all the staff had completed the procedures and the students had left the venue first, the teachers stood in a row and left, although they didn't know what other parents would do, but when Xinxin's homeroom teacher came over, Jingrou immediately smiled very gratefully and waved to him to express her gratitude.

Yes, Jingrou is indeed very grateful to this homeroom teacher, he is a middle-aged man in his 50s, with thick eyebrows and big eyes, he smiles kindly, but he is very serious and responsible and strict when he manages students. Xinxin was able to finish high school, and the homeroom teacher can be said to have contributed a lot, if it weren't for him calling Jingrou again and again to ask why Xinxin hadn't arrived at school yet? Why not come to school today? When can I come to school...... Maybe even Jingrou, a mother, is about to be unable to hold on.

The graduation certificate is given to the students one by one in the class by the homeroom teacher, so the parents are also led to their children's classrooms by the teachers who are responsible for leading the way. After Jingrou and the parents came to Xinxin's classroom, they stood quietly in the open space at the back of the classroom, and listened to the teacher talk about his own very touching words and made the parents feel very moved. Then the teacher asked every student in the class to stand in front of the podium one by one according to the order of their seats, and said something to the parents, and then he solemnly handed over the graduation certificate to each student. With excitement, every student told their parents what they wanted to say most in the past three years of high school life, including thanks, apologies, excitement, and tears......

The parents were so moved by the students' true feelings that they were a mess, and after each student finished speaking, everyone present would applaud him or her warmly. Until I looked at my own family or someone else's child, I received the graduation certificate from the teacher, whether it was for students or parents.

Finally it was Xinxin's turn, looking at her eldest daughter, who was a little thin and thin, she walked to the podium with a tense expression, and her quiet and soft mood was mixed all of a sudden, and she didn't know what it was like. Xin Xin looked at her mother, Jing Rou looked at her daughter, and the two looked at each other's eyes, and for a moment they all froze. What followed was that Xin Xin was full of guilt in front of everyone and told her sorry to her mother, as well as her most sincere commitment to her mother, so moved that Jingrou almost burst into tears. It's just that Jingrou controlled her emotions very well in front of everyone, and although she couldn't help but burst into tears, she always maintained the brightest smile on her face, because she wanted her eldest daughter to happily complete her graduation ceremony.

With the last big graduation certificate issued to the students by the homeroom teacher, Xinxin's graduation ceremony has finally come to an end, and the next time is to take commemorative photos between parents, classmates and teachers. Jingrou and Xinxin's mother and daughter took a photo with the homeroom teacher, and also said a lot of words of thanks to the homeroom teacher, and the homeroom teacher was also very happy to say that Jingrou was the only parent who waved to him in the auditorium today to express her gratitude.

Because Xinxin still had to celebrate with her classmates and friends, Jingrou took the bus home alone, at this time the second daughter and the youngest daughter, one in school and the other in kindergarten, Yamaguchi was still working in the company, and there was still a long time before getting off work. As soon as Jingrou walked into the house, she planned to take the clothes that were cold on the drying rack last night outside to dry, but before she could finish her work, she suddenly broke down and cried bitterly. In fact, from morning to just now, Jingrou has been trying to control her emotions, but now she finally can't hold back anymore. In this alone time without anyone disturbing, after Jingrou finally gave birth to her eldest daughter, all the hardships and pains of raising Xinxin in the past 18 years were all vented through tears.

"It's not easy, it's really not easy! I did it, and I finally did it today! ”

At this moment, what Jingrou wants to say to herself, and what she wants to say to everyone, are only these two heartfelt words. Because only Jingrou herself knows how difficult it has been for her to raise Xinxin in the past 18 years, and only she can feel it the most, and finally see Xinxin graduate from high school, and the joy of her eldest daughter finally being able to enter a Japanese company as a high school graduate and become a full-time employee.

Jingrou hadn't let herself cry so insolently for a long time, and after crying for a long time, she finally looked at herself in the mirror, revealing a smile mixed with bitterness, and finally felt that she could relax for a while.