"Don't kid me." Xia Yun hugged me, a little sleepy.

"I'm not kidding, it's true." I said, "At noon, you came over with flowers, and I was still a little strange, how could the home I ordered flowers to be delivered to your company, and it was your new company?" Mom and Dad are here, and I didn't ask in detail, but now that I look at it, this flower should have been given by one of your suitors......"

I said these words in a very relaxed tone, I just didn't want Xia Yun to have any doubts about me.

Obviously, her whole being was still for a moment.

I guess, this guy who sent flowers, it shouldn't be difficult for her to guess who it is.

There should be no one else except the man she cheated on.

"Who knows, it's also sent anonymously." She refused to think about it.

"There's always a hint of something, right? Like who is pursuing you, or, who knows today is our wedding anniversary? "I tried to guide her.

"You stupid, why would someone send me flowers for my wedding anniversary? I can probably guess who it is, though. She said.

"Who is it?" I asked softly, resisting the urge despite my anxiousness.

"Who else can it be, Meng Yunbei, the friend I mentioned, the second shareholder of the company, Shen Mengyun." Xia Yun smiled, "I'll ask him tomorrow, this kind of thing is what he can do." ”

It was like a thorn that thrust into my chest, and my breath stagnated.

When this person was mentioned, Xia Yun's whole state changed, relaxed, and seemed extremely close, this reaction has gone beyond colleague relationships, partner relationships, and only intimate relationships can be like this.

She put her arms around my neck and whispered in my ear, "Ouch, throw that bouquet of flowers away tomorrow, waste my feelings, and I hugged all the way." Husband, are you jealous? Ouch ouch, you also eat this inexplicable vinegar? ”

"I'm not jealous." I smiled hypocritically, "Someone gave you flowers, it means that you are very good, such an excellent woman is my wife, others can only see but not touch, what kind of jealousy do I eat?" ”

"That's it." Xia Yun smiled when she ate, "Such a beautiful wife, I'll show you, touch you, give you food, and kill those guys outside!" ”

Her body was hot again, and her wheezing sound was a little heavy.

But I wasn't in the mood to do it again.

"Are you still used to your new job?" I deliberately found a topic.

"Well, get used to it." She said casually, her lips pursed.

"Do you still want to drink a lot?" I responded with a few kisses and asked.

"Well, sometimes I have to socialize." Her movements stopped, and in the darkness, her gaze made me dodge a little, "You're a little weird today, husband." ”

I felt a wave of annoyance and sadness for no apparent reason. At this moment, I have some hope that her infidelity is not real, at least, I hope that her infidelity is just a drunken mess, not a betrayal of body and mind.

My face is a little wet.

Damn, inexplicable tears flowed out.

Xia Yun's face was close to mine, she was stunned, and suddenly a little flustered.

"Husband, are you crying?" She scrambled to her feet, trying to turn on the lamp at the head of the bed.

I grabbed her and held her in my arms, tears pouring out uncontrollably.

I can't say why, these days, I obviously hate her more and more, obviously hate her more and more.

Her betrayal was a heavy blow to me. When we were together, we had a very tacit understanding, and after so many years of ups and downs, our careers began to improve, and our lives became richer and richer, and we even went out on trips several times a year.

Except for not having children, what seems to be there is something that we have or are gradually having.

I'm used to having her in my life.

I feel like she's used to me too.

How did you get to where you are today? Why did you cheat?

"What's wrong with you, what's wrong, husband?" She hugged me tightly as if she were coaxing a child.

I was conflicted. It's clear that she caused everything, but she behaved very innocently, and now I have no evidence to puncture her. Even, I could feel that her concern for me was real, and her love for me was real.

Can a person love several people at the same time?

When Chen Yiyao appeared in front of me again, I asked myself this question.

To be honest, I don't have an answer.

If you ask me, do you have no feelings for Chen Yiyao?

I can't lie, the moment I saw Chen Yiyao, I knew that even though more than ten years have passed, the connection between our hearts has never been broken.

But is this relationship love?

No, it shouldn't be love.

At least, not the love between men and women.

It is more like a relationship between a loved one and a lover.

I can't describe how it feels. But if Chen Yiyao encounters any difficulties, I will definitely help her without reservation, because I know that she is a very important person in my life.

Last night, we even slept in a hotel room, a bed.

Despite the fact that nothing happened.

But......

If I hadn't been drunk, would really nothing have happened?

If Xia Yun hadn't cheated, what would have happened to me?

I let out a long sigh, and the sadness in my heart was overwhelming.

"I don't know why, I seem to be ......" I hugged Xia Yun tightly in my arms and muttered, "I'm especially worried about losing you." ”

She didn't seem to expect me to say such a thing, and I felt her stunned for a moment, then hugged me hard.

"How can you be so worried?" She asked me, "Is it because of my new job?" ”

"No, I don't know......" I shook my head and sighed again.

"Haven't been working in the studio lately?" Xia Yun pressed her head to my chest, just like she likes to do for countless nights.

Instead of answering her question, I pushed my arm around her harder, as if to crush her into my body.

"Lately, I've been wondering how we've been here all these years." I said, "I don't even know if you're changing your job, but when you think about it, I do care too little about your business, too little, too little." ”

During this time, what I thought about the most was what went wrong with my relationship with Xia Yun. Husband and wife life is not a house, and there must be a reason for the cracks in the relationship. Even though I'm looking for evidence of her cheating, I still want to try to get to the root of it before the showdown.

At least I want to know why she did this to me.

Why do you want to sleep with someone else.