When I opened my eyes, the surrounding environment was a little unfamiliar, and I remembered it for a long time before I remembered that this was the hotel where Chen Yiyao stayed after returning to China.

I drank a little too much last night, and I vaguely remember that Chen Yiyao helped me back to the hotel drunk. In my vague memory of the whole process, I was lying on the bed and talking all the time, while Chen Yiyao was listening quietly, but I couldn't remember what I said. In a drowsy state, it seemed that Chen Yiyao also wiped my face with a towel.

It seems that Chen Yiyao still asked me some questions, but I don't remember anything, what was said in my mouth, what I answered, what she said, what I asked, I have no impression at all.

I turned my head and looked around, the room was empty, but Chen Yiyao's suitcase was still there, which meant that she was just out on an errand. I was a little thirsty, I saw a mineral water bottle at the head of the bed, I opened it and drank a few sips, and there were two empty bottles on the bedside table, I seem to have a little memory, Chen Yiyao fed me water like a child, sang while feeding, and kept laughing.

And then?

I lowered my head and lifted the quilt, wearing the same pants as yesterday, and I didn't take them off.

This shows that nothing happened last night.

Strangely, there was a faint sense of loss in my heart.

I glanced at the room, which was a business king room, and next to me, there was also a pillow with a piece of paper on it.

I picked up the piece of paper, the handwriting on it, even after so many years, I still recognize Chen Yiyao's handwriting at a glance.

"Ah Chen, I'll go out to do some errands and call us."

A string of phone numbers is written on the back.

I glanced at the pillow, which was a little sunken and a few hairs, which meant that Chen Yiyao slept next to me last night.

I don't know if she slept well or not.

I don't know if she dreamed of us more than ten years ago.

I don't know if she remembers the many nights we slept together.

For many nights, I didn't do anything wrong with her.

Now that I think about it, the feeling of being with Chen Yiyao in high school is only pure and beautiful memories of youth, even if it is an occasional impulse, it is more with the ignorance of youth.

For many nights, I only remember the taste of the turn of spring and summer, as we walked aimlessly down the long streets in the middle of the night, and the air was full of secret and fresh smells. Chen Yiyao had an unlit cigarette in her mouth, which she always liked to do, holding it to her mouth but not really smoking it. Under the street lamp, the shadows of the trees are swaying, and in the projection of light spots, we are like playing hide and seek, chasing the petals that fall sporadically on the ground.

Occasionally, there will be light rain. We didn't bring an umbrella, and Chen Yiyao didn't like to play an umbrella, she liked to raise her head in the light rain, let the rain wet her face, and pull me to enjoy it.

Is this love? I could feel her snuggled up to me, her body clinging to my arm, and I could even feel her clear heartbeat, which vaguely echoed mine.

And on those nights, I would follow her back to her own home, where she lived alone. I never met her parents, but I heard her say that they worked abroad all year round. is also because she often talks about her parents, so after the college entrance examination, when someone rumors spread that her father worked in the ** department and took bribes, I would fight for her.

We slept in the same bed. Strangely, it seems that during those nights, I never had any wrong thoughts about her, perhaps because I didn't understand, or maybe because I cared so much about that wonderful emotion.

One of us was covered with a quilt, and she leaned close to me through the quilt, and sometimes she would put her legs on top of me, and every time as long as I was there, she would sleep very soundly.

She said I was her sleep puppet.

I said I would like to be a puppet for the rest of my life.

She said that the hook will not change for a hundred years.

I said whoever changes is a puppy.

It can make people.

She went to a strange country and was never heard from since.

And I, two years later, walked with Xia Yun.

I'm a puppy!

I'm a puppy.

I'm a puppy......

We haven't seen each other for more than a decade.

But time doesn't take everything away.

When I saw her this time, I was still very familiar. I'm sure she felt the same way about me.

But I didn't even dare to ask her if she was married or had children.

I have passed the age of thirty, and now my career is not successful, originally I thought that the happy marriage and family had become a mess because of Xia Yun's derailment, in front of Chen Yiyao, I only felt ashamed of myself, and now everything about her, I really want to understand, but I feel unworthy.

I'm afraid that the distance between us is getting farther and farther away.

Far away, memories can't connect with each other.

It's not the first time I've been drunk. But after drinking so little, I was so drunk that I was a little broken, and it was indeed the first time. As the saying goes, borrowing wine to eliminate sorrow is more sorrowful, and there is also a saying that if wine is not drunk, everyone is drunk, and it seems that when you are depressed, you really can't resist the anesthesia of alcohol. I really don't know if it's drunk or drunk.

When I opened my phone, there were several unread messages, all of which were sent by Xia Yun.

I slapped the door of my head, it was broken, and it was delayed.