Chapter 823: Guilt

Han Jiu and Lin Xiaoxiao have always been sweetly envious of others when they fell in love, and now that they have come to this point, anyone who sees it feels embarrassed, they are now more polite than strangers, and they even have a little bit of a feeling between Party B and Party A about the plan.

It's just that Han Jiu, who has always been the entrusted party, turned over as a serf and sang this time, and he became the party A who put forward opinions, while Lin Xiaoxiao dutifully completed the requirements he put forward, even if some were deliberately making things difficult.

For his funeral before his death, Han Jiu was simply doing it as performance art, he had to grit his teeth and make demands under the difficulty of riding a tiger, but he could be regarded as reluctantly practicing his concept as a designer, and his somewhat abnormal aesthetic concepts were vividly reflected.

Han Jiu doesn't like too sad and cumbersome scenes, and he is tired of dying with the idea that he will be dragged down by the deceased, and becomes the perfect legendary Han Jiu in the eyes of others, he hopes to die more realistically.

At Han Jiu's request, his funeral was not black, but his favorite dark blue, and there was no mourning eulogy, only a host was asked to read the article he had written, which was supposed to make up for the regret of not having a ceremony, so that everyone could have the opportunity to miss him for the last time.

Although Han Jiu and Lin Xiaoxiao have no experience in holding funerals, there is quite a tacit understanding between the two of them, one understands the process clearly, and the other understands the ominous words thoroughly, and writes the plan beautifully.

After learning about the farce between these two friends, Cheng Cheng had a splitting headache, she never expected that Han Jiu's matter would develop to this point, so she persuaded Lin Xiaoxiao again and again: "I said, don't you really think about going to the funeral company for help?" Han Jiu was mostly angry talk. ”

"No, he's serious." Lin Xiaoxiao didn't think Cheng Cheng was comforted, she stared at the process on the computer screen without turning her eyes, and by the way, she also sent a message to the company she contacted that could rent out the audio.

Cheng Cheng saw that Lin Xiaoxiao probably didn't listen to what she just said, and no longer stopped it, but also began to worry about it, she said that she didn't need to bother renting those equipment so much, and then provided the phone number of the sound engineer who has been working with the company for a long time, and said that she could also provide indoor staff to help prepare the interior decoration of the funeral.

This meeting was a bit ridiculous, after all, they were preparing for the funeral of a person who had not yet breathed, but because Han Jiu's health was deteriorating, there was no such thing as a sad feeling.

"It's okay Cheng Cheng, I can do it myself." Lin Xiaoxiao rejected Cheng Cheng's proposal, she wanted to help Han Jiu prepare for the funeral by herself, and no one was allowed to interfere, because this should be her last communication with Han Jiu.

How could Cheng Cheng not understand her thoughts, so he could only sigh and go with her.

When he returned home and told Qin Yan about it, Cheng Cheng sat on the sofa and looked up to the sky and shouted: "This pair of enemies is really terrible, I can't do anything about them, Qin Yan, why don't you help me with one stick and knock the two of them out and talk about it together, otherwise we really have to attend Han Jiu's funeral." ”

poured her a glass of lemonade and put it in front of her, Qin Yan looked very open in comparison: "Just go to see his performance art exhibition, the opportunity is rare, you should be happy." Besides, it's not like they haven't talked about it, but do you think it's useful? ”

"Forget it, it's going to rain, my mother is going to get married, I can't control it." Cheng Cheng picked up the cup and drank it all, only then did she feel a little smoother, she only hoped that Lin Xiaoxiao and Han Jiu would not have any more moths.

The call came in the evening, and Cheng Cheng's right eyelid jumped when he picked it up, and then he went straight to the hospital after a few words.

Lin Xiaoxiao seemed to faint on the side of the road because of overwork and heat stroke, but fortunately, a well-wisher called the police, so she was sent to the nearest hospital, where there happened to be a familiar doctor, so he immediately called Cheng Cheng and asked her friend to go to see the situation.

While lamenting that he was a crow's mouth, he trotted all the way into the ward, Cheng Cheng saw that Lin Xiaoxiao had an ice pack on his forehead, and he was dying, so he was suddenly funny and angry, and even forgot about it.

"Lin Xiaoxiao, you'd better give me a reasonable explanation, even if you go to the countryside on a hot day, why are you still riding a bicycle? Don't you know how to take a taxi? ”

Just now, Cheng Cheng had already heard a brief story from the police on the phone, Lin Xiaoxiao was unconscious on a country road, and she had a crooked bicycle beside her at the time, all of which were wilted from the sun. If it weren't for the simplicity of the local people and the kindness of the farmers passing by to call the police, she might even die of heat stroke and dehydration.

"I went to look for a flower, and I heard that only that part of the countryside in the city was planted in this season, and it was a dirt road that was difficult to use by car, so I found a bicycle and went." Lin Xiaozhu, her moist eyelashes trembled slightly, she sniffed, making Cheng Cheng's heart soften into a puddle of water, embarrassed to ask her again.

But Lin Xiaoxiao admitted it herself, she was still worried about the kind of flower that she didn't find, and repeated Han Jiu's description in her heart: "It is a blue flower with only branches after flowering, and the leaves are small when it doesn't bloom, just like the lily of the valley, I checked the information......"

"Wait, you're still thinking about finding him flowers?" Cheng Cheng really wanted to pry her head open to see what was in this little brain, but she didn't know anything else except Han Jiu.

"Han Jiu wants to see that kind of flower at the funeral." Lin Xiaoxiao's voice is very persistent, and he must do it no matter what.

Cheng Cheng sat on the side of the hospital bed and held Lin Xiaoxiao's hand, and persuaded sincerely: "Han Jiu, he is simply embarrassing you, why don't you understand?" He's trying his best to force you to go, and he's not consulting you at all. ”

"Yes, of course I do." Lin Xiao, tears were about to fall again, it was precisely because she knew that she had to try her best to satisfy Han Jiu's unreasonable trouble, so that he would not be able to drive her away again.

This is a stupid girl who can't be more stupid, and she still doesn't understand that everything is irreversible.

Cheng Cheng hugged her gently: "I'll help you, Xiaoxiao, isn't it just a flower?" Stop chattering, get some rest, I'll help you find it right away. ”

"I knew you were the best for me." Lin Xiaoxiao had no psychological burden on Cheng Cheng's coquettishness, and when she saw that Cheng Cheng was leaving, she hurriedly added, "Don't tell Han Jiu about me." ”

Cheng Cheng turned around and pinched her face, and her tone was very hateful: "I know." ”

Only then did I feel relieved to sleep, Lin Xiaoxiao's problem was not too serious, although he fainted from heat stroke, he was young and healthy, and he was sent to the hospital in time, so he only needed to sleep in an air-conditioned room for a few hours and recovered almost.

When Lin Xiaoxiao opened his eyes again, it was already dark, there was only a lamp in the ward, someone was reading a book on a single chair on the side, he was wearing a pair of gold-rimmed glasses, his gentle eyebrows and eyes were stretched, and he looked elegant and beautiful, it was Mu Jiangze.

Soon found that Lin Xiaoxiao was looking at him, Mu Jiangze smiled gently, and put the book on the coffee table on the side: "Are you awake, do you want to drink some water?" ”

Lin Xiaoxiao didn't want to trouble him, so she replied no, but the reality of her dry voice betrayed her, making Mu Jiangze realize that she was just embarrassed.

Still poured a glass of warm water, Mu Jiangze said very face-savingly: "The doctor said that people with heat stroke should drink more water, so even if they are not thirsty, they should drink more water." ”

With a slightly red face, he took the water glass, and Lin Xiaoxiao moistened his throat before his voice returned to normal: "Why are you here?" I thought you were going to be busy. ”

Mu Jiangze replied truthfully: "It was Qin Yan who told me that you were sick, so I came, after all, taking care of his sick wife is the unshirkable responsibility of the husband, and I haven't done the things you entrusted me with until now, how can I not come to report to you." ”

Cheng Cheng was very flexible, she really didn't tell Han Jiu about Lin Xiaoxiao's illness, but considering that Lin Xiaoxiao needed someone to take care of her, she revealed the news to Qin Yan, and then acquiesced to him telling Han Jiu.

"It's okay, that's what I have to ask for." Lin Xiaoxiao had already realized how excessive the request she made to Mu Jiangze when she cried that day, so she didn't really have hope, she really needed to find Xiaowen, but she shouldn't use the method of dragging an innocent person into the water.

Since Mu Jiangze is willing to come to the hospital to take care of her, he naturally won't care about these things, he has always been gentle and believes in the long flow of water, and he has been in love for a long time, he didn't plan to let Lin Xiaoxiao forget Han Jiu so soon, he would only blindly be gentle and forbearing: "It's not too much to save people's lives and create a seventh-level floating slaughter." ”

Lin Xiaoxiao was moved by his gentleness, and felt even more embarrassed, she shook her head: "No, it's because of my willfulness, you obviously know that I kept asking you for Han Jiu's sake, even getting a marriage certificate." ”

Later, her voice became so low that she didn't even dare to raise her head.

Since she knew Mu Jiangze from the beginning, Lin Xiaoxiao didn't bring him any benefits, she felt that she was like a parasite, because she relied on Mu Jiangze's kindness to her, so she kept getting inch by inch, and asked for everything she could from him. Let's take Xiaowen's matter as an example, she can obviously do it herself, but she wants to throw this burden to Mu Jiangze.

"Mu Jiangze, in fact, I still like Han Jiu so much, you may think that I am a very shameless woman and blindly stick upside down, but I really like him, whether it is in the past, present or future." Lin Xiaoxiao saw that Mu Jiangze did not respond, so he spoke his heart.

This is undoubtedly a showdown, which can be regarded as strangling the possibility of feelings between her and Mu Jiangze in the cradle. In fact, Mu Jiangze is really a good choice, but unfortunately it happened at a very bad time.