Chapter 1022: Drunk
"You're really drunk, good, I'll send you home now, okay?" In fact, Gao Jin didn't drink a drop of wine during the whole process, and Lin Qingrou was also too anxious, so she didn't notice whether Gao Jin drank the wine at all, and Gao Jin could still drive at this time, maybe it was also to prevent Lin Qingrou from sending her home when she was drunk, so Gao Jin kept an eye on it.
It's just that Lin Qingrou is desperate to leave at this time, and she doesn't want to leave at all, although Gao Jin is usually stronger, but she is still a woman after all, she is not a woman, she was handed by Lin Qingrou, she couldn't break free for a while, so she could only let the woman on her body hold herself and rub around.
"I really...... I don't know what to do to get ...... Jinjin" Lin Qingrou said after being silent in Gao Jin's arms for a while, with a little crying, and snorted after speaking, which made Gao Jin's heart tighten, "What's wrong?" What happened? ”
Gao Jin lowered her head and wanted to check Lin Qingrou's expression, but Lin Qingrou was nesting in her arms at this time, she had no way to see Lin Qingrou's face at all, so she could only judge her mood at the moment from her tone, and she didn't hear the slightly trembling crying voice just now.
Lin Qingrou was silent and did not immediately answer Gao Jin's question, which made Gao Jin wonder if she hadn't heard her question at all, and then she leaned into Lin Qingrou's ear and amplified the volume a little, but her tone was still gentle, "Did something happen?" Tell me, otherwise I'll be very worried if you look like this. ”
Lin Qingrou still didn't speak, and Gao Jin couldn't see her face, all she could hear was Lin Qing's soft and long breathing, "Qingrou? Gao Jin spoke tentatively again, she needed to make sure if Lin Qingrou was really asleep, "Qingrou, let's go back." ”
"Don't go back...... Lin Qingrou continued to murmur, although her voice was a little small, but because she was lying in Gao Jin's arms now, Gao Jin could actually hear what she was saying, "Aren't you asleep?" Can you tell me why you're bothered? ”
Lin Qingrou raised her head from Gao Jin's arms, glanced up, and saw that it was her familiar and current face, and the precautions in her heart seemed to be let go, and then tilted her head and leaned against Gao Jin's neck, which was the closest position to Gao Jin's ear.
"I'm scared......" The cry started again, Lin Qingrou said in a trembling voice, "I'm afraid ......"
She just muttered this sentence from beginning to end, Gao Jin's heart tightened, and she asked cautiously, "Why are you afraid?" Afraid of what? In her impression, she had never seen Lin Qingrou like this, and she had been refreshing her impression tonight.
"I'm afraid...... I'm afraid of what people say, I'm afraid of feeling like I'm not worthy of him...... I'm afraid that others will think that I am just an existence attached to him, I am afraid that all my efforts will not be seen by others, I am afraid of causing trouble to others, I am afraid of ......"
Although she was a little slurred after drinking, because the distance was very close, Gao Jin could probably hear the meaning of this, she frowned when she heard this, and became even more worried, "What are you saying."
And what? Gentle ...... Why be afraid of these things? ”
"Why doesn't the world go my way, why do I want to prove myself...... But it's so hard? Lin Qingrou sighed, nestled around Gao Jin's neck and continued to speak, "I know he loves me, but this love is too heavy, and sometimes it makes me breathless." ”
"Did Du Zeming put any pressure on you?" Gao Jin also heard some clues from it, and then said indignantly: "Did he do something sorry for you again?" You tell me, I'll help you clean him up. When almost everyone saw that Lin Qingrou was unhappy, their subconscious thought was that Du Zeming had done something bad.
Lin Qingrou didn't get tired of it, and would defend Du Zeming every time, "No, he is very good to me, and he is really good to me......" The tone expressed in this speech is far from being as relaxed and sweet as the literal meaning, and it seems to be more of a sigh for life.
"Isn't that bad?" Gao Jin didn't hear the slightest feeling of happiness from Lin Qing's soft words, and she couldn't figure it out, "If he didn't treat you badly and loved you as much as you said, why would he be so unhappy?" ”
People live in this world, nothing more than running around for two things, one is love, the other is career, Lin Qingrou occupies both of them, in the eyes of many people, she is indeed a winner in life, and she doesn't need to worry about anything at all.
At first, what Lin Qingrou pursued in her heart was far more than this, in other words, the two things she had at the moment were actually contradicting each other, she didn't want her career to have anything to do with her love, just like he didn't want Du Zeming to ask about Qinxin's affairs.
"He thought through everything about me very clearly. Removing all the obstacles from all my next paths is like giving me a layer of insurance for my future life, no matter what I do, no matter how I do it, I will not be frustrated at all, because of his existence. ”
"Well, isn't that good?" Gao Jin thought about her and said, "So you won't have anything else to worry about in the future, what are you still worried about?" ”
"yes, you don't think I'm supposed to be unhappy, right? You think I should be thankful for what I have, don't you? You also think that I should be happy to accept all of this, right? Lin Qingrou asked several questions in a row, and then sat up straight with her hands, looking at Gao Jin's eyes a little more serious, as if she was not drunk at all.
"I ......" Gao Jin suddenly fell into Lin Qingrou's eyes, and suddenly she didn't know how to react, although at this time she really wanted to shake her hand and say that she didn't mean that, but she knew that she couldn't, because she knew very well that she meant that just now.
Lin Qingrou smiled, there seemed to be a bit of sarcasm in it, sarcasm to herself, "Yes...... As you said, I should be happy, but what am I worried about? As she spoke, she took a deep breath and exhaled, staring at the ceiling with wide eyes, as if to hold back the sparkle in her eyes.
"I didn't mean to do it just now, you just treat me as something
Didn't say it, okay? Gao Jin was a little nervous, and hurriedly explained that she planned to reverse the situation, but unfortunately after Lin Qingrou heard her words, her emotions did not seem to be relieved, and she still maintained her original posture and did not move.
"It's okay, it's not your fault, I know many people think so, it's a kind of inertial thinking, it's me who has found a new way, and it's no wonder that others don't understand me, I understand." Lin Qingrou said and picked up another glass of wine on the table and poured it, the speed was so fast that she had already drunk it before Gao Jin could react.
Gao Jin could only hinder it in hindsight, "Don't drink so much, you're really drunk, I'll send you home." Saying that, Gao Jin stretched out her hand and planned to help Lin Qingrou up from her seat, but before she could exert her strength, her hand was pushed away by Lin Qingrou.
"I said I wasn't drunk, I won't go back, I don't want to ......go back," he said while swaying, but he still had to reach for the wine glass, but this time Gao Jin was prevented from obstructing, she directly snatched the wine bottle to prevent Lin Qingrou from having a chance to pour the wine, "You really can't drink anymore." ”
Lin Qingrou saw that she had no way to grab the wine bottle, and after struggling a few times, she could only resign herself to continue to sit back in her seat, leaning her head on the back of the sofa, closing her eyes as if she wanted to fall asleep, and she didn't even react when Gao Jin returned to her side.
After waiting for a while, Gao Jin saw that Lin Qingrou really didn't move, and she also took this opportunity to clear her thoughts, and after her reason returned, she could probably guess the general reason for the matter, and then came to Lin Qingrou's side, "So you want to drive Qinxin to Italy, is there also a reason for this?" ”
After saying this, a few seconds passed, and Lin Qingrou still didn't react at all, just when Gao Jin thought that Lin Qingrou had really fallen asleep, the person next to her was about to start reacting, only to see Lin Qingrou stretch out her right hand and cover her eyes with the back of her hand, but it was just such a simple action, and she didn't say anything else.
But this action is enough, Gao Jin already knows the answer, she knows that she is guessing in the right direction, and then continues to speak, "Do you think that if you develop in China, in fact, Du Ze will obviously not say it, but secretly he will more or less use his connections to help you, and abroad, Italy is indeed a place that Zelin Group has not been involved in." ”
After saying this, Gao Jin was not in a hurry to observe Lin Qingrou's reaction, she knew that Lin Qingrou could hear what she said.
Sure enough, it didn't take long for Lin Qingrou's right hand covering her eyes to be put down, her breathing was a little trembling, and she said in a muffled voice: "Well......" is just a simple answer, and there is no other verbal expression, so it is enough.
Gao Jin suddenly understood the whole process of the development of the situation, and also understood the reason why Lin Qingrou was so abnormal tonight, but she didn't seem to be able to help much, and she didn't know what position she should stand on to speak for Lin Qingrou, after all, this is something that only the young couple see, and she really has no right to interfere.
took out her mobile phone, and she sent a message to Du Zeming, saying that Lin Qingrou was drunk, and she could do it, and that's all.
A good husband is a late bloomer