Chapter 34 Negative
Li Jinshu didn't know that her career as a concubine was passing by her, and at this time she was in the yard, pulling Li Jinyu to jump rope.
The long rope twisted by the fine hemp rope was held in the hands of the two maids, and the two of them shook the rope, and the rope hit the ground with a snapping sound.
Li Jinyu looked at the long rope in front of her and was a little timid, Li Jinshu encouraged: "Don't be afraid, come quickly!" ”
After speaking, he personally went on the field to demonstrate to him, the girl's wicker-like figure jumped with the rope, and seeing that the rope was about to draw her, she could enter the rope circle in a flash, and flash out.
Li Jinyu looked envious, and rushed in at the right time.
The young man's round body was not dexterous enough, and he couldn't dodge in time, and he tripped over the rope and stopped.
"Come again!" The boy shouted, try again.
This time it hit his arm, and the young man rubbed his arm, but he was not depressed: "Come again!" ”
After many attempts, I finally stepped on the right time and entered the rope loop.
The onlookers helped to count: "One, two, three, four......"
Although he only jumped six times before he was tripped again, the boy laughed, "Come again!" ”
After a while, Li Jinyu mastered the technique, and her round body flew in the rope, and she didn't stop until she was tired of jumping.
"It's fun!" Li Jinyu ran to Li Jinshu's side and said with a smile, "Sister has so many tricks to play with!" ”
Li Jinshu wiped his sweat for him: "Don't be too tired, playing more skipping rope on weekdays can also help you lose weight." ”
"Good!" Li Jinyu responded happily.
"How's your homework doing?" Li Jinshu asked.
Hearing this, Li Jinyu was like those children who were asked about their test results in her previous life, put away the smile on her face and stopped squeaking.
Li Jinshu took Li Jinyu's hand and walked to the side and sat down, and then said: "A few days ago, Lu Calyx went to bring you pastries, and saw you talking back to your master, and was punished for standing outside. I heard the master say that you have been skipping school for many days, let alone memorizing like other children of the same age, but you can't even memorize a simple long poem, but is there such a thing? ”
Li Jinyu pursed her mouth and did not speak.
Li Jinshu sighed lightly and said: "My sister said this, not to question you, but to ask, you have always been a smart child, what is the reason why you don't like homework so much?" ”
Li Jinyu lowered her head and twisted her hands and whispered, "I don't like that master!" ”
"Oh? Why? ”
"That master always accuses me of being stupid, that I am not able to learn, that I am not able to learn, that I am rotten wood and cannot be carved! But when I asked him something I didn't understand, he said that I was deliberately mischievous, and that I had impure intentions and bad intentions! ”
"Sister, I don't think I'm really suitable for studying, even Akiba said so." The young man bit his lip and said aggrievedly.
Li Jinyu was silent.
Looking at the flickering eyes of the young man in front of him, the self-loathing in his eyes was distressing.
It was the first time she hated the second lady so much, and hated why she had destroyed a young child in this way.
Li Jinyu is not stupid, on the contrary, he is very smart, so smart that he can tell the story she casually told him before, word for word.
It is impossible for the master not to know, and it is impossible not to discover the child's intelligence, but he still accuses him every day, saying that he is stupid, saying that he is not the material for reading, and there is only one possibility, that he received the money from the second lady and did it deliberately.
And the same is true of the autumn leaves around him, who tells Li Jinyu every day that he is useless.
No matter what Li Jinyu memorized, he couldn't say enough, no matter what Li Jinyu asked, he said no, no matter what Li Jinyu answered, he couldn't say it was right.
Since he was a child, his studies have been hitting him, his confidence, and his talents, and everyone around him is telling him over and over again that he can't do it, making him feel that he is worthless and stupid.
As he grew up, this idea was ingrained in his mind, and he was no longer interested in reading, let alone listening to a lesson, practicing words for a while, and memorizing a book.
Gradually, he will really be very bad at school, and he will feel that, sure enough, he is a stupid child.
This is not only reflected in schoolwork, the denial of childhood will affect his life, no self-confidence, lack of security, easy anger, unable to control emotions, no confidence to do anything, and no motivation and confidence, he will achieve nothing in this life, can only be trapped in this deep house compound, trapped in this small courtyard, for the rest of his life.
What a vicious mind! What a wicked woman!
Li Jinyu looked at Li Jinshu's silent appearance, and felt a little panicked, her sister was very kind to him these days, she never closed the door like before, and no longer spoke coldly to him, and took him out to play, cooked food for him, and told him stories.
It seems that overnight, the wish he once made to the Bodhisattva really came true.
But now, Li Jinyu can obviously feel Li Jinshu's unhappiness and the coldness in his eyes.
My sister was angry and angry with him, because he didn't read well, because he was stupid, because he couldn't memorize as many books as a child of his age.
Isn't that the sister going back to the same sister she used to be? The sister who no longer smiled at him, no longer rubbed his head with her hands, and no longer spoke softly to him?