Chapter 242: Suspicion
Du Zeming also knew that it was not glorious to use such methods, and what Lin Qingrou wanted to do now and who she wanted to be with was her own business. But Du Zeming is unwilling to accept this in his heart, he is a man with a strong desire to control, even if Lin Qingrou has completely severed relations with him in the legal sense, but he can't get used to this status quo, this is like a little goldfish in his own fish tank, suddenly jumping into someone else's pond.
Is Lin Qingrou a little goldfish? At least in the days when she was in the Du family, she lived like a little goldfish trapped in a small fish tank. And now, if she still looks like a little goldfish, then at least she is a happy little goldfish that can swim freely.
What Du Zeming cares about is not how happy and free Lin Qingrou is, what he cares about most is that Lin Qingrou can't become a little goldfish in Du Hongming's pond. Not to mention the grievances and entanglements between Du Zeming and Du Hongming, even if the two of them no longer have a brotherly relationship, they are tied by blood.
But when he thought that if Du Hongming and Lin Qingrou were together, Du Zeming would feel a burst of nausea, and even immediately become angry, as if he suddenly found out that he was cuckolded, and it was put on by the person he liked the most.
However, Du Zeming at least maintains a certain amount of sanity, he has always been very secretive when he does these things, he does not want his current life to change from the bottom of his heart, nor does he want to return to the past state with Lin Qingrou, because when the two of them are together, they are proved to be extremely failures, which is a kind of restraint and harm to each other.
If Du Zeming could have had the right to choose, then when he met Lin Qingrou and Liu Anfei at the same time, he should have chosen Liu Anfei without hesitation, which is an obvious thing. And the interesting thing is that if Lin Qingrou met Du Zeming and Du Hongming at the same time, she might only choose to escape and stay away from these two people.
But the same is an escape, and there are very different reasons between the two. In the face of a man like Du Zeming, who is arrogant and conceited and has a lot of machismo, Lin Qingrou will of course choose to retreat. And if it were Du Hongming, Lin Qingrou would think that she could only become a drag on the side of this gentle and jade-like man, so she couldn't accept the olive branch he threw out.
Du Zeming played this video repeatedly, and all kinds of absurd possibilities were generated in his mind. Only when you care will you want to pay attention, and only after you pay attention will you add more trouble.
This fell into a strange circle, the more Du Zeming cared about Lin Qingrou's affairs, the more he wanted to find ways to understand her life, but once he knew something about it, he would be angry because of Du Hongming's appearance.
As a result, the cycle went on and on, and Du Zeming tossed himself enough. But he knew that he had no way to stop, because in his heart, Lin Qingrou's position had always been there, as if it was an empty house, although people went to the empty building, the position occupied by this house had never changed.
He was finally tired of watching and tired of watching, after putting down the phone, Du Zeming left the study and wanted to go for a walk outside, so the rare idea of wanting to go out to breathe is not common for him, but he feels a little bored in the room at the moment, it is better to come out and breathe fresh air.
When Liu Anfei walked into the study, Du Zeming still hadn't come back. Liu Anfei was a little curious about where Du Zeming would go at this time, and he didn't notice his movement when he opened the door and went out just now.
In the past, Du Zeming would only choose to spend time in the study or living room, and he did not have the habit of going out for a walk. On weekends, when Du Lin is at home, Du Zeming will accompany Du Lin to play for a while, or supervise the completion of Du Lin's homework.
Liu Anfei was puzzled, and looked down to see Du Zeming's mobile phone on the desk. Du Zeming has never had the habit of setting a password for his mobile phone, and it is precisely because of such a habit that he has a great attraction to Liu Anfei at this time.
In the past, Liu Anfei rarely got such an opportunity, but this time Liu Anfei finally didn't plan to miss it. She has always maintained relative trust in Du Zeming, and she does not disdain to do such disgraceful acts as peeking at his privacy.
But in recent days, Liu Anfei has not been so smooth, and even sometimes restless. Lin Qingrou's reappearance made the originally peaceful days of the two of them instantly stir up waves, so Liu Anfei was not able to calm down, she wanted to at least be sure, so that she could solve the doubts in her heart, and there would be no need to speculate in the future.
Liu Anfei quietly closed the door of the study, she glanced at the direction of the door, and made sure that Du Zeming would not come back immediately at this time. turned on the phone, and the previous program was still in the background, Liu Anfei found the video and watched it very seriously.
The appearance of this video shocked Liu Anfei. Because her lawyer's unique logical analysis ability helped her immediately realize a problem, that is, Du Zeming has been secretly paying attention to Lin Qingrou, and even wants to know everything about Lin Qingrou, isn't this the most terrifying signal?
Liu Anfei hurriedly took her mobile phone and left the study to the living room, she wanted to send the video in Du Zeming's mobile phone to her mobile phone, and after sending it successfully, she paid attention to removing the traces of this operation. After quickly putting the phone back in its place, Liu Anfei was as worried as a child who had done something bad, and what made her even more annoying was how she should deal with it.
It is impossible for Liu Anfei to directly pick out this matter to Du Zeming, because she has no way to admit in front of Du Zeming that she has peeked at his mobile phone. This is a matter that needs to be kept secret, and Liu Anfei has to find another way.
After Du Zeming came back from outside, he seemed to be in a better mood. When he saw Liu Anfei sitting in the living room, he didn't say anything to her, even if it seemed a little unusual for him to suddenly go out for a walk this time, he didn't want to explain it slightly.
Liu Anfei tried her best to ensure that her expression remained normal, even if she thought that Du Zeming's secret attention to Lin Qingrou would make her feel upset, but in the absence of a suitable time, she could only choose to endure it for the time being, because once she revealed what Du Zeming had done, there would undoubtedly be an unpredictable estrangement between the two people.
Liu Anfei knew that the lives of the two of them were changing imperceptibly, even if Du Zeming did not show that much sympathy with Liu Anfei before, but there were not so many complicated factors between them, and now this situation has quietly changed.
Du Zeming hid the obsession with Lin Qingrou in his heart, even if he was not good at hiding it sometimes, but it was obvious that the degree of attention he showed for Lin Qingrou at some moments was enough to make Liu Anfei's heart uneasy.
Of course, this is not fair to Liu Anfei, although it is not a betrayal of each other's feelings, but it is enough to sound the alarm of danger. If both people begin to hide something from each other, then the future of the relationship will undoubtedly be overshadowed by pessimism.
Liu Anfei had a resentment in her heart, but she couldn't find a way to use it to vent. It is true that she also hid something from Du Zeming and Li Shujun because of her father Liu Zhibin's matter, but she thinks that she is just forced to do so, and there is no doubt that she is wholeheartedly devoted emotionally.
She really wanted to talk to Du Zeming about these heartfelt words, but Du Zeming also seemed to be preoccupied this night, and the two of them fell asleep without saying a few words. Liu Anfei even felt that he and Du Zeming had begun to sleep in the same bed, and they both had insomnia today, although they both knew that the other had not fallen asleep, but neither of them disturbed each other.
After a long time, Liu Anfei felt that Du Zeming got up and walked out of the room. She could guess that Du Zeming was sleepless all night because of the video she saw on her phone today, she really didn't want to think about it, but she had to force herself to face reality.
Liu Anfei felt that Du Zeming was regretting divorcing Lin Qingrou, because the current Lin Qingrou looked really radiant and energetic, and her voice was surprisingly very good.
The Lin Qingrou that Du Zeming hated in the past seems to no longer exist, and isn't the current Lin Qingrou a more perfect Lin Qingrou who has made up for those defects in the past? In the face of such a brand-new Lin Qingrou, wouldn't Du Zeming have some ideas?
When Liu Anfei was falling asleep in a trance, she was woken up by the movement next to her, and then she smelled a burst of alcohol. Drinking is not Du Zeming's forte, because he is not a good drinker on weekdays.
But on such a sleepless night, if he didn't use alcohol to anesthetize himself, Du Zeming seemed to find it difficult to survive. He drank several glasses of wine, which was more than he could normally drink.
Liu Anfei wanted to get up and make Du Zeming a cup of grapefruit tea to relieve her hangover, but she soon found that she was pressed under Du Zeming's strong body. She nudged Du Zeming and tried to sit up from the bed, but a gentle kiss quickly fell on her cheek.
Du Zeming's wine-scented lips touched Liu Anfei's face, and this long-lost feeling made Liu Anfei feel soft and ashamed as if he had been overpowered. She felt herself being held tightly in Du Zeming's broad shoulders and warm and powerful arms.
Gradually, Liu Anfei felt that those feelings of peace of mind and warmth returned to her side again, as if all this would eventually become eternal.