Chapter Twenty-Six: Why Rain?
"May I ask if you have a person named Shen Yun living here?" Mao Qian and Yun Cheng asked at the nurse's station.
"Oh, she's in the fourth room on the left hand side of the 3rd floor."
"Thank you."
We went to the third floor, and I saw her as I wished.
She lay on the hospital bed, her eyes closed calmly.
This time it wasn't a dream, it was a living person, lying there, lying in front of my eyes. I stood outside the room, looking at her face through the glass window, tears streaming down my face.
"Don't you think it's incredible that we'll be able to meet again." My mind seems to recall what she said to me in my dream with her head tilted and her face full of smiles.
"It's incredible, Shen Yun. I've finally seen you. I said to her in my heart.
Mao Qian walked over and stroked my shoulders, tears were rolling in her eyes, and everyone's hearts were heavy.
Although this is the first time we have actually met, we have already known each other.
I wiped my tears and found that Mo Qingyu was looking at me.
"Hey, who are you and what are you going to do?" Suddenly, a middle-aged woman carrying a sick meal came running quickly from the end of the corridor.
Mao Qian stepped forward and responded, "Are you Shen Yun's mother?" The middle-aged woman looked at us vigilantly and said, "Yes, who are you?" ”
Mao Qian said: "Hello Auntie, we are both students of Shenyin High School, and we are friends of Senior Sister Shen Yun, and we came to visit her. ”
"Oh." Shen Yun's mother finally let go of her vigilance.
Shen Yun's mother invited us into the ward and said, "Thank you for coming to visit Shen Yun. ”
I asked, "Auntie, how is Senior Sister Shen Yun's situation?" ”
Shen Yun's mother said: "The doctor said that her brain was hit badly, and although she was out of danger, she was still in a coma. ”
"And when will she wake up?"
Shen Yun's mother looked at the face of her unconscious daughter on the hospital bed and said, "This ...... No one can be sure that it depends on her own will. ”
"Shocking." Mao Qian motioned to me and went out to talk. We got up and were about to leave, when Shen Yun's mother suddenly said in surprise: "What did you call him just now?" ”
I remembered that Shen Yun's mother had read that novel, so she admitted: "Auntie, I am Zeng Jinghong." ”
Shen Yun's mother stayed for a while, looked back at her daughter, and regretted: "Yunyun, mother should believe you!" ”
On the balcony outside the ward.
Mao Qian came to my side, looked at the sky in the distance, and asked, "Brother, do you believe that there are miracles in the world?" ”
I looked at her, not knowing what she was trying to say. She continued, "Can you tell now whether this is a supernatural or a miracle? If your encounter with Shen Yun was a miracle, then why weren't you able to create another miracle? I don't believe it, that's the end. That ending doesn't satisfy me. Since you are one of the parties, you are obligated to complete it. I'm telling you from the perspective of a reader, don't force me to send blades, Zeng Da writer! ”
I smiled wryly and shook my head. The afterglow swept over and saw Mo Qingyu standing on the balcony on the other side, quietly looking at the clouds in the distant sky.
"Tongmeng!" Not far away, Li Yuncheng suddenly snapped his fingers! Mao Qian and I both looked back.
Li Yuncheng's eyes were like bells, and he suddenly rushed towards us, smiled, grabbed my arm and said, "Maybe there is a way......
"Could it be that you mean ......" Mao Qian also began to think about it when she heard his shout just now.
I noticed that their expressions were strange, and I wondered, "Did you think of something?" ”
Mao Qian suddenly rubbed Yun Cheng's shoulder and said with a smile: "I've known you idiot for so long, and finally said something nonsense that doesn't look like nonsense." ”
Yun Cheng said with a smile: "I just have a doubt, if Jinghong and Senior Sister Shen Yun can dream, it doesn't make sense before, but now it can't." ”
"Shen Yun is in a coma!" I said.
Mao Qian said: "The doctor said that she was just in a coma, and being in a coma does not mean that her brain is inactive." ”
"What do you want to express." I'm also a little more alarmed.
"I'm just guessing, do you think it will be like this, the reason why Senior Sister Shen Yun can't wake up is because she is in a dream now and can't get out."
"In a dream?"
Mao Qian snorted and laughed: "I still remember the evening self-study with the ups and downs of insects, I saved a teenager who almost jumped off the building, alas, I regret it, I knew that I would let him jump down!" ”
"A dream within a dream!" There was a sudden light in my eyes, as if I saw hope.
Mao Qian explained: "Whether Senior Sister Shen Yun has completely lost consciousness, or whether there is a little mental consciousness, who knows at this time. Perhaps, she is just reincarnated in her own nightmare, unable to extricate herself and unable to escape. Since I didn't know I was dreaming, I couldn't wake up. ”
I continued her words and said, "If my consciousness falls to the next level of dreams, or even the next level of dreams, then it just means that even if Shen Yun has been dreaming, I can't successfully communicate with her." Because although we are all dreaming, consciousness is not in the same world at all. ”
"That's what it means." Yun Cheng snapped his fingers again.
Mao Qian looked up to the sky and said: "Since God loves to play so much, we might as well play with it to the end." Since it has such fucking rules for your story, you can continue to play with him according to those rules and see how things can turn out. ”
I twisted my chin and asked, "Even if Shen Yun's consciousness has been in a nightmare, how can I enter her dream now?" ”
Everyone fell silent again. This is a crucial step, and no one knows what to do.
I lit up a little hope in my eyes, and it dimmed again. Everywhere, I saw that Mao Qian's mouth seemed to contain a smile.
"Is there anything you can do?"
Mao Qian nodded and said, "I failed once, I don't know if it's useful now." ”
"You mean......" I suddenly understood what she meant.
Yun Cheng said strangely: "What are you talking about, why can't I understand it again?" ”
"Mao Qian, urge me!" I'm going to give her a try.
Yuncheng Daqi was puzzled: "Hypnosis? Are you sure it works? ”
Mao Qian said: "At this point, it is better to be a dead horse as a live horse doctor, or a way to try, than we are helpless here." ”
"Damn, isn't this a conjuring!" Yun Cheng touched the back of his head. Mao Qian rewarded him with a "fresh" kick as usual.
"I'll do it!" Suddenly, a whisper behind me said. I looked back at the girl who spoke. I was heartwarming, and when I looked at her, her eyes responded to me with no departiality.
"Sunny and rainy, you ......"
"I also hope that she can get out of the nightmare and come back to reality."
I stared at her, but she didn't look at me.
"Then stop talking nonsense, let's get started!" Yun Cheng said eagerly, as if he felt that he should immediately set up an altar or something.
Qingyu suddenly said: "No, here, you have to find a place with an excellent environment, where idlers are not allowed to enter, and where you can sleep quietly, there are only two of us." ”
Li Yuncheng sighed lightly, nodded and said, "There are only the two of you who can sleep, I see." ”
"Mao Qian, please look at Senior Sister Shen Yun here with your classmates from Yuncheng." I looked at Qingyu's side face with some surprise, and realized that I hadn't known this girl well enough.
"It's a two-on-two male and female match!" Mao Qian looked at Li Yuncheng with her fists clenched, as if she was looking at a big pig's trotters.
Boys' dormitory, my bed.
Don't think too much, you want an excellent environment, idlers are not allowed to enter, and you want to be able to sleep quietly, except here, I can't think of any other place, who let the dormitory teacher always not close the door.
Mo Qingyu's hands gently pressed on my shoulders, slowly upward, slender fingers slid over my cheeks, came to the side of my temples and stroked them, and then slid down the side of my face to my shoulders. I could smell the scent of her femininity in the air, and the soft sensation of her palms, everything was so real.
I instantly relaxed a lot.
"If you had the opportunity to do something you've always wanted to do, but would never do in real life, what would you do?" Qingyu asked suddenly.
I was stunned for a moment, feeling as if someone had asked me a similar question before. But I can't remember how I thought about it.
"Maybe, I won't do anything." I put it this way.
"Why?"
"Wanting to do and doing it are two different things, and I have a lot of things I want to do. But I know it's just my willfulness and naivety. I now think that if I'm going to decide what to do, then I should plan it out and then slowly and down-to-earth to achieve it. ”
"Hmm. You're right! ”
I thought about it for a while, but I decided to ask: "Qingyu, I heard that you also want to be a writer, right?" ”
"As you said, thinking and doing are two different things. It's very simple to think, but it's hard to really do it. ”
"Then why, you didn't tell me the same thing before?"
"Because, I'm also afraid of being known."
"Yes!" I felt ashamed.
Why shouldn't I!
"If Heaven wants to give me eternal satisfaction, why should it rain on a sunny day?" She suddenly sighed sadly.
"What?" I don't understand why she suddenly said something that was puzzling.
She put away her empty eyes, looked at me and smiled, and explained: "Give people a hike, why should it rain if it is sunny." ”
"Oh!" I blushed suddenly.
Is that another explanation? I see.
"Let's get started." Qingyu stopped gossiping and began to massage my brain very gently, describing to me in a hypnotic voice:
"A deep, dark cave suddenly appeared in front of you at some point. Suddenly, or has it been there for a long time, and there is confusion in your memory. ”
I was startled and opened my eyes again. The rain and rain give me room for imagination...... Black hole?
"Don't get distracted, focus." The rain whispered in my ear.
"Sunny and rainy, I'm sorry, I ......" I felt extremely sorry.
"No need to apologize."
Well. I didn't say it, she didn't say anything, and the two of us tacitly understood it for the first time. I closed my eyes again, and this time I was really completely relaxed.
She continued to hypnotize: "You look at it quietly, this is a very charming cave, you seem to be attracted to it, or is there something in it that attracts you. What does the other end of it look like? You want to know, take a step, only to find that there is a wooden fence in front of you, carved with vicissitudes and with a long ancient fragrance. This whetts your desire to go in and have a look......"
The sound of the rain guiding my imagination gradually faded away, and the next scene, I unconsciously began to make up for it on my own. It's better to say that I started to remember that dream.
When I opened my eyes, I was really standing in front of the original black hole.
It's still the dark, deep, hidden black mouth that attracts me.
Antique wooden fence!
"No entry" placard!
I suddenly turned around, and there seemed to be a voice as crisp as a silver bell behind me: "Hey, you can't enter!" Don't you see the words 'No Entry'? "The little girl seemed to be running towards me, but before she could take two steps, her body disappeared faintly.
Yes, she's not here now, I'm here to rescue her. I turned my head and continued to stare at the black hole in front of me.
I know that even though it may be a point of no return, even if no one is holding my hand to lead me, I am going to walk in and go down.
My fingertips felt like they were being touched. However, without that warm and soft hand holding my hand, I could not hear her gentle whisper to me: "Don't be afraid, I'll take you away." ”
I'm still scared, but I'm not going to hesitate! Because my faith is so strong!
I suddenly remembered that my father once told me that my dream of writing was a bottomless black hole. His words have troubled me for a long time, and I have been confused about whether I should go on in the ordinary or choose to face the waves of pain and loneliness. But I'm no longer bothered now, because ...... There is no reason why, as my dad told me, do what you love, even if you fail in the future, you won't regret it.
I know that Shen Yun's courage stems from her dedication to faith. If I want to find her and keep up with her, I have to be like her. Yes, after all, we have the same dreams!
I ran all the way through, the light enveloped me, my vision suddenly widened, and my pupils changed from converging to dilating.
What catches your eye will still be the scene of green mountains and green waters and flowers? Birds are still cheering, butterflies are still flying, trees are lush, and grass is abundant. Shen Yun, will she still sit on the slope full of green hills with her knees crossed, quietly and indifferently enjoying the afterglow of the sunset?