Chapter 250: No More Youthful Youth

Su Liuyin looked at his lonely and sad back, unconsciously stroked his cheeks, and said abruptly: "It's ugly, but I'm used to it, every time I look in the mirror, I don't dare to look at myself, I only think about whether I will scare them when I hold my children, and when I face others, I am also afraid that they will stare at my face, I am very afraid, but I must live well, for the sake of my family...... There is no one who can be trusted like this, and when I dreamed, I didn't expect my brother to come, and I didn't expect my brother to come like this......"

Su Liuyin's words were indeed poured into Duan Chuyi's ears, scraping his eardrums like the tip of a knife, and the more he listened to and thought about it, the more he felt the pain, until a colic in his heart came, which made him breathless: he blamed himself for all this, and let her suffer so many grievances.

Xiao Zhan turned his back to the woman, and cried silently when he listened to her words, how did she get to where she is today step by step with such grievances, her heart is so painful that she can't breathe.

Duan Chuyi set his eyes on the woman, with all kinds of pain in his heart, he unconsciously walked towards them, only standing not far away, the woman just said something like a knife piercing the heart, so that he suddenly realized how much he had done wrong, for her, he was already full of debt, looking at her grief-stricken expression, there were thousands of words to say in his throat and it was blocked!

In the end, he only said to Xiao Zhan: "Yin'er has been looking for you for a long time, and now it can be regarded as a wish, you can talk to her well, if there is anything, just say it, don't bury it in your heart, speaking of all this, I owe Yin'er too much, if the Khan is not happy in his heart, he can stab me a few more times with that waist knife to relieve the pain in his heart, and this king will definitely not fight back!" ”

"But with the words of the prince, I don't know that I still think that the prince is a downright person, if you didn't marry Yin'er, how could she suffer such a crime, even if I kill you, I can't!" Although Xiao Zhan replied to him, he turned around and his eyes only stayed on Su Liuyin, and he said in a serious voice, "Yin'er, you will follow your brother today, my brother will take you home, rest assured, as long as I have a breath left, I will never let others hurt you again, if you are concerned about the children, you will also bring them!" I'm going to protect you! ”

Su Liuyin looked at him in a daze, "Take you home!" These are the words she has been looking forward to! When they were in Gusu, their lives were so peaceful, although she was always thinking about returning to her own world, but she was also one of them, and she couldn't help but take a step towards him, "Brother, Yin'er has wanted to go home for a long time, let's go home......"

"Yin'er...... Do you really want to go with him......" Duan Chuyi saw the two of them, stepped forward in a few steps, and wanted to grab Su Liuyin's hand, but Xiao Zhan stopped the woman behind him first, he looked back at Su Liuyin and said softly: "Brother is here!" ”

"Yin'er...... Have you really decided? You want to go with him......" The man only felt a heart-wrenching pain in his heart, and he looked at the two of them with a sad face, "If you leave, what will I do?" His voice was so low that he couldn't hear it even himself.

Su Liuyin was silent, she didn't know how to answer him for a while, but she hadn't figured out how to answer him, and she didn't want to leave him, but now she wanted to take her brother home with her, and at that time, their family was completely reunited.

"Okay...... It's also good...... As long as Yin'er is happy, I won't force you to stay! As he was speaking, he suddenly raised his head again, looked at Xiao Zhan and said, "If you want to take Yin'er away, you must ensure her safety and don't let him get involved in your disputes!" ”

Su Tu suddenly walked from behind Xiao Zhan and bowed, "Khan...... We should be on the road, it's not early this day, if we don't hurry, we won't be able to get out of this desert today! ”

"Khan...... Brother Zhan, what does he mean by this? Su Liuyin didn't understand why he became a khan, could it be that he went to Guanwai, Su Muyue once said that he was the son of the king of Mongolia, but his father had already died......

How much happened to him and how much he suffered, Su Liuyin realized that he had no understanding, and felt that the person in front of him had become familiar and unfamiliar, and he couldn't help but feel silently uncomfortable in his heart.

"Yin'er, don't worry, I will protect you, I will definitely not let people suffer the slightest grievance, maybe I will lose to the Dog Emperor in the battle of other days, but I will make him pay a painful price first, the Dog Emperor destroyed my Su Mansion Manmen, and imposed the crime on me, I will not just give up like this, if there is a trace of fear, I will be a man in vain!" When he said this, he said it loudly, and the wind and sand that were killed were pounced, and every word was like copper and iron that was thrown on the ground.

Su Liuyin shook her head lightly and approached him, "Brother, do you know that my father and mother are still alive, and it was the prince who saved them, so we can still see them, let's not fight for anything anymore, just go back together, okay to live peacefully like this?" Father and mother will be happy to see you! ”

The man was suddenly startled, he held Su Liuyin's weakened shoulder, and his eyes suddenly brightened, "What you said is true, father and mother are still alive, where are they?" ”

A strong sense of joy rushed over, and the man only felt another fainting sensation come from his mind, and unconsciously took a few steps back.

"Brother...... Is it true......" Su Liuyin approached his side and nodded heavily, "The emperor is ruthless and ruthless, and I don't dare to speak out, I'm afraid that the news will be revealed and put the two elders in danger!" ”

"Okay...... "Xiao Zhan stabilized his body, "It's good to be alive, it's good to be alive......"

Su Liuyin looked at his erratic expression and pulled the corner of his sleeve, "Brother, let's put this all down, let's go back to our father and mother, okay?" Abandon these hatreds! ”

As he was talking, Su Liuyin felt that his sleeves were a little warm, so he lowered his head and turned his head, took his hand and saw that there was a blood mark on his wrist, which was still bleeding, Su Liuyin didn't know what was wrong with him, thinking that the man was careless, and he didn't know what he was scratched by this hurry, he took out the silk scarf in his arms, wrapped it around him and bandaged him carefully, and said softly: "Look at this scar, where did it hurt, and regardless of his body, it seems that Yin'er needs a sister-in-law to take care of your brother!" ”

"Yin'er ......"

Xiao Zhan said and gently withdrew his hand, he looked at the woman in front of him, his eyebrows were slightly curled, and he looked stunned.

The man only looked at her deeply, and only said after half a ring: "Everything can't go back, my mother and father were far away from me, and now I fully know the reason, I can't turn back from the Jin Dynasty, as you can see, I am already this Mongolian Khan, and now I am a member of the royal family of the Jin Dynasty, I can't go back after all, and now I have nothing else to ask for, I just hope that you and your parents are well!" ”

Su Liuyin was confused when she heard it, why was she a Mongolian khan for a while, and she became a member of the royal family of the Jin Dynasty, but she learned from Su Muyue's mouth that his mother's name was "Ruan Niang", and she chose to persuade peace with death for the sake of border peace, so that the border was clean for a few years, and her love with the Mongolian prince across life and death and race was also embarrassing, but at the moment, she couldn't do this in-depth study of Xiao Zhan's life and death, she looked at the man with a sad face, and pleaded: "How not, brother just let go of all this, Just be an ordinary person, how can you not be? Why do you want to stand on the cusp? ”

She said and clenched Xiao Zhan's hand tightly, "When you were in Yingtian back then, I shouldn't have let you go, if you couldn't be such a great general, how did you get to where you are today?" Back then, I missed letting go, and my father and mother also regretted it too late, unable to keep my brother by my side, and even gave birth to many incidents, today I must not repeat the mistakes of the day, you must go back with me! ”

Xiao Zhan shook his head helplessly, only glanced at the army behind him, and pointed at the more than 1,000 soldiers standing solemnly, he couldn't help but feel a little sad, and sighed: "Yin'er, do you think I still have a choice?" What about these brothers who were born and died with me, for the Central Plains they are foreigners, for me, they are already family members, if I abandon them and go, how can I be a human again, besides, my father is a hero who repelled the Mongol army in the eyes of the people, how can I be allowed to become this foreigner, now I hear that my parents are alive, I am also relieved, today I only ask you, where are my parents now? If you want to live incognito with them, your brother will help you achieve your wish if you don't want this life, and don't talk about other things! ”

"How could Father not accept you! How can you think that? ”

Su Liuyin looked at him with a sad face, and said: "Don't forget, you are my father's proudest son, my father likes you more than I do, sometimes I think that I am not my own, you are my father's favorite child!" And my mother is also the most satisfied with you, she has never said anything serious to you, but she always punishes me, besides, how can my father serve the country loyally? The emperor wants to put us to death everywhere, can't the blood debts of the Su Mansion make him sober up......"

The woman paused as she spoke, her eyes were already blurred with tears, and she said with a scoundrel face: "Brother, listen to me and go back with me!" ”

She still remembers that in the good days of Gusu, the apricot blossoms were sparse and rainy, he was such a gentle and jade-like son, that familiar street, how many women were devoted to him, but he was always so introverted, always polite to others, never more than half a point, but he would come with money when she was sad, holding a string of sugar gourds, and chanting in his mouth: "Mandao hawthorn old and young know,

Sweet and sour, delicious and eaten, Yin'er has had a good time! ”

Oh, yes! "A string of red hearts!" That time will not come back after all, her brother is still her brother, but he is no longer the same young man he used to be.

I only listened to the rumors, watching the two armies stand against each other, but it was like a war without gunpowder, one side was a mixed army of the Mongols and the Jin, and the other side was the army formed by the Central Plains people.

Duan Chuyi looked at Su Liuyin, who had a painful face, but there were all kinds of feelings in his heart, he really wanted to take her into his arms and tell her: Don't be afraid, don't cry, I'm here. But he had to restrain himself because he didn't want to force a woman into his life anymore, he needed to give her the space to make a choice, and he just chose to suffer it all in silence!

Xiao Zhan closed his eyes lightly and said indifferently: "Don't say it anymore, my brother has no way out, no matter what, I will do my best to protect you!" ”