July is over, August is the third day of the year, and at 10.14 today, I ...... I saw something, and it was a little uncomfortable, and at 12.16 points, I started to knock this ...... Nonsense?

It's so domineering.,This book was created on the evening of February 12th this year.,A lot of people should know.,After all, I mentioned it.,It's just to relax.,Just make an illogical one.,It doesn't matter if anyone reads it.。

However, when I signed a contract, it seemed to have changed.

I regard this book as a responsibility, more to make money to support myself, and it is not a lofty ideal, after all, I am a miserable little person who has been broken by life.

Therefore, for the sake of ease at the source, it has gradually become mandatory, and it should be March 19, and it will be released, so that you can see it.

Until now, on 8.03, although some small means are still used in the middle, it can still be regarded as a continuous change.

It lasted for 137 days, more than 2 hours a day, four hours a day after it was put on the shelves, and every night of self-study during the reading period and when I was forced to fall asleep.

On 6.26, it was put on the shelves, and I met a lot of friends who supported me, until now, there are almost 8 subscriptions every day, among them, I don't know how many are pirated sites, but there will definitely be real readers, I believe, thank you.

Then just after a month of my efforts to update 4,000 words a day, at 10.14 today, I finally saw the first monthly manuscript fee that I had worked so hard for.

Money for subscriptions: 50.71

Tip money: 9.44

No wrong decimal point, that's it, plus a month's tip and a few days' subscription money, and that's it...... It's almost the cost of printing the contract and mailing it to the company that I needed to sign the contract, and I was making a lonely money.

At that moment, I felt that I was stupid, as if my eyes were full of accidents, and I took a screenshot for the first time, and laughed at myself with my friends: "I'm stupid"

Looking at the words typed out above, I think back to how hard I fought at the time...... I'm like a joke, isn't it?

I'm very disappointed in myself, I can't write what everyone likes, I can't help it, I can't write this book better, I can't write the characters I write more vividly, the plot arrangement is also bad, there are many, many can't, all of a sudden it occupies the head, it loses momentum, the mentality it completely collapses, what am I doing, why can't I do anything?

…… Okay, pull the mentality back, I've been holding on for so long, I have feelings, if Jiang Xiaoqian is alive, I don't know if I will dislike me for writing the book she wears, but I don't care, she is unlucky.

I still have to stick to the end, no matter what, it's an explanation to me, and it can't be in vain.

There hasn't been much time for code words before.,It's all rushed out.,Now,I don't plan to keep the speed of four thousand a day.,Just do whatever you want.,Originally, I wrote this book to relax.,In the later period.,I want to really relax.。

I don't think much about the manuscript fee later, because the manuscript fee of China Literature will only be issued if it is full of 200, assuming that I still have 50 a month, and I don't have any subscriptions when it's over, so the next time I get 200, it's estimated that it will be next year, and it's ...... Forget it, I'll just take the first month's manuscript fee.

Later,I'm not so stable when I update it.,I don't know more or less.,The minimum of a thousand a day.,Strive not hydrology.,Occasionally, there is more to feel.。 And then I'm going to add it if there's a tip, and I can't let you down, and the one-yuan tip will be divided into five corners of me, so I'll add a more to the two-yuan tip, and I'll update it if not.

I'm very sorry for the little friends who still support me now, after all, I lived up to your expectations and likes, and I myself hated me like this, but I can't change anything, I'm sorry for this sentence, I said it so cheaply.

But it's true, and I feel sorry for everyone...... And I worked hard before.