Chapter 311: Preparing to Return Home
Time is the medicine that heals everything, and no matter how heart-rending the wound is, it will gradually cease to hurt as it passes. It's just that it leaves a scar in the heart, reminding people from time to time that everything that has happened is not just a nightmare.
When she had just lost her child, Liu Chengcheng washed her face with tears every day, and she was even in pain, and she couldn't wait to go with the child immediately. At that time, she blindly hated herself, attributing the death of her child to her own fault, and even Xi Guanqing became the object of her anger, and she was often viciously spoken of by her.
But two years have passed in a flash, and Liu Chengcheng has thought about dying almost every day, but none of them really have to die. It wasn't until one ordinary morning, when she looked at the rising sun, that she had hope from the bottom of her heart for the first time.
The child is gone, but her life is not over, just as the sunset will rise the next day, and she and her child may be reunited one day.
Xi Guanqing, who saw that scene, secretly breathed a sigh of relief in his heart, and then walked to Liu Chengcheng's side, looked at the clouds in the sky with her, and comforted: "Cheng Cheng, the child will not want you to be depressed all the time, only live in this acre and three points of land, you will have children in the future, and he will come back to you when the time comes." ”
Xi Guanqing has a ghost in her heart, and rarely mentions the child when she comforts Liu Chengcheng, for fear that she will find out what clues she will find out and see through her true face. It wasn't until today that Liu Chengcheng's state finally got better, and he dared to say such a sentence.
Since getting rid of the burden of Zhu Tianyi's child, Xi Guanqing felt relieved, he thought that in this way he could kick away the stumbling blocks between himself and Liu Chengcheng, and completely cut off the connection between Zhu Tianyi and Liu Chengcheng, but he never thought that feelings have never been forced.
Xi Guanqing never believes in any fate, he only believes in serving people.
Therefore, when Liu Chengcheng was suffering from postpartum depression and was deeply immersed in emotions and couldn't extricate himself, he not only did not show any impatience, but treated Liu Chengcheng more patiently, and even spoke in a very soft tone, simply treating Liu Chengcheng as a frightened bird.
Since Liu Chengcheng figured it out, her spirit and body have gradually improved, her sunken cheeks have begun to become plump, and people have returned to their previous gentle and lively appearance, but the sadness between her eyebrows is difficult to subside, and whenever she sees a child, she can't help but feel melancholy.
Fortunately, Xi Guanqing has always been unwavering towards Liu Chengcheng, every time she says something comforting, it is just right, and she is even more personable when she goes out with her, and she has not been affected at all.
People's hearts are flesh and blood, Liu Chengcheng gradually got out of the haze and started a normal life again, and his feelings for Xi Guanqing became closer and closer. If she only thought that Xi Guanqing was a good friend at most, then now she regards Xi Guanqing as a relative.
The two have lived in country M for so long, and they have long been familiar with their neighbors, and when they were mistaken for husband and wife at first, they often explained that they just didn't have each other. But when they find that this will only be perceived as wanting to cover up, and they will look at it with a mocking expression, they will also be wrong and will not explain it.
Liu Chengcheng was always worried that this would cause inconvenience to Xi Guanqing at first, for fear that his existence would delay him from starting a family in the future, but Xi Guanqing enjoyed being misunderstood like this and said many times that he didn't mind.
It's not that he can't notice Xi Guanqing's feelings for him, Liu Chengcheng is just tired of those vain feelings, and he can't bear to hurt Zhu Tianyi, so he has to mention a few words openly and secretly. However, Xi Guanqing didn't hit the south wall and didn't look back, Liu Chengcheng had no other way but to wait for him to figure it out.
After recovering from her health, Liu Chengcheng couldn't stay at home, she submitted several resumes, and finally took a job in a company with a multinational background. Xi Guanqing was a little opposed when he knew it, but he couldn't stand Liu Chengcheng's resolute attitude, and finally had to agree.
However, Liu Chengcheng's insistence on going to work is not just to avoid Xi Guanqing, she clearly knows that she needs money.
Liu Chengcheng is not ignorant of his financial situation, and Liu Chengcheng knows that although he has some savings, it is difficult to support the high medical expenses of country M. But so far, she has not been overstretched, and someone must be quietly subsidizing her.
Except for Xi Guanqing, who else would do this? Who else can do that?
Liu Chengcheng was moved, and kept quietly calculating the amount she owed Xi Guanqing, and she was ready to return the money to him immediately after she had saved enough. She didn't do this to draw a line with Xi Guanqing, but she felt that she already owed him too much, and she hoped that she could repay a little bit.
Liu Chengcheng, who has a goal, is very serious about her work, she has relevant work experience in China, and she was quickly appreciated by her boss, and she was promoted and raised. Such an achievement made her feel the reality she had not seen for a long time, and her whole person was refreshed.
On this day, Liu Chengcheng finally saved enough money to repay Xi Guanqing, and was originally going to go home after work to tell Xi Guanqing the news, but he didn't think that there would be a meeting when he got off work, so he had to temporarily stop editing information and go to the conference room with the computer.
Liu Chengcheng's company is actually a branch of a multinational company in country M, and most of its main business needs to be connected with China.
But this meeting was a little different from the previous ones, and as soon as Liu Chengcheng arrived at the conference room, he found that there were only a few people. At first, she thought she was in the wrong place, but after looking around, she made sure that she was in the right place, and then sat down anyway.
When the boss saw that everyone was together, he immediately talked about the purpose of the meeting.
Due to business needs, the company intends to send an employee to the domestic branch to undertake the handover work, although it is nominally promoted, but because of the fact that I don't know how long it will take, it is difficult to make a mistake in the selection. This time, several of their capable employees were called to a meeting to decide on the final list to be dispatched.
Thinking of the heavens on the other side of the ocean for no reason, Liu Chengcheng's homesickness has never been so strong. She thought that her heart had been put down like a rock, but as long as she thought of that name and that land, she still felt a lot of emotion.
"Liu Chengcheng, why don't you speak?" Seeing Liu Chengcheng's face moved, the boss couldn't help pinning his hopes on her, if she could stand up and take this position, he wouldn't have to make any more difficulties.
Only then did he notice that he had just been distracted at the meeting, Liu Chengcheng looked around in a daze, and saw that several employees who were called to the meeting looked at him with hope, and vaguely guessed that they hoped that they could take over this hot potato.
Responding empathetically, Liu Chengcheng said: "I'm just thinking about whether I can be qualified for this position." ”
This answer hit the boss's heart, he was afraid that Liu Chengcheng would regret it, so he hurriedly said: "You must be fine." ”
Nodding absentmindedly, Liu Chengcheng felt that maybe this was the guidance of fate. Escaping was only temporary, it didn't solve the problem at all, and now it was finally time for her to go back and face it.
The company's business arrangements were in a hurry, and Liu Chengcheng was determined to be the dispatch candidate, and the air ticket and other relevant materials were sent to her together. She looked at the departure time on the ticket, although she felt that tomorrow night was a little hasty, but at least she had time to say goodbye to Guan Qing, which was not unacceptable.
After returning home, he told Xi Guanqing, who was waiting for him, that he was going to be transferred back to China, and Liu Chengcheng didn't plan to hide his thoughts from him: "Maybe this is the child guiding me in heaven, since he hopes that I can untie the knot, then I should go back and see." ”
Sitting on the side with a heavy face, Xi Guanqing said coldly: "So, is this the reason why you transferred money to me and wanted to clear up with me?" Zhutianyi is not a good person at all, don't you already know it! ”
completely misunderstood Liu Chengcheng's intentions, Xi Guanqing felt that Liu Chengcheng would not repay the money sooner or later, but he would repay the money the day before he was about to return to China, and he was deliberately drawing a line with him, preparing to return to China to rebuild the old with Zhutianyi.
This is the first time I heard Xi Guanqing speak to himself in this tone, Liu Chengcheng was a little uncomfortable, but he still patiently explained: "I went back to China to work, it was just the company's arrangement. I accept this job according to fate, it doesn't mean that I have forgiven Zhu Tianyi, I just don't want to be unable to get out for the rest of my life. ”
Xi Guanqing naturally didn't believe it, he didn't understand why he had worked hard for so long, but in Liu Chengcheng's heart, he was still not as good as a Tianyi who was far away on the other side of the ocean. The long-hidden discontent erupted, and he raised his voice and said, "Can you convince yourself with this?" Liu Chengcheng, you're just making excuses. ”
Liu Chengcheng's mood was already bad, and when he saw Xi Guanqing change his previous gentle appearance, he yelled at himself, and he also felt depressed in his heart. She didn't understand what Xi Guanqing meant, but after so much time, she really didn't hate Zhu Tianyi so much.
Both of them were quite stubborn, and in a moment of anger they forgot to control their tempers, and before they could say a few words, the first quarrel since they met broke out, and finally they went back to their rooms unhappily.
While packing his luggage, he felt that his words were really a bit heavy, and Liu Chengcheng opened the door defenselessly when Xi Guanqing knocked on the door. She intended to reconcile with Xi Guanqing before leaving, but she didn't expect that he would hug her with a drunken body, and take her to the bed with amazing strength.
Her heart instantly cooled, Liu Chengcheng resisted desperately, she pushed Xi Guanqing out of the door, and then locked the door with tears, and she was even more determined to return to China.