(5) Helpless choice
The process of checking for pregnancy is as simple as taking a urine test and waiting for the results to come in. When Shen Rumeng's examination was over, he sat on the bench in the corridor and waited anxiously for the results, and Yao Fanghua, the third sister-in-law who was an apprentice in gynecology, happened to pass by after lunch.
Yao Fanghua was stunned for a moment when she saw her second sister-in-law sitting alone on the bench in the corridor, and then immediately walked over with a smile. The two greeted each other softly, and Shen Rumeng told Yao Fanghua everything about Xiao Jingshu's pneumonia and hospitalization, and her suspicion of being pregnant.
Yao Fanghua frowned worriedly and said: "Second sister-in-law, I didn't go home yesterday and didn't know about Jing Shu's hospitalization, I'll go to see her when I'm free for a while, now I'll go and see if your test results are out, don't worry about waiting for me!" ”
Shen Rumeng nodded a little embarrassedly and said, "You are busy with yours, you don't have to work for me, don't delay your work!" ”
Sister-in-law Yao Fanghua is an anxious child, before she heard Shen Rumeng's words, she had already pushed the door into the office of the obstetrics and gynecology department, and after a while, she took a test report, returned to Shen Rumeng's side with a smile and said: "Second sister-in-law, congratulations on your pregnancy again, it's been three weeks!" ”
As soon as Shen Rumeng heard this, her heart was really as if she had knocked over the five-flavor bottle, and her sad expression was suddenly revealed on her face. When Yao Fanghua saw the sad face of her second sister-in-law, she immediately asked with concern, "Why are you unhappy, second sister-in-law?" Don't you want this child? ”
Shen Rumeng didn't hide it from her sister-in-law, she directly told Yao Fanghua what she thought, and at the same time said that she was worried that Yao Zhiwen would have other ideas.
"That's the case, it's a pity! Second sister-in-law, you don't have to worry, the second brother has such a good temper and treats you so well, he will definitely understand you. However, if you have an abortion, you must do it as soon as possible, otherwise the risk will increase a lot. ”
The sister-in-law Yao Fanghua was anxious, and after she quickly told Shen Rumeng her suggestion, she quickly went back to her work.
Shen Rumeng slowly walked towards her daughter's hospital room with the test sheet, but when she walked to the door of the ward, she did not go in directly, but looked into the ward through the window on the door. Seeing that Xiao Jingshu was quietly infusing the liquid and falling asleep motionless, Yao Zhiwen was sitting on the edge of the bed with a book reading, Shen Rumeng gently opened the door of the ward and called Yao Zhiwen out in a whisper.
Shen Rumeng lowered her head and silently handed the test sheet in her hand to her husband's eyes, so uncomfortable that she couldn't even say a word. Yao Zhiwen took the test sheet and looked at it, first his eyes lit up, and then he looked at his wife with a worried face and said, "Ru Meng, you are not feeling well, right?" Now that Jingshu is still so young, you are so tired of taking care of her, if you have another one, the difference between the two children is too little, you will definitely be unbearable to take care of! Alas, since giving birth to Jingshu, you are really getting thinner and thinner! ”
Listening to her husband's gentle words, Shen Rumeng suddenly shed tears, she raised her head with a tearful smile and looked at Yao Zhiwen and said, "Actually, I think so too, I'm afraid that you will be unhappy?" It's nice that we always want to go together! ”
The two looked at each other affectionately, neither of them wanted to continue to expand the sadness in their hearts, they both wanted to minimize the sadness in each other's hearts, and each other's hearts to each other were so naturally revealed in the eyes of the two, everything was silent.
After the young couple made a decision, one stayed to continue to take care of the children, and the other went directly to work. At about 6 o'clock in the evening, the second elder of the Yao family took the meal that had just been made, and the youngest son carried a small bag of apples, and followed Yao Zhiwen and his party quietly into Xiao Jingshu's ward, and everyone came to visit Shen Rumeng's mother and daughter.
Shen Rumeng hurriedly took over the food made by her mother-in-law, she was already hungry, she smiled and bent her eyes, and she was not embarrassed to open the lid of the lunch box immediately, and thanked her mother-in-law for their care while eating.
Because they were afraid that the crowd would disturb the other patients in the ward, the Yao family and his party did not stay long before they all left the hospital. After sending off his family, Yao Zhiwen said to his wife while holding his daughter: "Ru Meng, I told my parents about your plan to have an abortion, and they all understand that you don't have to think about it anymore!" When Jingshu is discharged from the hospital, hurry up and arrange your surgery, and my mother will take a month's leave to take care of you two at home. ”
"Really, that's great, I'm worried about this, and now I don't have to worry about it anymore!"
As soon as Shen Rumeng's words fell, the door of the ward was gently opened, and the two of them looked at the door in unison, and it turned out to be the sister-in-law Yao Fanghua who came.
After a period of cold noise, it turned to the main topic, Shen Rumeng's surgery was scheduled for the second day of Xiao Jingshu's discharge, because Xiao Jingshu recovered well, so she would be discharged from the hospital in 4 days on time. In the next few days waiting for her daughter to be discharged from the hospital, Shen Rumeng had to ask for leave from the unit leader so that she could perform the operation safely. So Shen Rumeng wrote the leave note in the hospital and handed it to Yao Zhiwen, asking him to take it to his neighbors and colleagues after work, and asked his colleagues to help bring the leave note to the leaders of the unit.
The neighbor colleague agreed without saying a word, and after work the next day, he handed over the leader's instructions to Yao Zhiwen. Yao Zhiwen thanked him very much, and then went directly to the hospital.
Because most of the colleagues in Shen Rumeng's unit were young people at that time, and everyone would face problems related to childbirth, the leaders did not dare to give Shen Rumeng a long vacation. For female employees in the unit who have abortion surgery, they can only give two weeks of leave at most, and Shen Rumeng didn't say much after seeing the leader's instructions on the fake note, after all, she knew that she couldn't be special, and it was already a good result for the leader to give her a holiday.
After all the preparations were completed, it was soon time for Xiao Jingshu to be discharged from the hospital, and her mother-in-law Li Lan came to the house of her second son Yao Zhiwen early, prepared a meal and waited for her second son's family to come back. When it was almost noon, the three of them finally returned home, and as soon as they entered the door, they ate the food cooked by their mother-in-law, Shen Rumeng was so moved that she was a mess, and she said good things to her mother-in-law again and again to thank her.
The mother-in-law was even more happy to see her daughter-in-law like this, she hurriedly hugged her granddaughter and happily urged her daughter-in-law and son to hurry up and eat the meal while it was hot. It wasn't until after lunch that the dishes and chopsticks were cleaned up, and the three adults briefly touched their heads about tomorrow's operation, and then her mother-in-law Li Lan left with a little relief.
The next morning, my mother-in-law came early again, and when she came, she didn't forget to bring the prepared meal, and at the same time brought some food specially prepared for her little granddaughter.
Now more than 10 months old, Xiao Jingshu has already grown a few teeth and can eat some soft food. The mother-in-law was worried that after the abortion operation of her daughter-in-law, there might be a shortage of breast milk, so she thought: If the daughter-in-law runs out of milk, the little granddaughter will have to stop milking, but she can get a few more things for the little one to eat!
After eating breakfast like this, her mother-in-law took care of Xiao Jingshu, and Yao Zhiwen rode a bicycle and took Shen Rumeng directly to the hospital for surgery.
Shen Rumeng sat on the back seat of Yao Zhiwen's bicycle and hadn't gone far, when a light snow suddenly fell in the sky that had been cloudy, and the two of them were in a very low mood without saying anything all the way, and at this moment they really felt that the road to the hospital couldn't be longer than long. When the two of them finally came to the door of the gynecology operating room of the hospital, when Shen Rumeng pushed open the door of the operating room and walked into the operation alone, Yao Zhiwen looked at his wife's thin back, and he really felt guilty in his heart! Yao Zhiwen actually couldn't bear to let his wife suffer this crime, and he didn't want to watch their children die so quietly, but real life is so cruel, he can't afford to give his wife and children a comfortable life, so he can only choose to accept it helplessly and bear it silently!
As if feeling the worried eyes of her husband behind her, Shen Rumeng reached out to hold the doorknob of the operating room and was about to close the door, she suddenly stopped and looked back at Yao Zhiwen and said with a smile: "Zhiwen, don't worry, I will definitely be fine!" Then she turned her head and gently closed the door to the operating room.
Yao Zhiwen's heart hurt fiercely, he stood in place for a long time, so uncomfortable that he didn't even move, but for an hour, Yao Zhiwen felt like a long year. Finally waited for the door of the operating room to open again, Yao Fanghua helped Shen Rumeng slowly walk out of it, Yao Zhiwen hurriedly stepped away from his legs, which were already a little numb, and came to his wife's side at once.
Without waiting for Yao Zhiwen to ask, Yao Fanghua said anxiously: "Second brother, don't worry, the second sister-in-law's operation went well, you should take her home and have a good rest!" ”
"Well, okay, I know, you go get busy!"
Yao Zhiwen looked at his wife's pale little face as he spoke, he immediately took off the military coat on his body and put it on Shen Rumeng, and then slowly walked towards the door of the hospital with one hand half-holding his wife's weak body with her. It was still the same bike, Shen Rumeng was still sitting on the back seat of the bicycle, but on the way home, Yao Zhiwen rode slower and more steadily, because he was afraid that his wife would feel a little uncomfortable.
Shen Rumeng sat in the back seat of the car and hugged her husband's waist tightly with both hands, she closed her eyes and wanted to try not to think about anything as much as possible, but how could it be? After all, it was a life that was lost, how could she not feel heartache?
I don't know how long it took for the husband and wife to finally return to their small home, Yao Zhiwen parked the bicycle and hurriedly helped Shen Rumeng into the house. As soon as she entered the door, her mother-in-law Li Lan walked over with Xiao Jingshu in her arms, and as soon as her daughter saw that it was her parents, she immediately stretched out her fat little hand, humming in her mouth and asking them to hug. As soon as Shen Rumeng saw her daughter's cute appearance, she immediately showed a relieved smile, she stretched out her hand and just wanted to hug her, but was stopped by her mother-in-law Li Lan: "Rumeng, how can I, as a mother-in-law, make you suffer at this time!" Just let me coax my granddaughter, hurry up and let Zhiwen help you to lie on the kang and rest, it's hot in the bed! ”
Shen Rumeng immediately smiled a little embarrassedly and said, "Thank you, Mom, then you will be tired!" ”
"This kid is polite, it's all a family! Zhiwen, don't be stunned, quickly help your daughter-in-law to the kang! ”
Yao Zhiwen said "um", and then helped Shen Rumeng to the kang, let her lie down in the quilt, and carefully covered the quilt for her. Shen Rumeng felt so uncomfortable that she was really weak when she lay down, and she only drank a bowl of millet porridge brought by Yao Zhiwen, and she immediately fell asleep.
Seeing that his wife was asleep, Yao Zhiwen and Li Lan coaxed Xiao Jingshu and ate a little food simply. Because there are two kangs in the small family, her mother-in-law Li Lan will live in her son's house these days to help take care of the living life of a family of three.